I really enjoy werewolves. I'm not like obsessed or anything, but they're just really fucking sweet okay.
It's probably because deep down, I'm just a 16 year old werewolf and I don't know what to do.
I went back into my archive and found that I posted not only a list of resolutions at the beginning of 2013, but also a list of reasons why 2012 wasn't awful and I think I'd like to do that again. I'll put it under the "Read More" section so I don't take up a ton of space on everyone's dash <3
REASONS 2013 WAS ACTUALLY KINDA COOL:
- I directed my first real show at my college. It was a 20 minute long one-act play but it had two nights in front of an audience and that was pretty great, especially as a Sophomore.
- Although I had a MAJOR falling out with some people I found out that I had a handful of friends who are fucking phenomenal who stuck by me even when I was going through a whole lot.
- I ended my second semester of my Sophomore year of college with the highest grades I think I have gotten since Middle School.
- I got the RA job I applied for and, although it has been a difficult job in general, I have made wonderful relationships with people that I never expected.
- I have become more open about my OCD than I probably could have imagined two years ago. I remember keeping in a secret for so long because I was embarrassed, but with the help from my family and a few key friends I have started being more honest with them and myself.
- I ended a Major that I think was wrong for me and started one that I feel is a better fit. I felt like a poser in IR and I am so much happier in MCS.
- I completed my German Minor,
- I have become significantly more interested (and better at) computer/video games and I'm glad that I have people that I can talk to about them.
- Oh...I suppose I started watching Doctor Who last year, didn't I? Well that has opened up a lot of conversations for me and I have met some wonderful people who share the common interest.
- I directed a full length show at my college and I couldn't have been happier with my cast and crew. That experience, however stressful, meant the fucking world to me. To Jordan, Ian, Arthur, Gemma, Mary, Annie, Hannah, Owen, Ryan, Colleen, and of course, Brian...thank you so much. I think I will always consider Lost in Yonkers to be one of my golden college moments.
- I met and began dating Brian, and honestly, he makes me happier than I can put into words.
- I kept up some solid grades this semester.
- I took a class which I am almost positive is the best/most interesting class I have taken during my college career.
- That class was taught by a professor that I adore and who I have a class scheduled with next semester.
- I met/became closer with Angie. Angie deserves a whole fucking paragraph to herself because she has been there through so many of my major freak outs this semester and she is so hilarious and smart and gorgeous and I love her to bits. I don't know how I would have gotten through this semester without our 5am trips to grab food and our sketchy backroad journeys when we just needed to talk. Thank you, Angie. You made 2013 wonderful.
- Although I am still hella self-conscious I worked towards feeling better about myself.
- Somehow got the train-wreck that was Gayla together with massive amounts of help from some wonderful people. It probably turned out better than anyone could have hoped.
- My family and friends are all absolutely amazing. <3
To anyone who has read to the end, thank you for sticking it through. 2013 was an interesting year for sure. Feel free to message me or comment on this or whatever if you're bored or just want to talk. :)
