#and wouldn

[aprillikesthings]

Me: hey can we uhhhh maybe answer any of our texts/pm's/jump into any of our usual chats

My brain: no

Me: okay

Me: ...then can we stop feeling like shit when it's obvious our friends are talking/socializing online without us?

My brain: also no

...

Me: my friends are having fun without me

My brain: yeah

Me: they actually want me to join them, is the thing; they've specifically reached out to tell me this

My brain: yeah

Me: so can we join them?

My brain: no

[crow-caller]

I was at an international students event talking to a girl, where I was like ‘hey you’re american- where are you from in the states?’ to which she told me we’d met previously and walked around campus for an hour (but she’d gotten a haircut so it was ok) (I explained I have like no memory for faces, names, events)

anyway a few weeks later at another international students event I run into this girl and she’s american and I’m like ‘hey you’re american- where are you from in the states?’ and she said 'wow you really do have a bad memory’