Do ALL the questions! Enjoy! xD
Good lord
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
The last person I messaged was my sister so… NO XD
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
Nope, never dated anyone, no exes.
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
Nope *feminism*I think you mean Sexual Debut™(Laci Green)*feminism*
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
I never thought it was, but yeah. That’s something I’ve been realizing lately. I don’t trust body people much unless I’ve known them for years at this point.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
I kinda have a crush on that girl in my Illustration class so like when we have class together? (She’s in my animation class, too.)
6. What are you excited for?
Ballet! I was just telling my guys about The Nutcracker today and how I wanted to see a live performance of it, and I looked it up and the place we could see it at in December for Christmas also has a performance of Dracula on Jake’s Oct. monthversery for Halloween! :D My sister’s gonna come with for sure, and maybe my parents! I’ve never seen a ballet before so I’m excited >v<
7. What happened tonight?
I finally finished that paper for my class and I bought glow-in-the-dark stars for my room uvu (I’ll be posting about yesterday and today eventually)
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Ermmmm I think it’s kinda disgusting when anyone’s wasted because (I apologize in advance) people just seem kinda ugly and stupid when they’re in that state??? I get how bitchy that sounds I’m sorry (I hate lying) >A< I think it’s just that I’ve always been the sort of person who needed to have as much control over my behavior as possible and it’s weird and annoying and unflattering when other people are yelling and falling all over the place and you can’t even talk to them like “uh yeah uh this is a fun time yup uh please don’t puke on my mom’s chair thanks”
9. Is confidence cute?
Holy fuck confidence is cute and beautiful and sexy and admirable and unbelievable and it just makes me wanna follow that person (in a leader/follower way, not stalking XD) and root for them and make sure everything in their life is perfect
10. What is the last beverage you had?
Root beer >v< <3
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Ah well rape culture kinda did a number on me, ngl. I feel like I was raised as a cis woman to be wary of men. I have to kinda fight against that, you know? Totally comfortable with Jake and Jit, and I have some guy friends I’m perfectly comfortable around, too, and I’m fine with my Dad, all though he says some stupid stuff sometimes that I hate. But to be perfectly honest, when it comes to strangers, I’m quicker to trust women than men. I know that’s not fair because personality doesn’t necessarily have to do with genders but the way society teaches the opposite sexes to behave does subconsciously affect people to at least a small extent, if you see what I mean. Like guys can be nice, but still more of assholes or do horrible things that they don’t consider to be horrible? Because they were taught when they did things wrong as kids “boys will be boys” and all that. It’s a fucked up society yo
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes but I haven’t worn them in a while because they’re purple XD I thought it’d be a good idea but now I’m like “I have to find something to match these with” and it’s just simpler for me to wear normal blue jeans (I don’t have normal colored skinny jeans right now because they kept getting holes in them and no matter how much I sewed them they did it more). I wanna convert my current man pants (YAY HUGE POCKETS) into skinny jeans when I have time and access to a sewing machine.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
Probably be visiting home since we’re planning on seeing Dracula Friday and then I’ll probably just stay in my home town the next couple days.
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
Hmmmm well I just spent a lot on groceries so I’m trying to not spend much, so probably just my next therapy session.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Only person I ever possibly kissed on the lips was that kid I asked to marry me in kindergarden XD (WHICH I STILL DON’T REMEMBER and therefore don’t count, by the way) So no
OH WAIT No hold up. Jake kissed me on the lips once. I was putting on Strawberry chapstick and he was asking what it was and I explained the function and that it’s flavored so it tastes good which is cool and he FUCKING KISSED MY LIPS TO TASTE IT AND I WAS LIKE O///A///O WTF and he was just like “What o3o?” AS IF HE DIDN’T KNOW
{I DIDN’T! I WAS LIKE 3 DAYS OLD /A//<} yeah that’s true, Jit wasn’t even there yet, I think
WELL ANYWAY still no because we’re not dating or anything >//A//<;
Wait does that mean Jake took my first kiss >///////A////////>?
{IT WAS MY FIRST KISS TOO THEN >///A///<!!}
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
I’ve been changing a fuck ton just in the last two months, so I can just about guarantee it, especially since I just started anti-depressants and I’m still getting therapy.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Prajit, Jake, my therapist, my sister (in that order)
18. The last time you felt broken?
I feel like I’m sort of partially broken all the time and fighting against it and then I just fall into extra broken at least half the days, and then after quite a few days I’m VERY broken o3o?????
19. Have you had sex today?
Haven’t even masturbated =3= I have a super low sex drive anyway so even when I do it normally lasts like 2-3 minutes (TMI)
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
So many things good god. Every day yields a new existential epiphany.
21. Are you in a good mood?
Yeah, actually. I always feel better when I’ve been productive during the day. I felt pretty good most of yesterday, too. I’ve been making small improvements here and there.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
Hell no. I’m the exact opposite of a daredevil. I’m a complete coward and don’t try new things or do anything that exerts energy or has a potential risk and I have a .5 pain tolerance. {She’s so boring =A=;} I’m trying to push myself more for Jake’s sake lately… He’s been trying to talk me into going to at least one haunted house but I’m so terrified of those things.
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
Yep. Brown. Dad said that when he was born, the doctor looked into his brown eyes and said “You can already tell he’s full of shit.” XD
24. What do you want right this second?
Hmmmm not a lot actually. I’m on a break after completing an assignment, I just bought glow-in-the-dark stars, I just ate and had icecream, I just went to the bathroom, I’ve been chatting with my guys, I’m currently typing this up and watching youtubers on the side… my Sim bars are all in the green right now :D
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
*feminism/lgbt*Person of any gender*feminism/lgbt* Well am I in an agreed upon monogamous relationship with this person? Because if we are in a relationship where we’ve expressed that we want it to just be us two, and I saw them kissing someone else in a more-than-friendly way, I’d feel hurt, like they didn’t respect me, and like I’m not enough for them, and like they couldn’t be trusted when you’ve laid out a definite agreement and they still break it, knowing exactly what that means. I’d talk to them about it and their feelings for the other person and ask them to be honest as possible and basically say if they wanted that other person, than we should break up, because I don’t want to be strung along. I’d much rather be alone than with someone who didn’t want me.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Yep. When I was little my hair cut lady always said I had a really pretty shade of auburn hair, so I never wanted to mess that color up by dying it. It’s gotten darker since then since I didn’t go out in the sun a lot, and I’ve considered maybe dying it. If I did, I would just make it more orangish-brown or full ginger. (I have a peeve about saying “red hair” because it’s orange. The color of that hair is orange. If you say “red” you may mean “dyed literal red”. I hate words like that)
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
Probably not. Humor’s huge for me. Like super huge. Like in the top three on my list of required traits.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Jit was tired after possessing me and he flopped on a couch to take a nap. He told Jake he should hang around me to make sure I was still working on my paper, and Jake was like “Yeah sure” and flopped down on top of Jit like a cat crawling over your laptop and just kept reading his comic. Jit huffed in surprise and was like “Aghh get off >A<”
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
Hmmm. hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I don’t know. I get so used to body people not being around that I’ve cut off the “missing them” feeling because it was too constant. I like seeing people when I do, but when I don’t, I’ve got my guys. I do miss Jake and Jit when they decide to spend the night in the WL, though.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Except in the cases of rape and murder (unless the murder was honest self-defense). Maybe when your Significant Other cheats on you … it depends on why they did it and their feelings for that other person and everything. Sometimes people genuinely fuck up bad, but I also don’t want to keep falling for the same shit and get stuck in a useless relationship.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
Noooooo *squeeshes Jake and Jit’s faces* I think Prajit was the last one I was talking to.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
Noop.
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
NOPE I like pop :D mostly just root beer and orange pop. Orange pop is the only thing that can help me stay awake when I need to get work done late into the night. It’s tangy and caffeiney and carbonationy. My sister doesn’t like pop because she hates the feel of carbonation.
34. Listening to?
Currently listening to Jacksepticeye answer his youtube comments XD I watch a lot of youtube gamer stuff. I’ve also been listening to a fuckton of Poetry Slam poets, particularly Andrea Gibson. I’m in love =A= <3 <3 <3 Jake saw their (they sometimes go by Andrea, sometimes by Andrew…? they’re sort of gender queer I think, not sure) arm tattoos and now he’s got them, too uvu
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Not as much because it smudges and fades away, but I write in pen a lot.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
Well since I’ve determined that that would be Jake *looks around* huh he’s back on the couch and playing Animal Crossing right now. We’ve been in the library on campus all day.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in lust at first sight. I think you can’t really have a romantic attraction to someone until you’ve made an emotional, psychological bond with them. (is that demi-romantic?)
38. Who did you last call?
My… voicemail? uh… maybe my psych center or the family physician place I went to to schedule appointments. (Marvelous social life)
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
I sort of bounced around in my chair and Jake danced to some dubstep earlier today if that counts.
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Well if we go off of any kinda kiss—meaning like kissing on cheeks and foreheads and temples and hands and such—I kiss both of my guys that way now and then, and they’ll do the same with me when I’m nervous or achieved something good… they’ll hug me and kiss me on top of the head, stuff like that… Sometimes I’m just in a cuddly kissy mood… I think the most recent time I kissed someone, it was after Prajit was done possessing me and had flopped on the couch, but before he asked Jake to come back from the wonderland. He was super tired and I projected a mentalplane (?) version of myself over to him to kiss his forehead to thank him for helping me get started on my work. I obviously couldn’t literally do that with my body since I’m in public.
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
Too long ago to remember. I keep seeing Halloween-themed cupcakes at Walmart and have to use all of my power not to buy them >A<
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
No, they’re an hour away from me by car. But I had my cinnamon rolls this morning. When Em and I were little, Mom would bribe us into waking up on Sunday mornings for church by making us cinnamon rolls for breakfast, which we would eat while watching The Three Stooges on tv. Since I realized I was eating cinnamon rolls on a Sunday morning and thinking about that, I texted Mom about it, and it made her happy uwu I’d like to count that as an emotional hug and kiss.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Uh I’m really clumsy around pretty girls, I’ve discovered. Normally just pretty people I pass by during the day, and don’t actually know, which isn’t too bad. But you know that character that sees someone hot and falls over themselves? Like, I always thought that was an exaggerated character trope, but I’m literally that person. I saw a pretty girl getting off the bus once when I was walking by and I promptly slipped on ice and fell on my ass. Or I was leaving Subway once and a pretty girl was coming in the same door and held it open for me, and I very nearly dropped my drink while trying to stutter out “th-thanks!” >////A////< Pretty girls will be the death of me.
44. Do you tan in the nude?
I don’t tan at all. Skinnnn canncerrrrrrr. Literally, though, runs in the family. Also I’ve always been that freakishly pale person that’ll just burn immediately. I don’t think it’s even possible for me to tan.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Nah. I guess it was a good learning experience for Jake, and I’m not gonna’ lie, it was pretty cute. (This is assuming the question means “kiss on the lips”. Otherwise it’s all general, cute, cuddly, kissies and I wouldn’t take any of those back, either.)
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Sort of. I’m always talking to my guys pretty much non-stop until we all go to sleep. Unless they’re off doing their own thing, or I have to focus on class or homework or my therapy sessions or something.
47. Who was the last person to call you?
I think my landlady telling me I had a package. A friend made me a lovely bracelet u///v///u <3 <3 <3
48. Do you sing in the shower?
Nope. I answered this in my other ask. I don’t want people picturing me naked XD
49. Do you dance in the car?
Sometimes, but I tend to try to be an extra-safe driver.
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
Yeah :D I went to summer camp a couple of times, where you could do that. We also had a section on it in gym class once or twice which was epic. I really love the feel of a bow and arrow and therefore it would be my personal chosen weapon… except I can’t aim for shit. OTL
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Do ID pictures count? If so, my student ID card for my university. Otherwise, probably my senior photos for high school.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
I am a great lover of theater, particularly musicals. Yes, many ARE cheesey XD It really depends on the musical, the music in the musical, and how the actors portray the songs with the tone of their singing and their actions and everything. Some musicals are naturally more cheesey, and some actors really ham things up, but ham and cheese are delicious together and make good sandwiches, right? There can be perfectly natural, artistic, fantastic, musicals. But there are also really cheesey ones, too, and they’re not all bad. Sometimes, that’s exactly the experience a person’s looking for. It’s a good time. :)
53. Is Christmas stressful?
Kinda, yeah. I guess I’m sort of a selfish person because I find getting gifts for people super stressful. It’s either “I ain’t got cash for that”, “I ain’t got time to make that”, “I have no fucking clue what you’d want”, or a combination. I think it has a lot to do with interacting with people so little to the point where I don’t know them well enough to know what they’d want, or what they already have. I also get kinda romantic-lonely around Christmas because it seems like a really romantic time of year and Mom is always playing romantic movies on tv all the time all year round but the christmas ones hit extra hard I guess and i’m at an age where literally all my friends are dating people or married and I’m over here not just like “yo i’m single” but like “yo I’ve never dated anyone ever” and there’s all this hella cute romantic shit you could do during christmas that I miss out on, like gifts and mistletoe and iceskating and knitting/crocheting a super long scarf to wear together and cuddling close for warmth on the really cold nights and making hot chocolate for each other after playing in the snow and shit like I don’t think you understand. Jake and Jit and I can still do a lot of that stuff, though. I’ll be excited to watch them experience each of their first holidays. And Ember’s gonna’ be joining us around that time! :D
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
Yeah I have this Polish friend. Well she’s American but very proud of her Polishness, and her parents like just moved over from Poland and still speak Polish, and she does when she talks to her mom on the phone, too, and stuff. And anyway, I don’t even know of pierogi’s are Polish but it was my Polishy friend Christina who was like “Here have this strawberry pierogi” and I’m like “why would you warm up a strawberry in a ravioli what is happening” and it tasted really weird. I’d probably like ones with meat in them more because it would be more like ravioli…
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
Not much of a pie person, but apple’s good uvu
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Uhhhh I think like actress (voice actress in particular), singer, teacher… as far as I can remember.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Fuck yeah. I think I may have written somewhere about the experiences of myself and people I know? Yeah, when I visited my hometown that one time I talked about the town museum, and my daycare lady’s house, and a couple other places in our hometown. I know too many people with personal experiences, including the sorts of people who normally don’t believe in such things, and people who don’t fuck around with stuff like that.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Oh yeah, tons of times.
59. Take a vitamin daily?
Nope, just my antidepressant. Thinking about starting fiber pills sometime soon, maybe.
60. Wear slippers?
Nah. I just wear socks all the time. If I need something quick to slip on to go take out the trash at night or something, I have these flats that are supposed to be cute girly wear but I never wear them for girly reasons, just lazy reasons, so that has become their purpose.
61. Wear a bath robe?
Yep. I see everybody use these things for different reasons. Like some people sleep with bathrobes on over their pajamas? Sometimes people use them like lazy clothes jackets when they’re cold? I use mine to cover my transitional nude stage from bedroom to bathroom when I’m gonna take a shower.
62. What do you wear to bed?
Usually boxers over my normal underwear like pajama shorts and then a t-shirt and socks. No bra, that’s super uncomfortable to me.
63. First concert?
uhhhh I’ve only been to one concert and it was a “Chicago/Earth, Wind, & Fire” thing that our parents dragged us to XD I only knew like one or two songs, so it was weird for me. “Saturday in the Park” and “25 or 6 to 4”, both by Chicago.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Probably Wal-Mart.
65. Nike or Adidas?
I have no clue. I like wearing converse sneakers? If one of those has those I guess? Idk shoe things
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Neither
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Uhhhh not so much into her but I like the “When You’re Fifteen and Somebody Tells You They Love You, You Gotta Believe Them” one cuz true story bro
69. Ever take dance lessons?
I think I did, yeah
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
I also answered this in the other ask. Probably some sort of artsy thing or maybe a money-making thing. Preferably one and the same.
71. Can you curl your tongue?
Do you mean flip it upside down or make it into a clover? I can do the first one real well but only in one direction, and I can sorta barely do the clover thing. My friend tried to teach me the clover thing. We joked around for a while and said I had to strengthen my tongue muscles so I stuck my tongue out and moved it from down to up down to up and went “annnn unnn annnnn ooooo annnn reeee annn fourrrr” (tongue-ups)
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Maybe…? No professional thing, but sometimes in elementary school (and maybe middle school, I don’t remember) we did classroom spelling bee style spelling practice things. I feel like I usually got real close, like down to me and one other person, and then I’d mess up. I still remember that I got messed up on “weather” once because I spelled “whether” and didn’t ask which one it was supposed to be. I also got “rhythm” which is a stupid fucking word i mean look at it! i still can’t spell it right half the time. English is a stupid language fuck you english
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yep uvu
74. What is your favorite book?
Indian in the Cupboard Series/Harry Potter Series/Tolkien Series/Gulliver’s Travles/Jekyll & Hyde and more I’m sure
75. Do you study better with or without music?
With, as long as it keeps me awake and isn’t distracting.
76. Regularly burn incense?
Nah
77. Ever been in love?
Nah
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Steam Powered Giraffe :D <3
79. What was the last concert you saw?
"Chicago/Earth, Wind, & Fire" X’D
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Never had tea before. Always thought it would be weird. But I’ve been chatting with some other people and my guys about trying some and when I went to the store yesterday I picked up some peach flavored stuff that we’ll try sometime soon.
81. Tea or coffee?
Neither
82. Favorite type of cookie?
Peanut Butter with Chocolate Chips (I hate the kind with the kisses on top because it’s like a big glop of chocolate on a fucking desert. Why would you not distribute it evenly?)
83. Can you swim well?
Yep. One of my mom’s brother’s drowned when he was 16 and she was always super worried for Em and I and made sure we had proper swimming lessons. I would recommend those for everyone who can afford them, honestly. It’s strange that there are people who don’t know how to swim. It seems pretty simple and should practically be instinctual…? It’s a good skill and necessary in survival situations.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes…? Are there people who can’t? o3o
85. Are you patient?
Almost always.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
Band playing some really old classy Sinatra
87. Ever won a contest?
Not often. I can’t remember what I have at the moment.
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
Nope.
89. Which are better black or green olives?
They both sound super gross. (I’m such a picky eater I’m sorry)
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
Do what you want, man. As long as no one’s getting hurt, who gives a fuck?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
Library/Living Room/Study type deal
92. Do you want to get married?
Maybe…? I’d like to have a lifelong relationship with a significant other for sure. I don’t really know what marriage means to me. It seems very religious or political. I don’t think you need to be married to devote yourself to someone. There are plenty who get married who end up not being devoted. *shrug* And this is all assuming I become stabe and socially confident enough to have long-running relationships with people—friendship or otherwise.