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[areyouboredyet17]

james norton as andrei bolkonsky

[lelyas-a]

‘ i ask you as a lover and i ask you once again. is it true what they say? ‘ + hélène & natasha

IT BROKE HER HEART IN TWO.

’  i do not suppose it should matter.  ‘  the countess holds natasha’s gaze,  just for a moment,  if only to prove herself and her overarching confidence.  she does what she always has done in these situations in which she could be found to be less than innocent:  she refused to believe what she had done was wrong,  and so it was not wrong.

she stops,  averts her gaze.  ‘  well,  i did know.  bien sûr que je l'ai fait.  comment ne saurais - je connaître le mariage de mon propre frère ?  ‘  hélène tries to use natasha’s lack of proficiency in french to her advantage,  not to deceive her,  never to deceive,  but to shield herself from such a truth.  she decides at once that it is not the correct tactic.  how obvious a  flaw  in her philosophy !  if she were to speak in french,  natasha would surely know she was hiding the truth from her and would instantly assume her to be guilty.  she only had to explain herself simply and to set herself right in natasha’s favor once again.  as she speaks again,  she rubs at her skin.  invisible filth.

‘  i knew anatole was married,  but i figured …  that it did not matter to me,  because i did not want him to have you.  you know that already,  don’t you ?  how desperately i wanted to have you and for him to not.  how overwhelmingly happy i am now in your divine company !  i did not want you to get hurt,  of course,  i only wanted to spend such time with you that you would stray from him and …  ‘  she flounders and cannot help but find herself guilty.  ‘  i did not know how to tell you,  not then.  that i  loved  you. ‘

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hi i love natasha rostova!

[lelyas-a]

❛ won’t you please let me into your heart? ❜ ( cosette & sansa! )

I GAVE YOU ALL THE LOVE I’VE GOT.

her face is blank,  mind thoroughly guarded,  impervious to any possible infiltration.  she tries,  just for a moment,  to show her pain to sansa,  anything to make herself feel  real,  look real,  but the attempt is so unnatural that returning to something that can be described only as neutral,  but empty.  

‘  i’m trying.  believe me,  i am. ‘

her hands shake and the ice begins to melt  —  disturbing stoicism gives way to the fluttering of eyelashes,  the opening of a mouth,  the tremble of a bottom lip as she tries to speak.

‘  i know i don’t look like i am,  but i am  trying.  you don’t know how hard it would be for me,  if you were to be hurt because of me. you can say that you’re not afraid,  that you are the one who came to me in the first place,  but it doesn’t get rid of the fact that i am dangerous for you to be around. ‘

[lelyas-a]

‘ i will leave the window open for you. ‘

LEAVE THE OTHERS TO DUST NOW!

       '  thank you.  i’m gonna need it  —  ‘  he stops pulling her a bit closer.  ‘  if not because ...  of  everything,  then just because i want to see you.  ‘  lips press quickly to her temple.  ‘  keep community loaded on your computer tonight ?  ‘

[lelyas-a]

"i have to know, i have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and i do not." + hélène & natasha

I LOOK AT YOU AND IT IS LIKE MY THROAT BEING CUT.

‘  i will not tell you.  i know i am meant to because you ask that of me and  ...  because he asked it of me,  as well,  but i cannot do it.  ‘  a very first act of rebellion is performed.  hélène had not left moscow and she had indeed  promised  her dear brother that she would arrange a meeting between him and natasha,  but as the younger countess stood before her she found herself wholly incapable of forcing the words out.

she felt the sting of tears on her cheeks as painfully as she would had they been made of burning fire upon her skin.  ‘  why should i tell you where he has gone ?  so you can try to ruin yourself again ?  ‘  her words came out bitter and coarse.  she spoke in russian,  feeling no need for the formalities that french brought,  especially not in such circumstances,  not with natasha.  she wanted her to hear her completely.  she wanted her to understand her words and her pain.  ‘  why do you want him ?  truly ?  ‘  the question went unfinished,  for she did not say the one that was on her mind:  and why not me instead ?

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