@amrothiriel : the nightmare, again?
CHEST HEAVING WITH UNSTEADY, RATTLING BREATHS, the young king places the flat of his palm atop his sternum; he feels the thunder of his heart beneath his breast, rapidly beating like the many hoofbeats of the Eorlingas riding into battle. Much like the dream... Golden strands tangle amid his blurry vision. His other hand grasps at his forehead as he fights to regain control of his breathing.
He doesn't want to wake her. Not again. This will be the third time he rouses her, unintentionally, due to the terrors of his mind seeping into his dreams.
No such luck for Éomer.
A stirring next to him momentarily distracts him from his plight. He does his best to calm his features, grey-blue gaze shifting to focus on the dying embers of the fire. From his periphery, he glimpses her rising, dark tresses spilling over slender shoulders as she sleepily rubs at a delicate eyelid. Her query is quiet, yet full of concern. She knows.
Remorse at disrupting her slumber fills him, spreading throughout his chest; it grips him, ridding him of his prior, residual panic. The echoing screams of the nightmare linger, but he refuses to react; he should no longer suffer these dreams... However, ever so often, vivid imagery of the battlefield and plague his mind, overtaking his sleep and he can't help but awaken, flinching as if the deathblow of a blade is about to strike.
Hands fall away from him; seeking her slender form, Éomer gently cradles his queen against his chest. His voice a quiet rumble, he murmurs against the dark crown of her head, ❝ Forgive me for waking you, Lothíriel. ❞ Idly, his fingers sift through her curls, as if without thought; the gesture further soothes him. ❝ It's another sanguine recollection of the Battle of the Pelinnor Fields... I... ❞ A swallow, forcible past a lump. ❝ I was late again in saving Éowyn... ❞
Moments pass before he speaks again, but he is unwilling to elaborate on the finer, grisly details. ❝ Would you mind terribly if we remain this way a little longer? Fall asleep if you need to, I... ❞ His lips curve as he admits, ❝ I'd like to hold you longer. You soothe me, love, keeping the worst at bay. ❞
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