#an ease

[zippycat9]

irls avert yr goddamn eyes/srs

ff

oh god they. thats how friends should feel fuck. fuck. idk abt anything anymore yk??? i thought that stuff only existed in fiction. fuckingbhell. this is gonna hurt like hell. i cant let go but i could never hold on. gonnalose my hand. never make friends on vacation ig

or do. im so fucking torn. i wish this was forever. i need these people. they are like. im one of them. i truly belonged. i felt it. i didn't feel like just cannon fodder yk?? i felt like. equal to everyone. i wasnt just there to fill a seat. they liked me. they cared enough to defend me. ive felt so alone and its felt like ive had to fight like hell alone. its been my burden my war. but just. for a moment. i wasnt alone. i really wasnt. this is gonna change me oh god