Anominity
In a world where communication is instantaneous and we (as a society) pride ourselves in transparency, how is it that we all feel the need to hide ourselves behind screens and monitors? I haven’t decided if it is some natural mutation of social insecurity, or an adaption to normative human behavior. I am also guilty of the same thing. We all need outlets where no one will judge us; where no one knows us; where we can be what we want to be. All of this comes with a complex ... does it not? Why can’t we find a day-to-day balance of who we are; who we want to be; and expected realities of ourselves? We live in a judgmental world. That is a default setting of God ... an in inescapable natural sin. And perhaps that is my moral complex. The part I play in this life and the part I want to play. For the first time I understand the frustration with “labels”. Though I do believe in an understanding of boundaries. We need boundaries to better understand life. If merely to use it as a guidelines. Too much grey or in-between can be bad when you are trying to understand ethics and social morality. Maybe I’m just “going through a phase,” but I think not. Love and life have a weird way of finding you and (either) redefining or defining values in your life. It hurts. It’s ecstasy. It defines life. It’s a total mind fuck. Either way, life is beautiful. It can just be a wreck sometimes.
