Aug 9, 2020
DBH + Text Posts
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DBH + Text Posts
i’m literally only still awake because i fucked up modding ME1 and i need to fix it. now. tonight. immediately. and make sure it’s working. or i won’t be able to sleep.
my ADHD is not my friend and i own that.
“i made my girl Arais in DAO again but only to get early game screenshots. now i'm just gonna make a self insert to go through and romance Z
this is the twitter thread i mentioned in the tags on that last reblogs. it's kind of jumbled because my head hasn't exactly been the clearest lately but it's something that's been on my mind for a while that i really needed to address in some way.
sometimes i get depressed about being quarantined alone with my mother and then i remember who i could have been quarantined with if i had made one (1) major life choice differently two years ago and i instantly recover full mental health points.
i'm living through one of my irrational childhood fears and guess what? i can't handle iiiiit. i had a literal panic attack when it happened at work and i'm still a disaster.
granted potentially losing a fingernail to the spiral slicer is a genuine reason to freak out but my fear isn't from cutting myself, it's from the nail falling off. i have to keep reminding myself the damn thing will grow back and heal but i sliced into my nailbed AT the cuticle so it's gonna take A While.
uuuugh.
hi yes things are going really well so why am i randomly just bone tired depressed there's no cause for this.
i have two exes i have a healthy relationship with post breakup and boy am i grateful for their existence. proves i'm not complete garbage.