Idk but its ash x honey so enjoy??
Ok first of all,, Ash is by the amazing @angrylizardjacket , if you didn't know ;) we talked about this ship via asks, if u wanna know more go read those, they’re tagged Ash x Honey so go!! This is probably before they actually get together, after they’ve met tho. This is probably trash but I love these kids so much so idc
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Ash is getting changed into something a little more appropriate for work, it's not that they would care if she showed up in her jeans and shirt, but if you want tips, you gotta do a little more work.
Honey’s on her bed smoking a cigarette, she didn't really ask for permission, at least she opened the window in advance. Ash doesn’t really know why she’s here, honey just knocked on her door and made a cup of tea, it’s something that’s been happening for a while now. She’s wearing the clothes she always looks so goddamn good in, Levi’s with her the velvet underground shirt and a leather jacket. It looks so effortless, her hair’s all messed up and spread all over the bed, and ash can’t help but smile over her peacefulness. Honey’s a pretty intense person, and yet she seems so serene there, on her bed, it makes her feel something she’s never felt before.
It’s been like this for a few months now, after that somewhat strange night they met, honey’s overcome her crush, which she still doesn’t admit to, and Roger’s somehow forgot he was actually into ash. She’s okay with it, no more idiotic pickup lines is nice at least, though he still tries when she sees him after their shows. Honey continued to come to her bar, not only when the boys are playing, and Ash is kind of thankful for it. The bar can be lonely when there’s nobody you know, and having her around always feels, right. Honey’s still as mysterious as the first time she saw her, but ash is glad she is, honey’s not honey without her mystique.
Ash is kind of okay changing in front of Honey, its not that strange, and honey’s not even really looking at her. Instead, she’s closed her eyes and humming along to the song she put on the record player, Ash doesn't know it, its one of Honey obscure bands she seems to have a lifetime supply of.
‘‘Have you ever kissed a girl?’‘ Honey asks, and it's like a bullet through glass, if glass were to be the hazy afternoon peacefulness they were surrounded with. Ash doesn't get why she’s so distraught by it, After all, honey says this kind of shit often, and yet there's some panic she can't quite explain. Honey seems chill, not realizing how her words affected Ash.
''I don't think so.'' Ash answers carefully, to be honest, she doesn't really remember, there were some very drunk nights she came pretty damn close, as far as she can remember. ''You have?''
''Yeah, I think I made out with a blonde in the alley next to the Rover, but it could've been Rog.'' She grins, and it makes Ash laugh. Honey's good at that, going from making people uncomfortable to at ease in a matter of seconds. It certainly gives Ash more stability, gaining her confidence back by climbing onto the bed to lay next to her. Honey gives her her cigarette, and she takes a drag as Honey pushes the loose strands out of Ash's face. Neither of them realize how intimate it actually is, though the warm feeling in Ash's chest she's had since Honey made her way into her bedroom spreads even further.
''So, you like.... girls?'' Ash asks, it's quiet, almost unhearable for someone who wasn't as close as Honey now was.
''yeah.'' Honey smiles, and it's truly the softest thing ash's ever seen. it doesn't last long though, Honey's already babbling on.
''Well, not just girls.'' She sighs, there's a little bit of frustration and panic on her face, which is surprising for her, she usually doesn't show it, if she even feels it. ''I just- I just think you should fuck whoever you want to fuck, date whoever you want to date and kiss whoever you want to kiss, y'know?'' she turns to look ash in her eyes, and she can see the panic of ''please be okay with this'' in Honey's. ''but like, with permission.'' she chuckles, making an ''obviously'' hand gesture.
Ash smiles at her, this whole thing, honey's whole thing, seemed to make a lot more sense. She doesn't know what it means, or more what it means to her, but honey's already putting her shoes back on, singing the last few lines to the song she loved so much.
idk if i did well but uhm yeah i hope you liked it! :)
