Hey folks … I’ve got a big work meeting coming up here in 30mins or so, and I’m kinda freaking out about it. Send some good vibes?? 🥰😬

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Hey folks … I’ve got a big work meeting coming up here in 30mins or so, and I’m kinda freaking out about it. Send some good vibes?? 🥰😬
For the first time in forever...
First post on Tumblr in what feels like forever. I need some sort of outlet right now. I could just type into a Word document but, a small part of me feels like maybe if just one person reads this and “gets it” than I’m not as alone as I feel. Anxiety really blows. I wish certain people around me would realize how much strength it takes for me to hold it all together. I may look like I don’t care but, the truth is: when I’m quiet, it means I’m in defense mode. My main motto for each day is, “Walls up, brave face.” Well, that’s it for now, off to drown out my anxiety with some Doctor Who and Domino's. And yes, my title is from Frozen....
Tell me about it ..... #anxietyblows #fuckanxiety
Been tossing and turning for about two hours now without being able to fucking fall asleep! 😫 At most I've fallen had asleep just to jerk back to abusing awake thinking I'm falling or some stupid shit like that... IDEK why I can't sleep... My brain is just empty, and I feel like crying my eyes out, but I can't (and don't know why...) So, if someone wants to come and club me unconscious; be my guest! #depressionsucks #anxietyblows #darkipler #WKM #markiplier
Anxiety attacks
Me: *lying down in bed about to go to sleep*
Brain: nows a really good time to have an anxiety attack
Me: what, no it isn’t, nothing’s wrong
Brain: yeah, but, lets think about all the things that could go wrong
Me: why, no. that's a bad idea
Brain: but, your house could be on fire or somethin
Me: shit you right
So
I have an appt with a therapist on Monday. I'm so happy I get choked up thinking about it. Finally getting the help I need.