i saw my once upon a time best friend (we were friends for 20 years for context) hanging out with the girl who is the reason for us not being friends anymore
and god does that hurt
like no, that other girl truly is not a good person. and yes, i understand, she has horrible parents and mental health issues. but the levels of scheming and manipulation she is capable of... the way she constantly works so hard to portray herself as this confused, gentle victim of everyone around her. i will never forget when she physically scrunched herself in her seat jn the middle of the fucking classroom when i was talki g to her and screeched out "don't yell at me". like people turned around and looked at us. and i just stood there, because all i did was say that it was not true, when she claimed "i didn't have any time for them anymore". like girl be so for real
she is astonishing
and what is even more astonishing is that my friend, her name begins with an M, so yeah, if you ever come across this, yes, it's you, picked her side? and believed her over me, after we've known eachother since we were 3... no.
and the funny thing is i ran into M like a month ago and we hung out for a while and it was nice. but now i'm just overthinking everything i told her. because this other girl is probably the last person i want to know anything about me ever. like no, i do not want her to have any more information about me that she can abuse. no.
i swear i've been so anxious and just heart broken honestly. like no. just no. i want nothing to do with any of them ever again.
and to think she wanted to ruin my relationship with my bf before it even began?
like i swear there is only one other person i have ever hated this much.
and she was my classmate in high school who spread rummors about me in the first year when we were friends and then kept bullying me for the rest of high school.
seriously, you think you are over it but nah, this stuff stays with you for life apparently
oh, yeah, if you're still stalking me...i'm out for blood. say whatever you want about me and i'll double it. seriously just fuck off.
