cod bein in a system is so fuckin awwful sometimes i dont havve to wworry about my purpose or my role in life becods i knoww wwhat it is. "wwhy do i feel like this? wwhat is my purpose in life?" it's TO feel like this. i havve to feel like this. it's my job to be miserable, all the time, and if i evver get better i wwill probably just stop existing. i am here only to feel fucking terrible. constantly.
















