@antiquare, tory nichols sent to noora walsh, "family's a fucked up thing."
if there is something worse than heartbreak caused by boys, and noora had to admit that she had a lot of them and she was used to those being from her own accord, it was heartbreak coming from inside the household. she doesn't really remember a day in her life when she was happy with her mother. when she looked at people with their parents, mothers here, she only saw pride and love. what she saw when she looked back at her mother's and hers relationship, it was ressentment. as if it was her fault if noora can do this and have a good image when her mother got the bed role. though, it happened in her house. outside, her mother was loved. was admired. « must be proud to be her daughter. » oh no. if only they saw the hours of training she had bailed on now happening. waking up at four so she could do yoga exercice for her competition, ice inside her skate so she doesn't feel her feet burning when she had to make complex turns. she remember those right away when people talk about her last performance. so, yes. she might be in a good family, but behind closed door, everything was just her horror story. " you could says that. fucked up family, mother only calling to know if i am ready for the next competetion. it is just ... so tiring. wish i could have a conversation with her without being a dissapointment. guess in another universe, she doesn't care if i want to be a journalist and actually cheer on me instead of being in the way. "
