#blushmis

[harryspirate]

Does anyone know why blushmis deactivated? I loved reading her stories (especially Only Angel)!

[leopardprintismybrown]

happy birthday ❣️

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[nosferatyou]

Been brewing this up for some time now, and i’m glad I am finally able to share it! Inspiration struck at two in the morning after finishing a chapter of Only Angel by @blushmis (which you should go fucking read if you haven’t already.) Here is my trailer for Only Angel!

[benmyjet]

@blushmis was the best thing that happened and u thirsty illiterate hoes made her leave before she could give us the deaky smut bc y’all don’t understand slowburn I-

[rogersgroupie]

Team #bringblushmisback

I'm not sure what happened since last night but now @blushmis deleted everything and it makes me sad 😥.

I don't always agree with the paths her stories take, but that's how life is. Do you stop watching a movie or a tv show just because is not going where you want to? Do you think all stories should be predictable and with happy endings?

What I think is important is that she makes me feel stuff and not all writers can achieve that. Her stories are believable and her characters are really human and relatable.

I was really enjoying ymbf and was looking forward to the next chapter.

I really hope she changes her mind and comes back with her awesome writing 😔

[liliah39]

Kay y’all I’m back!! Kayla made me cry again but I’m ok🙂

Btw You’re My Best Friend is so good why aren’t you reading it yet!!

I guess the following is a @blushmis review with lots of love

It’s by @blushmis and just press on the masterlist and scroll to the new masterlist in her bio. She’s honestly such an amazing writer. I literally cry every chapter. She also wrote Love of my Life which is a Reader and Roger Taylor fic which is also amazing, but You’re My Best Friend hits me in a different way. It’s a John Deacon X Reader X Roger Taylor slowburn fic where John is her best friend since childhood, and Reader becomes infatuated with Roger, but John is infatuated with her and has been his whole life. It’s crazy. But my favorite thing about it is it’s real. This is how life is. It’s not perfect. Things are sad, but there are also really happy times too. People make mistakes. You can love your ex. Healing takes time. You love 2 people differently, and just because you love someone else doesn’t mean you don’t still love your ex boyfriend. And honestly, those are the truest words I’ve ever said on social media. I keep getting flashbacks to the endings of past relationships, and feelings I still have. Those things don’t go away, and reading this doesn’t make me sad at all. It makes me so appreciative that @blushmis isn’t just writing fluff, she’s writing how life ACTUALLY is. And honestly, I still haven’t healed from my first relationship because at the time he was my best friend, and the love of my life, and we both did things we weren’t proud of, weren’t treating eachother right, and I eventually had to rip off the bandaid and end things and tell him what he’d done to me, and how he’d broken my heart, thinking we could still be friends, but I broke his heart. He didn’t want to talk anymore, started talking about me. I saw him hurting because of me, and that broke my heart even more. Then he started hating this girl who hates me. It broke me. We didn’t talk for years, but we connected again last year, and are pretty decent friends again, but I have to admit I really miss him still. We don’t hang like we used to, he’s changed, and though I miss the old him, I hate to admit it but I’m still in love with him. And I can’t have him. And that’s how life is. I’ve had other boyfriends since him but I can’t forget about him. And You’re My Best Friend has re-awoken all of these things again, because that’s what a good writer does. I connect with the story, and even though all this is happening 4 years after my break up it’s helping me to finally heal. So thank you Kayla. I highly suggest you all read You’re My Best Friend, and please remember it’s life. It’s not a happy perfect world, and you can’t get mad at Kayla because she is the queen. 👑

[babemazzello]

Omg how’s that blushmis is discontinuing his story? What happened, her blog doesn’t work for me, it’s not loading and I know nothing omg please let me know what happened.

So…on Saturday at about 8pm, she posted Chapter 16.2 of her You’re my Best Friend series. I didn’t read the chapter until 10 and then I couldn’t sleep and stayed up texting a friend (which is why I was awake for this whole fiasco).

At midnight, she updated her book on Wattpad, adding a new chapter titled “it’s been real” that said,

“ymbf series and bohemian rhapsody book are discontinued and will be deleted sometime soon. thank you for reading <3″

Fans of series started commenting and asking her why it was ending and pleading her not to give up on it (and I was doing this myself). A little while later, I messaged her with a long message that pleaded with her to continue the story, possibly take a break if hate is getting to her, and to think about what she is doing before she deletes everything. 

She thanked me for my support and replied with “Its just hard to stay motivated when hours of time is spent on something and then people talk shit about it. Its not very uplifting” That was at 1:15 in the morning.

I woke up at about 8:45 on Sunday morning and sent her another message pleading with her to remember the hundreds of people who loved her story and supported her and where everything was heading. I also told her that if she did stop writing her story and deleted everything, then the haters would win and that she was stronger than them. 

She replied, “I just don’t feel like sharing my story anymore”.

I asked her why.

She responded with, “because it’s not worth sharing anymore”.

Then, I started getting replies to my post about being devastated that the story was ending. One of them said that they couldn’t find anything after Chapter 13 on her blog. 

I went to look and as I refreshed the page multiple times, I realized that since early that morning she was deleting EVERYTHING off of her blog. The chapters to her stories (including Love of My Life which didn’t have much to do with YMBF), all of the asks whether they were about her writing or not, and every borhap or queen related post she had made or reblogged. Leaving her blog completely empty and unfindable with a simple search.

The blog is still there, but there isn’t anything on it. 

If there are writers anywhere on the internet and you send hate to them, you’re a dick. There are people who love that writing and if you don’t like it JUST STOP READING IT. That’s it. It’s that simple. Don’t make the author feel so bad that something like this happens. That’s NOT the point. It just sucks that this is what happens when people are given anonymity on the internet. Fuck them. This was such a good thing in a lot of people’s lives and now it’s taken away from the rest of us who respected her and the story. 

(I’m still super broken up about this if you couldn’t tell.)

[ilovewithalovethatismorethanlove]

Fuck the haters.

So, I just headed over to Kayla's (@blushmis) blog to read my absolute favorite slow burn fic ever and was devastated to find out that ymbf, along with all her other work, is gone.

Honestly if you think it's ok to mistreat someone who is dedicating their time and effort to write amazing fics FOR FREE, then gtfo.

If you didn't like the way her story was heading you could've just stopped reading. Nobody was forcing you to read. If you don't like something, you shouldn't invest your time on it, but you sure as hell shouldn't hate on its creator either.

I'm hoping and praying that she comes back, cause honestly her blog was such a ray of sunshine when life felt shitty and seeing her gone has absolutely devastated me. Shame on anyone who attacked her. This is so sad and it just goed to show how some fandoms can take something beautiful and make it toxic.

We love you you, Blushmis.