Chris always wanted more than two kids. He wanted a big family, and a part of him sees the kids come to camp each summer and wishes he had little ones again; he loves Caleb and Kaylee and he's so proud of them for the adults they're becoming but he misses parenting little kids. All the questions and the messes and the big emotions they don't know what to do with...but he's certain it's out of the cards, and after losing Amelia in childbirth the thought of more kids is even more terrifying than it is appealing...not that it stops him from wishing, sometimes.