#anxietee

[tuesdayisfordancing]

why am I like this

[jonaskeenanjude]

I made Virgil's shirt in animal crossing 😀

[captain-self-ships]

Me within a five foot radius of an ask blog with one my f/os, too scared to send in an ask

[2019, colorised]

[serdunkthelunk]

when the director of a podcast ur in dms u like ‘hey ive got a question not-podcast related’ 

[tuesdayisfordancing]

oh also anxiety about making “pointless” comments... thinking of a thing to say and then thinking that it is dumb and pointless but also maybe i should say it anyway but also it is dumb and pointless but...

[shoezuki]

I bought a microphone and my desktop is all set so i dont really have an excuse to not stream anymore. So ill probably try that out in a bit

Still tho like. Im anxious because Ya Anxiety but also . The games i realy enjoy n play are little indie games for the most part. Nothing mainstream. So i doubt anyone even will watch.

Tryna battle w the idea that i Need to have ppl always watchin for me to stream. I jus wanna vibe n miss playin games w ppl

[tuesdayisfordancing]

@pasteltakashi : I feel bad having 31 drafts! Tuesday, how do you do it???

believe me, it is not intentional! it ballooned gradually over the years though it’s gotten much worse this past year... part of it is that since i’m usually on mobile, saving a post i want to come back to is what i do instead of opening up a tab.

furthermore I am super bad at words on command, so the vast majority of the time I want to respond to or add to a post I am unable to coherently do so at the time, and therefore into the drafts it goes. to die, most likely.

furthermore furthermore i am incredibly bad at having fun and have anxiety regarding the like “quality” of this tumblr and whether it... I don’t know, has too many jokes? too many politics? too much of one fandom? gives an insuffiently nuanced impression of my sense of humor, politics, or taste in media? so at least 75% of the time instead of just reblogging a post, any post, I put in my drafts in case I later realize it’s actually ]BAd!. Even if it’s just like... a cute fandom post.

LOOK. AS A CHILD I WOULD THROW OUT MY DIARY (OR RIP OUT ALL THE PAGES I HAD DONE SO FAR) AND START OVER IF I “MESSED UP”. “HOW DO YOU ‘MESS UP’ A DIARY?” YOU ASK. I DO NOT HAVE AN ANSWER.

[holidayinmurdercity]

Rule 1: Always post the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones Rule 3: Tag new people and link them to the post Rule 4: actually tell them you tagged them I was tagged by octhopppus

1. What kind of job would you like to do later? - I want to become a child welfare officer. 2. Do you play any instrument? - Nope. 3. What’s your favorite book? - Um idk I like several books. Maybe "Idas dans", "The Fault In Our Stars", "Et bra band" or "Fengslet" idk. 4. Do you have any favorite quote or lyrics? - Yeah I have several. Some of them are: "Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again becoming who we are" (Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day), "I'm gonna light up this place and die in beautiful stars" (Props & Mayhem - Pierce The Veil), "Long live the reckless and the brave" (The Reckless And The Brave - All Time Low) 5. Did you ever got seriously injured? - No 6. What’s your favorite kind of shoes? - Idk whatever's comfortable 7. Do you like school? If not explain why? - I both like and dislike it. Depends on how I'm feeling, what subjects and if I have my friends around me. 8. If you could get any tattoo what would it be? - I'm planning on several tattoos. Band related, stars and such. I think I'm gonna start with a note on my neck. 9. Do you miss someone right now? - I actually miss my newest good friend Anette because she's so awesome and yeah even if I saw her earlier today. 10. Do you have a special place where you like to go? - Not really. I love being close to the ocean though. 11. If you had 3 wishes which would it be? - To see all my favorite bands live, to meet all those band members and to tour with them. (Not perform, just hang out) My questions: 1. What time is it? 2. How are you feeling? 3. Last time you were sick? 4. Sluttiest thing you've done? 5. Do you bite your nails? 6. How many people have you kissed? 7. Last movie you watched? 8. Thoughts on Miley Cyrus? 9. Do you prefer the word bunny or rabbit? 10. Favorite memory? 11. How many songs do you have on your iPod? (Thank you Roxanne)