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Also “there is no way for us to be together and happy in this universe” is a bleak as fuck message to give to a queer audience.

#I’m so surprised this is what people are saying to DEFEND season three as being a good happy ending #it makes sense the fandom is averse to that theme #it’s fucking sad #and bleak #“there is no way for us to be happily in love in this world #like Jesus Christ that’s so fucking sad #anti go3 #good omens #good omens 3 #aziracrow #the ineffable husbands

Layla, my best friend, I will miss you forever

#part of my soul is missing #she was the best cat ever #euthanasia #in case anyone needs the tag #Layla #10 years of joy #and now the house is empty #and bleak

Doctor Who without people | series 8

#doctor who #dwedit #moffatedit #my graphics #mine: dw #dwwp #was rewatching s8 recently #man dw/dih is fuckin good #and bleak #but GOOD

idk why its taken me this long to internalize how lonely and bored i am currently? lmao?

my days are very boring. i try to draw. i play some games. i take naps. i go to class. my class has a grand total of 4 people, and im p sure one dude dropped, and everyone else just leaves as the class ends, so i dont have school friends. cant really play games with irl friends cause my friends are generally far away and busy, and i dont have friends within the games themselves to team up with and play. i live in a suburbia with a lot of middle aged people who have either very adult children or very young children (including my own house, which is 5 kids/their parents + me), so i dont have any friends locally either. i dont work at my retail job often, so i dont have work friends. to go anywhere fun requires a car (that i dont have) or a long trip on the public transit, and im a very socially anxious person who hates crowds, so the chances of me going somewhere just to wander around alone is extremely slim.

my (irl) friends dont talk to me often (again, busy, so i dont blame them), but im also shy online and get anxious about answering dms, so i have very very few internet friends. the person who unironically texts my phone most often is my ex, which probably sounds a little sad.

i really just. dont have much going on? even within my own house, i keep to myself and stay in my room, cause the other option is, well, sitting around a bunch of screaming children just to do what i would do by myself anyway, except with more noise.

i feel like i have very few threads that lead outside out my bubble, and they are very thin. if the earth opened up and swallowed me now, how long would it take for people to notice, outside of the ones i live with? days? weeks? i could disappear and no one would know until the trail had long gone cold.

#this got dark as everything with me does im just #hrm #my life is very. monotonous #and bleak #and im very apathetic about it #i could just vanish and that would be it #like a blip on a radar #i feel very? insignificant #what is keeping me here?#very little #would my family miss me?#would my friends miss me?#im barely seen as it is #i could be forgotten #negative #dont reblog please ill delete this tomorrow

i know i’m not doing well bc im having a hard time trying to decide what i want my next hair color to be

#it’s spring! time for change! and yet.#everything is uninspired #and bleak

The walking dead is officially terrible for my health and i'm no longer watching it

#it's just so violent #and bleak #that's not good for mental health

current status: sitting in millennium fucking park before therapy, letting bugs chew on my face and earlobes cuz I've been dissociating for three days straight so maybe this will make me feel something lololol

#anxiety is hilarious TBH #and bleak #and ruling my whole life rn #but hilarious