Acabas de perder un poco mas de mi confianza
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Acabas de perder un poco mas de mi confianza
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Feeling sort of shit at the moment. I think it's only a matter of time before I start yelling at some random person to let all the steam out of me.
people act stupid but you can't be mean to them and that's why I'm such an angry person
*sigh*
You know I try and I try to just sit there and smile. Nod my head and try not to argue, but I'm dying inside. I want to just explode and blow up on everyone just yell until my vocal cords burst. I want to strangle everyone that pisses me off and think that they can treat me like shit. I want to make them purple, gasping for air. But that's just not me. I'll sit here and put on a smile and nod my head. I'll be alone and angry at everyone, but know that I can't just give up. I have come too far to just give up and go back to old bad habits. I won't give in to my desires to just self destruct and take anything and anyone with me like some kamikaze. I miss having people around to just help me blow off some steam, but I don't have that luxury anymore. Maybe I'll just continue trying to make everyone else happy and let myself hold in all my sadness and anger. Talking to others and helping em actually helps let off some steam.
I hate everyone. Life is a confusing asshole! im a fucking hypocrite and I dont give a shit!
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