[𝐀𝐧𝟎𝐫𝟑𝐱𝟏𝐚]
For my project, I wanted to give voice to the protagonists who have to endure day after day all the conditions I want to portrait. In this case, I asked the model (who also happens to be a dear friend) to write some feelings or thoughts about living with it (I am trying not to use some trigger words so this pic doesn't get banned). This is what she decided to share with us:
"You don't do it for the beauty of it. Or at least that's what you say. You just don't know why you do it. No, it's not pretty. You are transforming into a beast that lives between tension and panic, because it is fear what attaches itself to your brain like ivy, what marks you with its dirty footprints. And then you start to reject what is under your skin, which is nothing more than your own existence. You live between guilt and guilt. Because the beast attacks when it feels vulnerated. Because you say you didn't want to hurt them but your muzzle is stained with beloved blood".
I personally felt very touched by her words, and I think she is really brave for sharing all this thoughts in such a public way.
Thank you so much @p4nt0cr4t0r4 for being part of this project, and for being my friend after all this years. I might not be the best at being present, but you know you can always count with me 🖤