not my finest work (my hands were shaking a bunch while drawing? don’t know what’s up with that lmao. plus this is my first time truly Drawing amelia and i feel like it shows) but I do quite like it :-] these two make me feel ill i tell you hwat
transparent vers. under the cut bc I once again don’t know how I feel about the effects lol
Eastermelia set at the edge of season 5/6, with a taste of Lilya Bogomolova (Amelilya?)
Fandom: Outlast (Video Games)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Amelia Collier/Liliya Bogomolova, Dr. Easterman (Outlast)/Amelia Collier
Characters: Amelia Collier, Dr. Easterman (Outlast), Liliya Bogomolova, A. Bradley Avellanos
Additional Tags: Period-Typical Racism, Period Typical Bigotry, Murkoff should be its own warning, Catatonic Amelia Collier
Summary: Easterman is caught molesting Amelia’s body.
Amelia wondered if it was intentional to keep her conscious. If they purposefully gave her just enough medication to paralyze her body but not her mind. Everyone treated her like she wasn’t there except for Easterman. Easterman said that he had hoped she could hear him. It was always the biggest bastards that got the luckiest, wasn’t it?
If she counted her time correctly, he came at least once a week to sit at her side and give her some pathetic ramble about how she forced him to hurt his children. Because he never called it what it was: his lab rats, his victims.
Right now, his hand ran across her cheek in a manner that was nearly gentle, as he breathed cigarette smoke into her face. “The newest prime asset proves capable. The way she likes to be worshipped… It should teach the reagents not to succumb to false idols.”
She felt his touch slip down her body, lingering over her breast, feeling her flesh through the fabric, before giving her nipple a hard pinch.
The first time he groped her breast, she felt rage so strong she thought her body might combust. But the first time he spread her legs and humped her like a horny dog? She felt completely numb. Some things you just learn to deal with when your daddy is a pimp.
“She has this power to her, to force others to mutilate their own bodies. I thought of making you an appointment once you are up.” His hands ran across her sides and to her hips, where he took hold of the hem of her hospital gown. “You clearly were immune to my treatment, so maybe you need a firmer hand. Some children are just like that, are they not? Not keen on taking father’s advice until their peers start the bullying.”
He kept threatening her with letting the prime assets have free rein with her. The first time he did so, it made her feel a genuine dread. “It’s a shame that Perry killed your colored boyfriend. I’m sure Coyle would’ve loved to teach you two a thing or two about the dangers of racial integration. Then again, I don’t think he would mind a private lesson with you, if I let him in on your situation.” Back then, she believed that he might actually sit back and watch her get raped by the Klan swine. But not anymore. She had realized by now that Easterman was a coward who loved his own voice too much.
“I was thinking about your radio performance. I must admit it was quite substantial – so persuasive to my children. You could’ve been such a good asset for your country.” He pulled up her gown, revealing her most intimate parts to the cold air. A nurse had trimmed her pubic hair last week, likely on Easterman’s request. “Of course, radio is a dying medium. Nowadays it’s all about the television.”
He ran his fingers between her folds, playing around before he pushed inside. She wondered if it even felt good for him to fuck her with the catheter inside her body. It definitely didn’t give her any pleasure. “If only you were a good girl, we might’ve had you sitting on Otto Kress’ lap while you recorded some propaganda, and who knows, you could’ve been America’s own Eva Perón. Minus the filthy socialism, of course.”
She could feel him spreading his fingers inside of her, stroking them in and out, before they abruptly retreated.
“Eva Perón, really?” A woman’s voice entered the room.
“Avellanos. Why are you here?” Amelia could feel Easterman’s body twitch. She imagined he was red in the face, trembling with humiliation as he wiped his hands onto her bedsheets.
“To see for myself how effectively you spend your allowances.” There were bitterness and disgust in Avellanos’ voice, and as much as she detested the woman, Amelia silently cheered at the idea of Easterman getting into trouble with his superiors.
“What are you implying? I was merely checking on her health-”
The laugh Avellanos let out was filled with mockery. “Shut up, Easterman, I’m not fucking blind. We aren’t wasting any more resources for you to get your cock wet. Dispose of her. Put her back in the sleep rooms or have her killed and burnt. I don’t care, but I want her gone by tomorrow.”
Avellanos’ words were followed by the sound of doors slamming shut, loudly.
“Fuck,” Easterman cursed.
Fuck, Amelia thought, as he pulled the bedsheet back over her body. There was no way she would be rehabilitated as a reagent.
She could hear him pacing around the room, mumbling to himself and at times hitting or kicking the furniture. Throwing tantrum like a little boy. In the end, he pulled the covers off her yet again and spilled himself inside her body before leaving, not bothering to cover her once more.
Amelia was left with nothing to do but think about the worst ways he might have her killed. As far as she knew, the only trial that involved killing women was the Courthouse. She wondered if Easterman would let her go as easily. Would he still fuck her with her limbs and head gone?
…
It took long hours before someone visited her again. It was not the heavy breath and cigarette stench of Easterman but the light steps of a woman. A nurse sent to unplug her from life support?
“Amelia.” The woman sounded like she had been smoking since leaving the womb… or screaming for a very long time. Yet, the way she said her name sounded almost gentle. Her hospital gown was pulled down to her hips, giving her back at least some of her dignity. “The martyr worshipped in this place.”
Just as Amelia thought, the woman had removed the IV from her arm and the oxygen mask from her face. As she leaned over her, Amelia could make out her appearance: she could be in her forties, her face was covered in scars, and her black hair was cut short. She wore a black top that didn’t resemble the uniforms of the medical staff nor the guards. A cross hung from her neck and brushed Amelia’s body as the woman bent down to place a kiss on her lips.
One thing was clear, this was no nurse.
“Very soon, everyone in this facility will be punished. But not you. You are a saint, and by a miracle, you shall survive the carnage.”
This woman was clearly mad, and it didn’t take long for Amelia to connect the pieces. Easterman had told her about the new prime asset; a God-obsessed communist they shipped from the USSR. It was a rather strange combination. Amelia had met communists before, and they weren’t very keen on religion. What they were keen on was selling her Pervitin.
Her hands were moved one by one from her sides to her chest, where the woman had arranged them into a prayer. “He took your tongue, he took your pride, but he cannot take your will.”
Something was placed between her clasped palms, cold and long. A knife?
“I was like you once. I know what you want: revenge.” The word sounded so delightful from the woman’s lips. “You kill the man who hurt you and run away to spread His message.”
The woman stepped back from the bed. “God loves you, Amelia Collier.”
She was left alone once again, but the dread? The dread was gone. Amelia must have gone mad because she felt calm. She felt loved, and she felt like revenge was at her fingertips as she slowly regained control of her body.
More Liliya having hots for Amelia (wip from my sequel fic)
The beautiful little martyr had failed her second escape.
Weakened by the medical coma she crawled through the halls with a stolen blade between her teeth only to find all her pathways and dens sealed away. When her captor found her, she was desperately clawing at the door that lead outside but remained locked ever since she orchestrated the first breach.
“Amelia! How-”
Liliya thought that maybe she was wrong, that this woman was no saint to match her after all. But her initial assumptions had turned right, as Amelia’s blade nearly ran through Easterman’s head, missing his eye by millimeters and leaving a red trail in its wake.
“Drop it!”
Amelia, much like Liliya herself, was a petite girl with arms like sticks that could not protect her from advances of a man, who believed she was his to own. Easterman tore the blade from her broken hand with ease. She couldn’t even hold it properly; they had crippled her just as the SS officer had crippled Liliya so long ago.
“Stop this at once!” He commanded her like she was a dog. He pressed her body to the floor, kneeling on her chest, before he stabbed a needle in her neck, while cursing. “Damn Avellanos, I bet this is your doing.”
He took Amelia’s limb body in his arms with a huff, that spoke of a man who did not work with his hands for a long time. Only then did he turn to see Liliya watching him.
“Miss Bogomolova! My apologies, we don’t usually have our subjects running through the halls, this one, however-” He walked to her side, showing her Amelia in his arms like one would show off a newborn babe. “This one is special little troublemaker. She’s the false messiah to our lambs, you see.”
Liliya stepped closer, close enough to cup the sleeping girl's cheek in her palm. She used to look peaceful in her hospital bed, not anymore, now her face was twisted with fear. She no longer looked like a saint, merely a martyr. Liliya thought of taking her out of her misery.
“I see.” She said. “Beautiful.”
“Beautiful indeed.” Easterman agreed. Liliya looked him in the eyes, they were cold and tired, his eyelids twitching unnaturally, as if they fought his will to remain awake. “A little minx she is, stirring trouble for her betters.”
Easterman reminded her a lot of her SS officer; a crazed man refusing to accept the war was lost, latching on torturing the one enemy he was able to capture, letting his frustrations out on a crippled woman because he was afraid a man would hurt him back.
Liliya thought she was giving the girl her own tongue-regrowing miracle through freeing her, but maybe she was wrong. Maybe Amelia needed to suffer more before reaching martyrdom. Maybe she was meant to be Judith, using man’s lust for her to have him lay down as she chops his head off.
Easterman certainly seemed to lustful, as he held her limb body.
“Will she be the new Lot?” Liliya asked already knowing what the answer would be.
“Oh, no, this one is too special.” Easterman shook his head. Sweat was running down his forehead, clearly, he was struggling with holding her in his arms. “They need to see her changed. We put her in her place in front of them and now, she will have to show them she's accepted it.”
Liliya had spent a month suffering every humiliation known to man, she knew what she was leaving Amelia to, when she turned around and left with no word. If Amelia was to become a saint, she would find her strength in the torture and she would rise, stronger than before. Just as Liliya did.
Finally getting back to the amelilya part of my fic
"You let out the rats." Liliya shook her head. "Now you free the wolves!"
Ah. It wasn't like it didn't occur Amelia before, she did make a false promise to Franco in order to get out of the trial after all. But she wanted either of the Prime Assets anywhere near the real world.
"I can't let you out. If there's a key from your cells, Easterman doesn't have it." Anymore, she didn't add. He had it before the escape. She assumed Avellanos confiscated it. "But you-"
"He comes to my room." Liliya answered her question before it was spoken. "He has the key."
Amelia was hit by a wave of emotions; a relief that she was not the only woman he abused, a pity for Liliya suffering under his hand and a hint of jealousy she didn't want to examine. "They why don't you do it? I saw you wandering the halls before."
"You cannot sacrifice with defiled hand." Liliya countered like it was the most obvious explanation. "It has to be you!"
Amelia was slowly coming to realization that Liliya was as mad as the rest of the Prime Assets. "Trust me, sister, I'm as defiled as they come."
