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I might never stop thinking about how Samira ending the season alone in contrast to Mel and Santos going out together could have been deeply interesting if there were the slightest indication the contrast was on purpose...all they needed was, like, two lines where Santos invited her out as well and she turned it down...or even just more emphasis on the fact they were all in pairs on that roof except for her on her own...but nope, it's all just sloppy and, since she's not going to be in season three, not even a real tragedy, just incredibly meanspirited.

#The Pitt #Samira Mohan #they were so close to saying something #with her big scene at the end of the season being with Robby #these two people that feel so painfully alone #with the contrast of Robby having SO MANY PEOPLE expressing concern for his wellbeing #and Samira not having anyone #the weirdness that is the whole dynamic where the person that Samira comes the closest to expressing her vulnerability to is the same perso #that lashed out at her for doing that before #the same person who is sharing more with her than he has with anyone else #and it's just...#not saying anything #and I'm thinking again of a post I made forever ago #where I talked about the original script and how it felt like Samira wasn't supposed to be as crucial a character as she wound up being #but the evolution of the character led to someone so thematically relevant #and instead of following through #they just...did that

Uk Dean being parentified is also so much about wanting to make things better for John and Mary, who are both also targets of insane levels of cosmic violations. Like. At that level, no one can help them, let alone Dean, who's also subjected to those horrors and who's also their child. But it doesn't matter. A part of him will always want to. That's another thing where he knows he's set up for failure and he'll still try desperately anyway. A lot of his empathy towards Mary and John is just so! It leads to that thing again - caring as a helpless experience that will result in failure, which is unacceptable. And you do it anyway.

And then there's another part of him which will always grieve the way no one Sees him or his labor. Perpetually.

#not that I'm projecting or whatever lol #but i just look at him interacting with mary n pre s1 john or even pre s2 john #and it's just...#ough #he wants so badly to lighten their burdens coz he knows how heavy n unfair n insurmountable n life destroying it can b #N it really does come down to...#if he doesn't do it...no one else will #i actually think that's one thing he had samuel for uk #if he'd known that he wanted to bring mary back n stuff #but in a way that's less reckless #he'd want that imo #it's one person who finally cares abt ur parents uk #coz really...so few who cares were allowed to even live #which means it falls to him #even tho he's the kid #it breaks my heart that even s12 mary...just ....never fully gets that #n honestly she never will #it's just like that #idk why but for some reason the narrative decided it will nail in dean's parentification into the very core of it all #it's not smth you can uproot without killing everyone n everything #n he's never gna want that #so then it will just remain #sighhh #dean + parentification #even cas can't fully get it #there shd hv been more dean mirrors jfc

they better not postpone the new season another week when it turns out the republicans are still a hot mess around the 24th...

just saying @ fox

#911 lone star #im just reading up on why the premiere is pushed back #and it's just...#republicans being idiotic little bitches is nothing new #is it?

It’s actually so much fun to be invested in shows that your parents watch/be interested in what they watch because my mom will tell me all about her shows (some shows I watch with her, some shows I could give a flying fuck about) but it’s fun to listen to her be excited to share with me what’s going on in the different shows and it’s great because I can also share the shows that I’m watching with her and it’s just...it’s nice to be excited over stuff, you know?

#sass talks #like because i live on the mainland and my mom lives in hawaii #we can't watch shows together anymore #so whenever she watches shows that i watch with her #she spills all the tea and gets me caught up on the shows #and then i can talk to her about the shows that i'm watching #and it's just...#it's fun to talk about stuff like this with people who aren't on tumblr #i love y'all really #but it's so nice to do it with irl people #it's also so much fun to talk kdramas with my grandfather holy shit #he's a big kdrama watcher #much more than me #but because i'm the only person who watches the shows #he at least has someone to talk to about them #because my grandmother couldn't care less #but i care #and i like listening to him and talking with him about it #it's just fun to be excited about things #you know?

um...tips for being okay with your body?

#genuine question #body acceptance #ed mention tw #ed mention in tags tw #ed vent in tags too kinda #this is your warning lol #don't open the tags if that's triggering to you #you have been warnedddddd #trying to recover from an ed #and it's just...#so fucking hard #because i look at my stomach and i'm filled with disgust and dread #we're visibly putting on weight #and that's good!! that means we're finally starting to eat enough!#but oh my god i can't stand it #i literally can't fucking look at myself without feeling such intense self hatred #what do i do?????#i literally don't know what to do about it

//Hey, so, nonspecific heads up but I’m having a really rough time offline rn. I’m not personally in any danger, just y’know, shitty things going on. I don’t know what that means for activity, probably just “sporadic” as usual? I’m not going anywhere. Just... having a rough enough time that it’s worth a psa. Deets in the tags, feel free to ignore.

As always, thanks for your patience and well wishes.

#ooc #my grandma has lewy body dementia #and is going downhill FAST #like #tw: illness #she can't walk and is confined to her recliner and not always in her right mind #I'm her primary caregiver #and it's just...#so so hard #I'm so exhausted #hospice has been called - we'll see what they do

Sooo. I haven't announced this on here because I've not been like 100% in on this but after having 4 people, including the person I was out with today (and apparently her boyfriend too so actually 5), telling me I should go for it and after my chat with my friend today... like, I'm all in now.

And it's been a dream of mine for a LONG TIME.

So.

I'm officially announcing to you guys that I'm going to be starting a pet photography business. (:

I haven't decided what kind (LLC or sole proprietorship), but I'm leaning toward LLC and once I've taken the steps and actually like... come up with a name, I'm doing this fuckin' thing.

But I'm thinking it'll be pet AND nature... like I live in a state with everything. Deserts, tons and tons of greenery, mountains, ocean, rivers, etc etc... so like I'm ALL IN on both pet and nature photography.

I plan to go out A LOT MORE on my days off. Today was a taste for what it'd be like and I'm officially like........ EXCITED AS FUCK.

I've not been a person that enjoyed leaving my house since my mother died and after today, I'm getting a taste of what it's like to enjoy being out of the house again. :D I'm so so happy and excited.

Anyway!

The point was... I'm gonna start a blog for my photography. Not like an official portfolio, but... just to post photography I do that I really like.

So if you'd like to follow it, I'm about to make it. (: this new one, this blog and my new adivce/game/prompt blog are going to be my only blogs though.

So if you'd like to follow me, like/reblog this and I'll tag you to my first post so that you can know when it's created/what blog to follow.

Thanks guys!

~Hannah

#so excited!#career dreams #photography #me #personal #dreams coming true #this friend has literally been pushing me to go for it #and she's been doing EVERYTHING in her power to empower me #and it's been...#wow #incredible #I've never had a friend irl like this #and it's just...#I'm speechless for how grateful I am to know her