REVIEW:Â Ang Huling El Bimbo The Musical
TRIGGER WARNING. This should be watched with caution as it contains graphic violence. Spoilers also ahead, so skip if you haven't seen it yet.
It started with a cassette tape being played, which may state that the plot is a creative take solely on the song title. Most Filipinos grew up listening to Eraserheads, both young and old. We have our own stories to be reminded of whenever we hear any of their tracks. I think this notion played a major part to lure the people to see the play. It simply screams nostalgia, with a promise of another tale to take away.
Three friends from college presently pursuing successful but separate lives were brought together to be questioned by the police due to the death of a girl whoâre once very close to them. The unfortunate event forces them to deal with their haunting past that they have been putting on hold for years and trying to escape from. The characters and scenes will be represented along with the songs from Eraserheads.
Emman: âBoth of you tama na! Wala na kong pakialam kung ano man âyang bagahe niyo [o] ano man âyang gimik niyo. Ang klaro sakin, kailangan na natin âtong gawin: tayong tatlo, sama-sama, for once and for all. Isipin niyo na lang, panahon na. âDi ba? Kailangan na.â
Whether things in our life have closure or not, every one of it, every person we know, will affect us one way or another. From here, it was clearly presented that they were running from something, but the details of it was yet to unfold. Slowly, we were brought back to university life of these men. We are treated with short scenes that may or may not have happened to us from that era of our lives, when everything sounds hopeful. All opportunities seemed close and within reach, hence the symbolism of them raising up their hands toward heavens, toward their dreams.
Hector: âAlam mo, tsong, ngayong nandito ka na, lahat magbabago: pananaw mo, kilos mo, pati punto mo.â
Anthony: âOo nga! Kasi alam mo, Emman, for the first time, we are finally and totally free. Ayan na oh.â
Emman: âKahit saan ka pumunta, may koneksyon ka pa rin. Sa pamilya mo. Sa bayan mo.â
I particularly love the scene where Anthony (played by Phi Palmos) in the midst of his peersâ blossoming lovelives, remained positive and said, âEh yung crush ko, malapit na kong...pansinin.â After that, his friends joined him in his enthusiasm.
Pare Ko depicts a man in love, in shambles, and in need of advice. It was shown as a group of (mainly) men doing military drills, an emphasis on masculinity of the song. Nothing else speaks men better than being a soldier. When Anthony sang the bridge, for a moment, we are taken to the vulnerable side of being infatuated, something we rarely see with men. We remember that being in love is a beautiful place, no matter how crazy it gets. From their civil military training, through Officer Banlaoi, the three men got to meet and befriend Joy.
One major flaw of hers was she considered every man her savior. This could be the reason why she didnât take Banlaoiâs forwardness and acts of service as a red flag, and continued to rely on him even at her expense. âHanap ko lang naman, âTiyang, katapat at katuwang,â she told âTiyang Dely. ââYon lang naman pangarap ko sa buhay e: ang makahanap ng magiging mabait sakin,â she told Hector, âDi mo maiintindihan âyon kasi ang dami niyong pangarap. Ang dami niyong kayang gawin. Nakakapag-aral kayo. May kinabukasan kayo. Kaya niyong abutin ang lahat. E ako?â As we go along, she will attempt to further her dreams, but her low self-esteem stayed with her. Her friendship with the trio may have ushered her to believe more, but thatâs the farthest she got. For her, sheâll never be capable of anything. She ended this dialogue with âAyoko nang umuwi ng probinsya...habang buhay na lang ako aasa,â a foreshadow of her decision to leave âTiyang Dely alone to go back home in the province.
Andre:Â âJoy, walang ganoon. Walang tinutulungan lang ng ganoon-ganoon. Palaging may kapalit âyon.â
Life is never always fancy. When they sang Wag Kang Matakot to each other, it gave us an assurance that even when matters go downhill, thereâs no need to afraid. When the going gets tough, we go through it together.
Finally, we get to the graduation. Their getting in and getting out of the university is freedom. Once again, they raise up their hands, reminding themselves of the goals they are now nearer to than they were before. They invite Joy to Antipolo and see the overlooking view, to bid their farewells to her. This shouldâve been a good memory. Graduation shouldâve been the symbol of their independence. The horrendous events that transpired after incarcerated them forever, still able to achieve but merely surviving, never at peace.
There was a warning at the beginning of the stream but I guess I didnât pay attention to it, or maybe it didnât provided the right amount of caution to its viewers. The rape scene got me immobilized to my seat. It was hard for me to re-watch the whole musical to compose a more elaborate review, especially this scene. Iâm actually stalling now, repeatedly bringing to mind that they are professional actors and this is fiction. Itâs tempting to mute, but itâs going to be unfair to not see the entirety of it. To play Ang Huling El Bimbo here, while being the better verdict is nonetheless unsettling.
Just as perplexing is the graduation ceremony. Everyone is wearing purple instead of the usual black. The color reminded me of death. Joy bringing garlands to them further echoes this, seeing that this similarly depicts a wake. Another beautifully haunting is them singing With A Smile in various rhythms. 'TIyang Dely was sent back home to province due to bankrupt. She thought sheâll be with Joy, but got fooled by her. Joy held on more to Banlaoi as his sole rescuer after being abandoned by her friends.
âTiyang Dely: âKaya nga kung kaya. Anong kapalit?â
How can they leave their friend just like that? They are traumatized, too, but theyâre not the ones who got raped. They kept refusing to talk to her even after years have passed and itâs Joy who kept reaching them out. I understand if theyâre blaming themselves for what happened. They wanted to ease their guilt, but to be selfish in this situation is unacceptable. It angered me when the adult Anthony said, âThere are just some things you donât want to go back to, and people you donât need to remember,â as if that was like any other heartbreak to move on about.
Anthony: âPuta, habang buhay nating dadalhin âto e.â
Hector: âKaya ni Joy âyan.â
Emman: âGago, so balewala na lang?â
Hector:Â âAko nang bahala. Kakausapin ko si Joy.â
Emman: âAnong magagawa ânon?â
Hector: âSasabihin ko sa kanya na kaya niya âto.â
Emman:Â âE gago ka pala talaga e.â
When Banlaoi pointed a gun at her, she gasped with fear, hands shaking. He then told her, âIngat ka.â This is the only time that he poised to end her life. She was able to tolerate all the abuses and be under this appalling man as long as he keeps her and her family alive. She thought that sheâs still in control, but his gesture said otherwise. This puts her into panic and called Emman, Hector, and Anthony one last time. Got caught in the midst of their personal predicaments, they all cut the phone call, saying they have problems of their own too and donât need more from other people. While the men were struggling to maintain their posh lives, Joy was fighting for her life.
Hector:Â âPag tumatawag siya, di ko alam anong isusumbat niya. I mean, you canât forget these things.â
Contrary to their belief, the reason why she kept bugging them is because sheâs trying to tell them that sheâs alright. and they need to worry no more. She doesnât want them to be victims of the past anymore.
âTiyang Dely: âNi minsan, hindi niya kayo sinisi sa nangyari sa kanya.â
After the news of Joyâs death, they all gathered at the morgue. Banlaoi tried to be of help by giving them money, but âTiyang Dely strongly refused, getting Ligaya at her back and out of his sight. What followed was Hector telling her, âKami na po bahala sa lahat ng gastos,â stupidly missing the hint earlier. This made âTiyang Dely cry (I mean, come on, dude still hasnât learned his lesson) saying, âGanoon na lang ano?â
Ligaya, after mourning for her motherâs death, stopped her tears flowing before facing Anthony, Emman, and Hector. She conversed as if she knows them too well, while they donât know her at all. The three men promised to take care of her. They lay Joy to her final rest along with their grievances of the past. If only they faced the monster under their beds a little bit earlier, they couldâve gotten it out completely. The guilt may now be bearable, but the fact that they couldâve saved not just Ligaya but also Joy is the hard truth they will be carrying for the rest of the lives.
Awful things aside, Ligaya wearing white signifies hope. She is her mother without the burdens of her past. The ending brings back Hectorâs car with their young selves reaching out to heavens, reaching out to their dreams. They are joined atop the car with Joy, whoâs noticeably not raising her hands. Ligaya is now with them, dancing like her mother once was.
Other things worth mentioning:
Tindahan ni Aling Nena performance, specifically Anthonyâs line âshampoo, toothpaste, toothbrush, noodles...yun lang.â
The not-so-subtle rally for free education in the Pare Ko performance.
Yes. Phi Palmos as Anthony. Thatâs it. Period.
Gab Pangilinanâs portrayal of Joy is superb! Her vocals is breathtaking. From the time she sang Ligaya, I looked forward to her every appearance. Her transformation from being bubbly to troubled soul after one scene is impressive.
Vic Robinsonâs (Andrei) and Joyâs mash-up of Ligaya and Tama Na, then âTiyang Dely enters, singing âGaniyan ma-inlabâ.
Wishing Wells as Emmanâs love letter to his girlfriend
Menchu Yulo, who played the adult Joy, didnât exude distress as Gab Pangilinan had done, and made Joyâs struggles less believable.
Some people have expressed disappointment due to its lack of solution on the pressing social issues. In my opinion, I think it wasn't meant to give an answer. Like any work of art, it made a statement. It just happened that what it said was disturbing. However, it is up to us, who lives in the reality of these characters, to do better accordingly.
We should all see AHEBTM in theaters since some parts arenât focused due to camera work. I hope that once the pandemic ends, theyâll give this musical another chance on stage.










