#anon min

[smileysuh]

ok so i was w best friend and her bf earlier (i was meeting him for the 1st time) and he said smth super lovey dovey to her, and w/o missing a beat i said "oh dude he's flirting" w my best mark impression ofc and they didn't get it at all and we all j kinda stood there like rlly awkwardly for a sec as they processed the fact that i j talked like a 21 year old canadian dude with a big ass head and was clearly referencing smth they knew nothing abt and i think i died a lil inside so yeah uh- (min)

honestly not sure weather i should be like embarrassed bc that happened the first time i ever met him or like disappointed that they didnt get the reference- (min)

xtrcytvuybi bruh how come legit yesterday i said this in the exact same way! i feel like, it sucks they didnt get the reference, but that just means they've never heard the gospel of the job, maybe you should indoctrinate them RTCYTUVYBIJNOK

ok but twinning i love this

[smileysuh]

saw a different ask where u were talking abt sleeping w a frat boy and it reminded me of the time my best friends older sister slept with one and than stole his bong because he didnt make her cum- (min)

!!!!!!!!!!! wow what a G, lol, i just... used them as a hotel room for the night and for chicken nuggies ASDFGHJSDFGHJKSDGHJKL and free entry and line skipping to frat parties and other events... and free booze...

[smileysuh]

here to announce i am no longer anon min and j min bc im too lazy to click the ask anonymously button when doing an ask- hi lmao i hope you're having a good day-

HAHAH HELLO YES BRUH NOW I HAVE DIRECT LINE OF COMMUNICATION TO YOU THIS IS SWEET!

[lokislytherin]

happy jay return well indeeeeed!!! cant wait to see him in the following chapters HEHEHEHE

- min

SAME MIN, SAME!

i hope ptj tells us what he's been up to 🥺🥺 i like writing and i like jay and writing about jay brings me a lot of joy (no pun intended even though joy hong legit pops up all the time whenever i write in jay's pov) but going through with the Jay Hong Fix It Fic i had as a backup plan in case ptj really left him out to dry for the rest of lookism would probably drain me of all my time and creativity LOLLLL

my brain is large and wrinkly but ptj's brain is larger and wrinklier. i have so much respect for ptj for keeping lookism going for this long (even though my brain is sexier /j)

[smileysuh]

hi love~ its been a bit since i rlly sent a message that was a bit more substantial,,,,how have you been? i saw ur post about taking a break, and although you most likely won't see this till ur back, i figured ill send it anyway! im not 100% sure whats going on with wattpad and writing and whatnot, ive seen a few posts about it, and although there is no way id be able to provide any helpful insights or advice regarding whats going on....(part one of most likely a few) (min)

….i want to remind you that you have people supporting you! im gonna read your work in any form it takes, whether its a novel, or on wattpad, or on ao3 or here, you truly have so much talent and im sure that i speak for a lot of people when i say that imma do what i need to do to be able to read your stuff! (take a shot every time i write the word to in that my god)...(part two of this mess that barely makes sense) (min)

anyway, besides my bad jokes and rambling, i really do hope that you’re able to come out of your break feeling better! this last year has been so insanely tough, and from what you’ve said in both your post abt the break and other posts just in general, its pretty clear that you have a lot going on. i hope that stepping back like this will be what you need to start feeling better. i’m rooting for you! i’ll stop this mess of a long ass ask here~ <3, min

thank you thank you thank you :( i love you so much what the heck did i ever do to deserve you i'm going to cry

[smileysuh]

hiii~ its been a lil while! how are you doing? first of all, thank you for BLESSING us with the two new fics, ive been reading and re reading them since they came out because um ur super talented and no matter how many times i read smth of urs it never gets old- tbh, reading ur stuff has gotten me re-inspired to start writing my own fics again, but im a little nervous to for some reason...i haven't written anything creative in like a year... - min

sdfghjkl THANK YOU BABY! i'm so happy i inspired you to write fics again! ooof i feel you! i had a hella depressive episode last summer and took a long break and it was hard to get back into the swing of things but you just have to be gentle with yourself and not hold yourself to the standards you were at before, like you have to regrow into it like with any muscle, but i'm sure you'll be up and kicking in no time my love!

the best advice i can give you is legit just go for it. write. even if you think it's shitty. write and edit and write again you know? :)

you've GOT THIS!

[smileysuh]

ok first time to talk out abt how pretty ur hair is and how pretty you seem from those pics- i've lowkey wanted to do white hair on myself for ages but am so scared to (i had pink but im back to my natural blonde rn). i may or may not be re reading the frat fics rn instead of writing an essay thats due like tom but honestly which is gna give me a serotonin boost? definitely not the essay... (min)

thank you honey! ooof you could try white! i feel like covid is the time to do it! you could do like a wig or one of those editing apps/insta filters that lets you see what it could look like first? white is such a fun colour, i think everyone in this day and age needs to bleach their hair at least once just for the experience LOL

hope your essay went well!

[smileysuh]

i cannot stop laughing abt the fact that the same thing happened to you- lowkey twin-behavioral doppelganger-soulmate energy tbh *frat boy jaehyun lip bite* (hated that, i need to be stopped). anyways~ how was your day darlin? i was glad to hear that you're feeling a bit better! (min!)

lol, honestly, i feel like, once you're a kpop stan, if you aren't working in weird kpop phrases into your every day life then what are you really doing you know?

Mark just has so many good quotes too, like... oh my jesus is one of my favs and im not even ashamed asdfghjk

my day is good! i'm just about to get started on yandere johnhyuck again and this fic is looking like it might be uh... longer than i ever expected it to be ASDFGHJKL how are you?