#and triggered

[fearsomeandwretched]

Literally anytime I express a pop culture opinion to my aunt she disagrees and it legitimately almost always sends me into a panic attack. It's sooo hard to live like this

[artemiseamoon]

A vent

I wish men would just leave you alone when you say you don’t want to be bothered. I was in the market today, buying some snacks when I noticed a man eyeing me up. I even changed isles cause he was being so creepy and obvious.

I go to the next one, and he ends up right behind me, again. acting like he’s looking at chips. Mind you I had on shades, earphones, my hat - my full on ‘don’t talk to me’ gear.

I move, he moves.

Then he starts to say something. Smiled, even licked his lips. I told him no thank you I just want to shop in peace. I’m not interested.

He nods, then steps closer to me. I moved back. Then he said “fine, but can I just say something-“

And I told him, again, please leave me alone. I’m not interested. I don’t want to talk to anyone.”

I then walked away and heard him call me a bitch. Then say ‘what the fuck was her problem?’ Like, dude, I clearly did not want to be bothered. I asked twice to be left alone. But I’m a bitch for not being available to this man? Sure.

I’m not thin, I’m chubby and 5’4. I’m not frail. But the guy was 6 foot something and big. Though it was a crowded place, and I had both mace and my switchblade (city gal) on me, I still felt super unsafe. I made sure he wasn’t following me before leaving. Even looped around twice before going my real route home.

This world is unsafe in so many ways and being a woman we have to move around with even more caution bc creeps like that. I just wish men like that man would stop. No is no. Just because I’m a woman does not mean I’m available to you. I hate that this happens.

[lokisprettygirl]

Don't come to my blog to tell me that I endorse toxic and abusive relationship (imagine how triggering that has been after being in one). Also please stop reading my stories and my responses of they doesn't match with your own rigid views. I write these stories from my own experience, and I'm not 20 anymore where I don't know what I'm talking about.

Self care is amazing, you can take day a few days off from a relationship if things get hard (though I won't do it personally but you absolutely can if that's your thing) BUT there is right way of doing that and then there's a wrong way of doing that.

Right way is telling your partner how you're feeling overwhelmed in the moment and it has nothing to do with them or how they are, but that everyone needs a time away on their own and someone who loves you will understand that concern and BOTH partners can come to a decision of staying away or leaving.

Telling them how shitty you feel all this time with them because of their past and their life? That's completely the Wrong way and that's exactly what the reader did in HMBMOT.

I don't know why it missed the mark, because I clearly tried to frame that narrative across but some people still don't get that. Problem wasn't her taking the time off , it was the way she went about it.

You don't break down and abandon someone you claim to love and care about like that. If you do? I'm sorry but you need a reality check and you are indeed Selfish my lord and I wouldn't want to do anything with someone like that because I have been with people like that and it scars you to say the least.

Loki and Reader not being able to shake each other off was the main plot of the first half of the story, Reader damn well knew what she was getting into. They both were toxic to each other. Not just him. And that was the theme in the beginning, they learned to grow out of that toxicity together and became exclusive and that's the story I have been trying to tell. Loki is not abusive, Toxic? yes but he has been nothing but sweet to her even when they were not together.

PLEASE READ WARNINGS. I put it in every chapter for the very reason. HMBOMT isn't exactly a cheesy romance story, I'm sorry if this Loki isn't your thing. Don't read if you can't handle it. But don't come to my blog to tell me and my readers shit you don't understand really well.

Something doesn't go your way and it becomes abusive? You haven't face any if that's your thought process.

Kindly UNFOLLOW me as well please.

[bddiaries]

STOP POSTING THINSPO IN THE BDD TAG OR ANY TAG THAT IS NOT THINSPO

[clever-and-unique-name]

I don't laugh very easily, but in order to keep up our shared persona I have to fake it all the time.

I hate how artificial it feels. Just hollow noise; air pulled from my lungs just so, to placate someone else. It doesn't sound convincing to me. I wonder if other people notice and just don't comment.

[purplew]

kinda all over the place bc I'm a bit drunk u know al the boom but here are my 50 cents nobody asked for.

okay so I saw some posts ab the new elu content, ab them being cringey and shit,and I'm like mec no, stop right there. this is prolly straight ppl not understanding the concept of finally being out of the closet, in a nice and supportive environment with the person you love, where you can be yourself without being afraid or anything. because a lot of lgbt+ people don't get that. don't get to be carefree with their so. but if they do, and they know they won't be judged or bullied they take the opportunity to be who they are. and for lucas and elliott to do coupley things, (other than sex), for lucas who is fresh out of the closet, him being afraid for a long time, and then getting the support he needs, seeing he doesn't need to be afraid, of course they're going to show public affection, and be soft and shit, bc belive me if I lived in a place where homophobia wasn't as bad as in my country and I had a so, bitch h know I'd be jumping down the streets with them, or showing them off to anybody. because you don't understand how freeing that feels. to be with the person you want without being afraid.

[kthmxn-blog]

i showed a picture of lucas to a friend of mine and he said he's ugly.

ps. my friend is a pretty objective person.