#amesmp hours

[nomsfaultau]

lord help me I've reached a new level of nerd

Cost-Benefit Analysis of drawing my bow string so tight it slices at my fingertips until the pain releases, skewering an arrow clean through Díi’s skull

[canonchallulah]

when you meet your bestie's mom and she's reminds you of your mom (this is bad because your mom will kill you on sight) and she came to drop off books for your bestie and she gives them to you to pass on and theyte deginitely books about, among other things, how to transplant a soul and also talk about souls being food and also the mom said you reeek of your bestie's magic (and it was a compliment) and you hastily copied notes from the books the mom gave you so you could snoop and now you kind of regret reading them.

if all that is true, your day might be going how Violet's is.

[canonchallulah]

man the trauma is spicy and shes trying to grow past it but she realy did fll right back into the Parentified Older Sibling Peacekeepr niche like she belongs there huh.

someones character is going in a maraca.

[canonchallulah]

Violet be like "I trusted you before I knew I didn't have a choice about it." to Dii and lying about being angry about it and never being able to use the word "love" because she doesnt really get what that means even though she does love Dii but she doesnt understand what that means and shes tryong so hard to be adult about everything even though what she WANTS is to be reassured that everything is going to be okay but she would never admit that because shes been trained her whole life to hide weakness and abnegate her own needs in favor of other people and she hasnt unlearned that totally yet but she dragged a promise out of a Fair One to keep her Ender Pearl when her mode of being is majorly altered for the second time in her life and i am

f e r a l

about Violet and Dii.

[canonchallulah]

are they lovers? worse. One of them is greedy and posessive with her people and the other is abnegate to the point of self-neglect and and they both would do perty much anything they could think of for each other if it meant the other was happy.

"I love you so much i would be honest with you. I love you so much I would be kind for you. I love you so much I would give you the world or burn it down for you."

"I would lay my body on the line if you asked. I would learn violence to protect you. I would learn the meaning of love to better understand you."

unwell about the blorbos this NYE.

( @disorganizedkitten )

[nomsfaultau]

woke up today groggy and exhausted and had the immediate thought: bet cessation wakes up worse in that obsidian cage

[canonchallulah]

i love my blorbo i love my little purple lady shes so squishable

thanks @disorganizedkitten for playing dolls with me!

[canonchallulah]

Stumbling the distance between your heart and mine - ZXI - Minecraft (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own] https://share.google/Q9kDrtFgYfyiGmfXb

Its the next installment of AmeSMP fic! in which Violet hugs people twice. Short n sweet.