#anotherpersonalpost

[giannefrancesca]

Me while editing my blog 👯‍♀️

[embracingthesociopath]

Ohhhh you hate me? That's wonderful.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah no. 

[youuloveestarr-blog]

I've been laying in my bed for about 2 hours now . im laying in the dark in complete silence , and idk why . I feel tired but I can't sleep . no idea why either . I've cried twice within the last 2 hours . terrible, I know .. I just don't know . like .. I ALWAYS find the BRIGHT side to EVERYTHING , no matter how bad it is or may seem .. I always manage to find the plus, but just this once I CAN'T. it's tearing me apart inside because I really absolutely fucken HATE the feeling of not knowing what to do. & I don't even have an idea, not the slightest clue of how to go about this . a piece of me has a little bit of hope that i can come up with some sort of answer because i always do but at the same time a piece of me feels pointless only because I have yet to come up with something and i feel like I'm just wasting all this valuable time and only making matters worse. & I didn't want that to happen . I'm trying my hardest to stay happy the best that I can and not let it get to me, but it's a daily challenge - especially when it's constantly being thrown in my face left and right, everyday.. im still hangin' in there tho' , or atleast im teaching myself too. I just gotta make sure I don't give up .