my mind is a mess
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my mind is a mess
No sé qué hacer, como desahogarme con qué quitarme esto que me hace presión en el pecho.
Siento que quiero desaparecer para dejar de ser un estorbo, una carga, un fracaso.
Lo peor de todo es que de verdad lo estoy intentando y no está funcionando, me estoy empezando a desesperar, necesito salir de aquí.
JANUARY 22 2019
Today i actually felt in control.
I focused all my attention on work and got through the day quick
Thanks hood i wanted to be home all day from this freezing cold.
Stay calm. And breath from ur nose
Going out, ready to feel socially awkward.
real mf im-not-sure-if-im-eating-too-little-or-too-much-which-makes-me-incredibly-anxious-everyday-but-tracking-will-definitely-send-me-into-a-relapse-so-i-dont-know-how-to-fix-it hours