Aug 10, 2019
Letting the love die and rebuilding
We parted ways for the best. I wasnt 100% in anymore and he knew it. This was a while ago now. I've moved on. There is an incredible man. Here's the kicker.....its a long distance relationship.
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Letting the love die and rebuilding
We parted ways for the best. I wasnt 100% in anymore and he knew it. This was a while ago now. I've moved on. There is an incredible man. Here's the kicker.....its a long distance relationship.
‘Tis the season of slowly crying as you fill out what feels like your thousandth scholarship application to help cover next years tuition.
Way overdue update
Kinda forgot I had a tumblr if I’m being completely honest and I’ve been the absolute worst at updating it due to that. For those of you who I’ve noticed have followed me recently(ish) little life update. I graduated from college in May, just quit my shitty as hell job and just started a new position at a hospital. I’m absolutely in love with my new job and couldn’t be more ready to get into the full swing of it.
It’s time.
I’ve been debating this for a while.
I thought that it could be better to send some of my thoughts and questions onto a platform like this.
I will be talking about myself- but not revealing personal details about me (name, age, where I live etc). If I talk about other people, I will change their name or not mention a name at all.
I will talk about topics such as mental health and LGBT mainly. I may also include small segments about family life and my past.
I’m not used to writing that much so it may take me a while to get used to this.
I am hoping that by doing this, I will be able to build up my confidence to talk to others directly about any struggles I have, as well as possibly helping others!
I have no idea how often I’ll post yet, but I’ll figure it out as I go along :)
Awkward confessions of an Anonymous blogger:
“I shaved using guy clippers, now my flower has a 5 o’clock shadow.”
~Anonymous
We're back together
Never give up on what you love. Nearly 3 years and have proven to C that I can be trusted and that I love him. It's taken me a long time but it gave me time to work on myself and figure out who I really am. We've been best friends for years. He makes me smile and laugh. I'm head over heels in love with him. We realised that life wants us together because no matter what happens we always find a way back to each other.
Sometimes I crave his touch.
Honestly I've never felt so physically and emotionally drained due to school as I do at this point and time. I have 3 huge papers, 3 tests, a discussion, 2 labs, 5 calculus homework sections(all of the just opened tonight and are due Wednesday) and then my normal chemistry homework on top of all my classes. I've studied over 30 hours this week and feel like I haven't even made a dent. Then to realize if I were to get an A- in all my classes I would be at a 3.67 Gpa and I have to maintain a Gpa that is a 3.75 or higher.