i honestly feel so shitty and sad rn even though i get that they’re trying to be realistic and i trust that this will get fixed but there’s so much to unpack here. like, on one side i feel like yann (unlike gio and jonas) kinda really didn’t see this coming? the other two already knew something like this was going on, so yann is way more surprised, and i also sincerely believe he’s more disappointed about lucas coming to him last that anything else, letting all these other people see the truth of lucas before him, cause up until lucas says that he wanted to come to him before but didn’t, yann looks confused and put out but understanding, and after that, his whole demeanor changes. and while this is some straight nonsense, it’s true, and i know cause i’ve been lucas. and granted, they didn’t walk away from me, but they still didn’t understand why i hadn't come to them before until they heard it straight up. yann is being an idiot and i’m not justifying him, but... i guess i get it, to some extent.
but fuck. this sucks, cause now every single coming out experience lucas has had is a negative one, and all this is gonna do is push him more into the closet, and i fucking hate it. realistic or not.
