Introverted-Bookflower

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my mind is a mess

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A Kissing Prompt List

Places Where People Kiss:

In the rain.

In a vehicle.

In the street.

On the sidewalk.

In the shower.

In the kitchen.

In the snow.

Under the stars.

In the moonlight.

By the river.

In the water.

In the bedroom.

In a bar.

At a party.

At the other’s place.

By a campfire.

Reasons to kiss:

Life or Death

Love

Celebration

Longing

Missing the other

Relief

Lust

Need

No reason at all

Admiration

Power

First Kiss

Confessing feelings

A bet

Sad or hurt feelings

First date

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I’m scared

I’m worried

I’m terrified

I know you tell me that you’re fine

I know you say you’re okay

But I don’t know

You aren’t acting the same

I know you work

So you can get away

From the abuse and the dismay

I know you are doing

All that you can

To make sure you future

Doesn’t stay the same

But I don’t care

I’m worried about you now

Here

I’m scared I’m going to lose you

And that’s something I couldn’t bear

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!!!!! it’s for u

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I guess it’s fair considering you already stole mine 😉❤️ @i-am-a-fish

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Letters that I’ll never send

Piling up by my bed

I can’t stop the storm

Rolling through my head

I just want you to know

How much I love you

I just want you to know

How much you mean to me

I’d drive to your house at three am

Even if it’s pouring rain

Just to get to you

I’d break every rule

Stand in every storm

Just to be next to you

I’d fight anyone

Stand right in front

Just to protect you

You mean everything to me

Absolutely everything

I care about you

More than I care about me

I’d give you the moon

If you wanted it

I’d wrap it in a bow too

I just love you

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*sobs*

everything hurts

nothing make sense

all I want to do

Is hug you

All night long

I want to cry in your arms

While you ask me what’s wrong

Please baby please

I need you right here

Here next to me

I’m begging you

To love me too

but you don’t do you

I can see the way you look at her

It’s the way I look at you

Like your the sun and the moon

and all the skies up above

Baby can’t you tell

Hun can’t you see

How much you mean to me

I need you to know

I need you to hear me

Can’t you hear me screaming

I feel like I’m drowning

Please

I love you

More that I love me

I just want you to be happy

I just pray everyday for you to realize

I can make you happy

I can make you happy in a better way

I need you

Only you

I’ll give it all to you

Every bit of me

Just like I love

Every bit of you

Every broken

Every chipped

Every perfect bit of you

Can’t you hold me

All night long

Can’t you hug me

All night long

All night long

I need you

Please

It’s breaking me

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Me: *scrolls through my John Green pintrest board*

Me: *looking for his words of wisdom and deep quotes*

Me: *ends up looking at him with sharpie all over his face and making jokes*

Me: I just love him so much. *does the nerdfighter sign*

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I started a website blog. It's below so yeah

https://hopeinallbm22.wixsite.com/mysite/about

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oddity

Its weird how in a split second my entire mind set can change.

from being happy confident and feeling like I can do anything to

sad insecure shy and overwhelmed

One moment I’m excited and joyful the next I feel to tired to even change the show

It’s an oddity is what it is

An annoying little fault in my mind

I’m too sad to try

I’m too hurt to move

Yet the next moment I’m going to paint a picture and plan my future

ultimately I end up

right where I started

back want to crawl in a hole

and cry there

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Her hat is made up of various insults and hurtful words. But all you see is O K A Y. Because as long as she says she is okay, she is okay right?

False. The longer you suppress the fact that you aren't okay the more confused and buried you become. Lying to yourself will only cover the problem not fix it. Talk to someone. Breathe

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I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU

I LOVE OUR STUPID CONVERSATIONS

I LOVE OUR END LESS BANTER

I LOVE THE WAY YOUR SMILE IS MORE OF A SMIRK

I LOVE YOUR LAUGH

I LOVE THE WAY YOU STAND AND TALK

I LOVE YOUR EYES

I LOVE YOU STUPID JOKES AND PICK UP LINES

I LOVE YOUR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS

I LOVE YOUR BROKENNESS

I LOVE EVERY PART OF YOU

I LOVE YOUR HAIR

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE EVERYTHING THERE IS TO YOU

THE STUPID RECKLESSNESS

THE SHY GENIUS

THE LOUD IDIOT

THE SIMPLE SMILE YOU GET

YOUR EYES

GOSH IDIOT

I FREAKING LOVE YOU

I WANT TO TELL YOU SO BADLY

I WANT YOU TO KNOW SO BADLY

I WANT YOU TO JUST KNOW

I WANT YOU TO FEEL THE SAME

I WANT YOU TO TO FEEL THE SAME WAY

I WANT YOU TO KNOW

I FREAKING LOVE YOU

I’M SCREAMING IT

I’M THINKING IT

IM EXCITED TO GO TO THE HORRID SCHOOL JUST TO SEE YOU

I’M IN THE MIDDLE OF A PANIC ATTACK AND REMEMBER OUR CONVERSATIONS TO CALM DOWN

WHEN I’M SAD I NEED YOU NEAR

I NEED YOU

I’M IN FLIPPING LOVE WITH YOU IDIOT

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done

I'm so done

Emotionally

Physically

Mentally done

Everything is tiring

Everything is draining

I just want to sleep

Even school doesn't excite me

But then again when has it ever

I miss my best friend

Because I never get to see her

Anxiety is taking over

Because I haven't had a rest

My head is spinning

My breathing is slowing

Please make it stop

I can't breathe

I'm not getting enough air

I know anxiety is a liar

But its always there

Cool tears stream down my flushed cheeks

I can't hear anything

My blood feels hot

People? Let's not

Nothing makes sense anymore

I'm so done with this feeling

Of tightness in my lungs

Of dryness in my throat

I hate it all

Please make it stop

Please I'm begging you

My phone chimes as I regain my breathing

you- hey

suddenly I feel like everything is going to be okay

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i think i may love you ☺️

every time I hear you name

A smile spreads across my face

every time I get a text

I pray and hope that it's from you

every time you walk into the room

my eyes stick to you like glue

I think I may love you

I wish to see you everyday

I miss the way we say hey

When I talk about you it isn't the same way I talk about my friends

My cheeks go pink

And my smile grows wider

Oh gosh I could talk about you for hours

Your ocean eyes

And your sweet sweet smile

It makes me drift off for quite a while

I miss you all the time

You are always on my mind

I wish to see you out of the blue

I think I may love you

The way you smile

The way you laugh

The way you tease me

The way you infuriate me

Everything you do

It makes me want to

Tell you

That I think

I think I may just love you

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better days *plugs in earphones*

Everyday is a better day

When I see you

Every hour is a better hour

When I talk to you

Every minute is a better minute

When I'm thinking of you

Everything is better

When I have you

I love you

I really do

You're the one I want to marry

You're the one who makes me smile

I owe all my truest smiles to you

Hunny

Please

Just know this

I love you more

Than you can comprehend

I love every beautiful broken mess

I love it all

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look at those ocean eyes *smiles*

I arrive at the party

Not wanting to be there

running my fingers through my hair

sipping my iced tea

I stand in the corner hoping no one notices me

My eyes flick through the crowd

looking for someome

you

Finally your eyes meet mine

oh how divine

I mean

look at those ocean eyes

A smile spreads across my lips

you smile too

though not for the same reason I do

I wish for nothing more

than to hold your hand in mine

I don't know if you love me

I do know I love you

I miss you at events

And those parties you don't attend

love I miss you

there is no end

look at those ocean eyes

maybe I should lie

Tell myself I don't want you

Even though I truly do

you mean more to me

Than you ever know

I love you

Hunny, don't you know?

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via @extramadness

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@you

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our chaotic storm ⚡️💖 *shrugs*

rain patters harshly

against the smudges windows

you grip my hand

kiss it sweetly

listening to the thunder

you look at me so deeply

as if I'm the only her

I look at you lovingly

you're the only boy I see

you mean the world to me

lighting flashes from the clouds above

thunder crashes from the skies up high

i love you more than you will ever know

I've never stopped

not once

your eye is like the ocean

raging after a storm

having you by myside

has just become my norm

the love between us

is chaotic

like a beautiful storm

when we kiss

the word slows

the wind blows

kiss me softly

I'll hold you tightly

lacing fingertips

Feeling your sweet touch

I love you

I really do

I hope you know