i think im having my very own "god save the dib" moment vis a vis red in h-word because h word As A Story is paced pretty well but the thing is red is a sniveling little piss baby of a protagonist who has absolutely zero agency and frankly it makes the story kind of boring to read and ungodly infuriating to write, and also like. why should we the readers give a swag about anything if red the Guy It Is All Happening To doesnt. like
also red evenchually has a daughter that like, her whole Thing is that she's extremely similar to red and shes a pathological liar sooo..... red should pathologically lie some more
which means i have to rewrite h-word..A G A IN........... what if i just started eating dirt. dirt from the fucking ground. who cares anymore











