CARTER.
[ liss <3, 10:18 pm ] you can’t keep fucking bossing me around like this, alissa [ liss <3, 10:18 pm ] i want to date you and you know i love you but if you’re going to treat me like a goddamn child every time i get in any trouble then idk [ liss <3, 10:19 pm ] i want a girlfriend not a mother
ALISSA.
[ carter 💕, 11:22 pm ] please don’t pity me when i say this, but i had a think [ carter 💕, 11:24 pm ] and i think why i disgustingly boss you around when you’re in trouble is because of how little i talked with people before you. it was always me and gary and dylan and maybe a friend or two, if ever that. but i don’t know how to be someone other than a mom sometimes. i’m sorry and i know i hurt you and hurting you is the last thing i ever want to do and i’m gonna change, i promise
fuck. he’d regretted it the second he’d sent it. it was impulsive and stupid, two things he’d tried so hard not to be around her.
[ liss <3, 11:31 pm ] if i call you will you pick up
he hardly waited, pressing the icon and putting the phone to his ear. he’d never been good with words, even less proficient when writing, but he needed to speak to her.
