#anudal

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Anudal can you kiss my booboo on my arm? I was bery very brave

He chuckles, looking a little amused.

AC: I take it you have ado☥ted me as a father figure? Fine then, come here and I'll ☥ut a lil kiss on where it hurts...

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Oh I mean. Belial had two kids, Milo's just the only one I know of being around anymore.. I have to bug that man about that some day. You'd probably have better luck with that but ey. You're not the nosey type.. booooooooooooooioooo

AC: Two... I see... AC: Divinities don't fall into my jurisdiction, so I couldn't have known about any instances of...

He falls silent for a moment, a reflection of pain ghosting over his face for a brief second.

AC: Perhaps I might ask about it at some point. In a gentle manner, of course... He is my Moirail, so I would like to ease any burdens or pain he might have...

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Personally? I suggest you keep that a secret between you and I. I don't think Belial would be too enthusiastic to speak about his child. Not that there's shame, but that's just not a topic he enjoys..

His child is in a very rough era of their life.. I'm sure in the future when things cool off, you could meet them! Not sure if you'd like them though.. they seem to be as much as an instigator as their father.. if not more

AC: I honestly wouldn't have thought about bringing this u☥ with him. Not unless he brought it u☥ to me first. It is none of my business unless he makes it my business by asking for my assistance or thought.

AC: I will admit though that I wonder why he doesn't associate with that child... I do wish both of them the best, and I ho☥e for a good relationshi☥ between them in the future, but it is not my ☥lace to act u☥on it. Not my jurisdiction, if you will...

He chuckled a little, amused about his own words.

AC: As for me liking or disliking his child? I'll have to see when I do meet him. I like to keep an o☥en mind and make my own o☥inion.

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I mean. You hit it pretty lucky in quads Anudal! Though I gotta say for Belial.. You really helped reel him in by being his first friend you know.. His kid takes after him in some very... very.. VERY bad ways.

AC: I don't think I've ever had the ☥leasure of meeting Belial's son? At least not yet?

AC: Though while it is a ☥leasure to hear that I am a ☥ositive influence on Belial himself, it is concerning to hear that his son seems to be falling into darker ☥aths? AC: I hope things will turn out for the better for him.

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Also.. Anudal What is ur least favorite thing about your quads? Not big red flag stuff but stuff u want to see them improve on?

AC: There is nothing I dislike about my Husband, and anything I find difficult to deal with as of now is none of his fault. I am working on hel☥ing him regain himself again, so ho☥efully any current difficulties will subside in the future.

AC: My ☥ale can be a little facetious, but I find no issue with it. Nor do I mind any of his other antics, but I do believe that others would ☥robably be bothered by it? He can be a little bit im☥atient at times and I wish he could just give me a little bit of time to s☥eak, but I don't mind it all that much.

AC: And then there's my Black. He is... well any aggravation I ex☥erience on my end is very much intentional, I'm sure. However, if I could change something about him it would be his god com☥lex... I would really wish for him to have a more realistic view of things.

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Ooooo Anudal you're gonna getttt iittttttttt

AC: ... ☥ardon? AC: I honestly have no clue what you are referring to...

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hey, anudal! I never told/snitched about it, but... Mister Xahara called you a twit for your... well, less than tact approach to keep Travix safe. First time I think I've heard the guy talk about you in a while

AC: I don't begrudge Tayashi any opinion like that. He's not wrong in my approach having been a little tactless. I am usually more patient with my approaches to Travix, but I felt that there was a degree of urgency in this case.

AC: I just didn't want my beloved to walk blindly into a trap that would potentially wipe his existence out entirely. I took a calculated risk in speaking to him. There was always a chance that it would backfire. I just suppose I wasn't ready for it to backfire as hard as it did...

AC: Travix was... much more paranoid than I've known him in all of his previous incarnations. I suspect something must have happened in the past of his current incarnation to cause this kind of reaction, but I don't know for sure... AC: I was considering looking into it, but I'm not sure it would be of any help or if it might just make Travix dislike me even more. He might misunderstand it as me spying on him, or digging up information in an attempt to manipulate him...

He sighs a little, looking very tired and frustrated.

AC: I'm well aware that Tayashi doesn't exactly like me, but the dislike is one sided. My opinion of him is a lot more favorable than his is of me, and that includes my thoughts on him being still rather immature in some aspects.

AC: I hope he can find a much needed peace once I have managed to restore both Salvis and Travix to their former powers, if not their former selves...

He pauses at that, as if remembering something for just a moment.

AC: I admittedly doubt that they will return to their former selves... They have gone through much in the past centuries, ever since they were shattered... I don't imagine they would simply forget everything, just because their powers and bodies are fully restored... Quite the contrary... I suspect they will remember everything, which their mortal selves lock away in an attempt to protect their fragile minds.

AC: No... things will never be the way they were back then... and yet I hope that we may all find peace with it...

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Belial: ☾ Hm. ☽

☾ No good.. No good at all. When were you going to tell me about this, boy? ☽

☾ I cannot say much for your son and his target of affection.. I am already a bit preoccupied in other matters. ☽

☾ Hm.. As for your lover. What did you do? Hm?☽

AC: I was ☥lanning on talking to you next time we meet. I su☥☥ose you decided to come over sooner than expected.

AC: I figured you wouldn't be able to hel☥ with Luxsol and Koukoi, don't worry about it. As for my husband... AC: I... tried to warn Travix about Junkou, but... he didn't believe a word I said. Accused me of trying to mani☥ulate him... he was ☥anicking... I could barely get a word in... AC: I'm terrified that he might hate me...