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+ @andbravery asked: 🙆 PLS Accepting ( x )

Half-asleep, with his head on John’s lap, and that’s when it happens. He feels fingers thread to through his hair. They are still so new to all of this that he’s hardly thought to explain to John just what this does to him. Alexander supposes he’s about to find out as the sound that climbs up from his throat is somewhat unavoidable. In an effort to be less embarrassed by that noise, he leans into the touch a little more. It feels too good not to.

Though the noises become more frequent (and he can’t be sure, but he thinks John may have laughed at him a time or two), he actually finds himself relaxing. Oh, parts of him are certainly not relaxed, but any tension left from the day seems to be melting away at the simple stroking of fingers through his hair. His head tips into John just a bit more. He doesn’t want him to stop. Doesn’t want any of this to ever stop.

Alexander realizes, in this moment, that there will never be anyone he loves more than John Laurens.

“I hear you laughing at me,” he murmurs through another of those distinctly pleased noises, “Please don’t ever stop laughing at me.”

#andbravery #( v. in the eye of a hurricane there is quiet )#( did i purposely use the line from the dead john drabble of doom?)#(yes i did)#( you really do write like you're running out of time || ic interactions )#( what's he gon' do? || asks answered )

( @andbravery &* keeses! )

It hadn’t been long since John Laurens had come home to the Hamilton home. Eliza was never oblivious to the fact the man had existed, Alexander himself was the one to tell her all and she STILL loved him all the same and by relation, she couldn’t help but hold a certain love for John as well for being able to see in Alexander what it was she saw in him. She takes John’s hand at first, nothing too quick, nothing where she knows that this would be odd for them, and softly places a kiss on his lips.

#andbravery #[i gave myself feels when writing this how tf jesus fckin christ]#&* ʰᶤˢᵗᵒʳʸ ᶤˢ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉᶰᶤᶰᵍ ᵃᶰᵈ ʷᵉ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉᶰ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶤᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗᵉˢᵗ ᶜᶤᵗʸ ᶤᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ ( musical; act one )#[general musical tag for now]

i love how i got home and the first thing on my dash when i refreshed was angst from kaylee.

#andbravery #ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴠᴇʀᴛᴇᴅ sʟʏᴛʜᴇʀɪɴ ɪs sᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ. ( ooc. )#truly incredible tbh

+ @andbravery asked: “I belong to you” Accepting ( x )

“And I belong to you, my heart is always yours.”

Rewind.

Replay.

Repeat.

It is on the 15th rewatch of this little video, these few precious moments, that Alexander feels the knot in his chest grow. It wasn’t a wedding, no, not really. They hadn’t planned that far ahead. Just something small, something they wanted to do in the spur of a beautiful moment. Pledging themselves to one another as they recorded it. Simple, sure, but they’d sent the little video to their friends. Made some cry, made some tease, but it was John and Alexander at their happiest.

That happiness hadn’t lasted. It couldn’t last. They couldn’t last.

Jack is gone now, lost to Alexander forever. A space in his memory that haunts him every waking second. Haunts his dreams, when he manages to sleep. Is is the world that has taken his Laurens from him? Was it John himself who did the damage? It doesn’t matter. He shakes those thoughts away. It doesn’t matter, it will never matter, he is alone and that is what drowns him now.

Rewind.

Replay.

Repeat.

“I belong to you.”

“And I belong to you, my heart is always yours.”

#death mention cw #andbravery #( v. in the eye of a hurricane there is quiet )#(....kill me)#( you really do write like you're running out of time || ic interactions )#( what's he gon' do? || asks answered )

+ @andbravery asked: ✏ Accepting ( x )

✏: MY MUSE’S LETTER TO YOURS THAT THEY LEFT AFTER THEY PASSED AWAY

My most darling,

Laurens,

If this letter now rests in your hands, Burr has aimed true. Know that it is with a heavy heart that I now you leave you to earthly pursuits as I move from this world to the next. My only regret in all of this is that I will leave you, my precious Betsey, my darling children. Perhaps you will be better without me by your sides, perhaps you will see that in time, yet I still regret that I will no longer be with you.

Please try some measure of understanding, my dearest Jack. My heart aches, my life’s choices weighing too heavily upon me in these late days. The hurt I have caused both of you that I love more than my own life. Though forgiveness was granted, I find that I am unable to give it to myself. Exhaustion grips me even now. I miss those that have gone before. I long to see my mother, though I find myself fearing that perhaps she will be too disappointed in what her son became. I still wish to see her, so very desperately, and to beg her forgiveness for what I became.

If I could but convince you not to be by my side when it happens. How stubborn you are, how I have always loved this about you. Even now, when I know that it will cause you pain that you should never feel, I cannot feel anything beyond intense love for my precious Laurens. Know that, even as I lay dying, my heart shall be filled with the deepest affection for you. Forgive me my weakness, my love. Do not deny me this, I beg of you. Do not think ill of me when I am with you no more. For I will love you until time itself ends.

Do not seek to join me in the next life too soon, my darling boy.

Love Eliza in my stead, be a father to our children.

I shall give my love to your mother, your dearest brother, our precious Philip.

With greatest love and deepest affections,

Yours.

Alex Hamilton.

#death mention cw #andbravery #( v. something they can never take away )#(i'm fine this is fine everything is fine)#( you really do write like you're running out of time || ic interactions )#( what's he gon' do? || asks answered )

andbravery replied to your post:imagine ginny at the alter and the person she’s...

JACK ABSOLUTELY DOES THIS

and then she starts crying and she wants to hug him but she’s like.....nope gotta finish the cerimony gotta be chill.......but she has the biggest goddamn smile on her face and how did she get this lucky???

#andbravery #well gr8 now i want a marriage thread

andbravery

+ A nonny mouse asked: *whispering* tell the kink...

john: ��

alexander sees you over there, john.

#andbravery #( i wanna build something that's gonna outlive me || mun things and rping stuff )

andbravery

Woooooow.

woah wtf who do i have to fight

idek. apparently i “make people feel bad”.

i mean, i try really hard to make sure everyone is okay, but...if i’ve made someone feel bad, all they have to do is tell me (without screaming obscenities at me).

#andbravery #( i wanna build something that's gonna outlive me || mun things and rping stuff )#(there was also a mention of my alex being terrible)#(but like...i can handle that)#(not everyone is gonna like my portrayal and that's okay)#(it was just getting cursed at and told i make people feel bad that bothered me)