#angry alter

[oleanderblume]

I have an angry little

She is like..9 or something, and she is livid. Basically sassing everything I say and she WONT TELL ME WHATS WRONG GGGGGHHHHAA.

I am guessing by her age that she is resurfacing because of my moms cancer..again. and she is angry about that, that it's unfair and stupid and dumb and she doesn't like that she has no control over anything, but I dont think that's it. I think she is angry at everything, because she is sad, I mean it makes sense..shes little and probably cant deal with complicated emotions in the same way, so all that sadness and fear gets subdued and converted into an Expressive emotion like anger. And that is what I feel ALL THE HECKING TIME because she doesn't want to feel anything else.

Idk..I want to help her, but she doesn't want my help. And she doesn't give me straight answers either, just vague ones strewn about in insults. I am basically spitballing here, and probably projecting a little bit lol. I have no idea really, I just think it's because of cancer. I dont really know. I mean..unfair can be applied to every instance of my life so she could quite literally be talking about ANYTHING.

[anonymousnewgirl]

Someone accused me of cheating on my boyfriend which I never would do. I know for a fact this person is just starting shit. I know I haven’t done anything wrong. Last time I hung out with someone was 2 years ago and it was with a girl before i even met my boyfriend. I haven’t had sex is 3 years and I certainly did not meet up with anyone in the last few weeks. only places we go are walmart or walgreens and we don’t talk to anyone but cashiers. Idk why someone would say I did that. Only thing i can think of is maybe his ex wife is lying again she’s been doing a lot of that lately. I’m just so pissed at this point. I’m getting accused of something I never even thought about doing. 

[red-archer-emiya]

Alter emiya will murder anyone who lays a finger on his husband!

"If any of you touch him! I'll get my men to murder you all! If he goes then you are all taking me down too!"

[teawithagent67]

I'm so fucking angry! At the beginning of Feburary, our Father called. He informed us that we owed the IRS 4,000 dollars, and basically abused us over the phone and sent us into a depression/suicidal spiral. Our Mother didn't help. A subsystem that takes over when the Body is in danger of dying took over for an entire week. They swallowed the maximum dose of possibly expired muscle relaxers for four days in a row to keep the Depression at bay. Then we ended up with a kidney infection for said pills. Now, one full month later, I am communicating with our grandmother, who handles all assets of our Father. We needed special papers and shit because we're supposed to get dividends from a closed business, and a funded college account. *rolls eyes* But, today I ask her why our Father said we owed the IRS 4,000 dollars. She paused, and told us that when our Father CLEANED OUT our college fund, there was a small amount of profit going to the IRS. All we owed them was around 300 dollars. 300 dollars. That's it. Not 4,000. That 300 is coming out of our tax return anyway. If our FUCKING ASSWIPE OF A SHIT FACED ASSHOLE FATHER hadn't LIED TO US to scare us, and abuse us further BECAUSE HE WAS ANGRY WITH ME FOR QUITTING A JOB HE GAVE ME, I wouldn't have had a suicide attempt, or a depressive episode, or put my boyfriend through the pain of watching me 24/7 to make sure he didn't come back to a dead body. I fucking hate that man. So fucking much. He's a fucking asshole. I can't wait for May, when he "cuts" me off from my phone and car insurance. Good riddance. I don't need you. At all. -Emily

[pebbletalk]

nina here. so angry soo angry at those people who dont understand me dont want to listen. they dont even want to listen! im so angry im so angry.i wanna break something, cut something aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh :( i dont no wat to do with myself :( shut up everyone im allowed to be angry if i want. no not angry. furious. indignant. having a tantrum...