#am a switch

[eroslessons]

i think i want to know

what its like to submit

but im scared to trust

scared that after the

bad drop that happened

that theres no way i could

relax enough to fully just

let go

and the people i would trust

maybe the most with this?

i dont even know if they

would be remotely interested

so sometimes i find myself

mourning might have beens

and maybes and lost opportunities

~trauma fucking sucks but i persevere

[d0rklorddende]

Just want someone to play with my hair and sing to me while I fall sleep and not feel so stressed like goddamn