Sooooo…. You had a crush on tubbo during nlm? How’s you figure it out?
okay, so im guessing some of you remember when i was- when i was the minutes man?
and i was supposed to be writing everything down? well, okay, im really glad tubbo never asked to see it. because i was never really paying attention to anything but him? and i used to get pretty embarrassed, cause i was just some new guy and he was the president, and i figured i was only part of the cabinet because tubbo felt like, bad for me or something. so i never thought i'd be, yknow, married to him or anything like that.
and, okay, you cannot tell him i told you this. i used to, uh, just doodle on the pages. im actually pretty terrible at drawing but id try to draw him a lot. or write things about him that i wanted to remember. i don't know if i still have those books.
honestly i think ive always liked him? i know i say like oh how could i not, but really, he's- he's smart, im going to regret saying this but he actually is really funny, and he's my favorite person to spend time with. he trusts me more than i trust myself, honestly, and im actually really glad we did the whole marriage for tax reasons because i think i'd rather die than actually admit how much i actually like him and ask to go on like, a date or something.
i could- i could keep going and, and talk about it more, but he's definitely trying to look over my shoulder to see what im writing, so i think this is all you guys are getting out of me














