#amynda

[istandonsnowpiles]

Hello beautiful person! Once you got this you need to share 5 random facts about yourself and send this to your 10 favorite followers!!!

1. I wish I could plan a bit better. I don’t really plan anything out and I think things would work out more well if I did.

2. I’m a bit of an exhibitionist.

3. I’m probably more androgynous/genderqueer than woman.

4. Most likely addicted to the internet (join the club).

5. I watch my followers, probably a bit too much. I know what you people like!

Tagged some folks below to answer.

[dinnerwithabang]

A big fat slap in the face......... <3 Amynda

... I don't know how we ended up on the subject but she basically said:

You're young, do whatever the fuck you want now because you WON'T, I repeat, YOU WON'T get to do it later. Especially if you're always taking care of those who will never return the favor. Cause once they're good...they're gone. Even if they're family but that's what you hope, that once they've gotten what they need that they're on their own.

It made me sad inside............ sad because it was so true but as much as I try to claim that I take care of everyone I still feel like I haven't done enough for some reason. I feel like I owe them. I want THEM to at least not end up where I am right now. Not like its bad....... it's just not what a "normal" 23 yr old woman should be doing. 

F. Idk what to do. A LOT of me wants to be crazy wild and just run away, pick up and leave and experience something new but I just ....... don't know what's stopping me.

*sigh.

Thank you Mynn. You don't know how much this has really put the last few months into perspective for me. 

I've been lost. Trust me. My only outlet has been drunken, blurry, out of control crying nights.