#anxious-mess19

[trafficblrpositivityproject]

my own betas!

@an-ace-phoenix has been my best friend for like 8 years and has followed me through three or four fandoms. they're one of my favorite people in the whole world, fei's so talented and so smart and so kind and just aaaaaa I could not sing her praises enough if you gave me a lute

@theprizecatch beta'd the fic that I'm currently converting into original fiction. she had such awesome feedback and helped me make the fic better while also making me feel really good about the work that I had done. she's also a really fun person and a good friend :)

and @anxious-mess19 who's been running point on some of my more recent works. void helps me develop my ideas, gets me pumped, and has improved several of my fics just by talking with me about them

@an-ace-phoenix + @theprizecatch + @anxious-mess19 !!!

[anti-terf-posts]

Hello! I really love what you've got on this blog, the posts and positivity always make me smile

I've come to ask if you (or anybody else who follows this blog) has like. Good resources to explain to somebody that they're fallen/are falling down the terf/radfem rabbit hole?

Just stuff I can link, or explanations on why bioessentialism is intersexist, transphobic and overall hurtful

Thank you sm!

personally don’t have any resources myself, but hopefully someone else can help you out!

[plague-of-insomnia]

Hi hello. Can I say your last fic was fucking awesome, also I keep thinking back on it and I think I'm starting to ship sebagni cause of it cause they're just. Ought. I've reread it twice already

I don't think words can express how much this ask meant/means to me.

I legit was this close to not even publishing that fic publicly anywhere because it seemed like NO ONE but me was into that ship at all... and I didn't think it would be worth the extra spoons to get it ready for public consumption.

My last story for that ship (Synchronize) dried up so fast the second I stopped updating it (like I would get it going stale after many months but like... this happened almost immediately), and on social media until I got on bluesky, no one would talk to me about the ship at all.

Idk if people are just THAT afraid of antis or what, but clearly, people like you are not only into the ship but enjoy my writing, so I guess this means I will be posting more sebagni in the future (especially since this is my current brainworm, big time).

I'm really really glad that you enjoyed it so much and it would rock if I recruited more sebagni shippers!!

I feel like their ship is kinda unique for kuro, like it has a kind of innate calmness to it that isn't found in other ships? (But I also don't mind seeing agni as a rough lover bc of his past.) Idk, there's a serenity I find with the ship that I've been really drawn to, esp if I think about it in canon.

And I really have enjoyed getting to think in demon Seb's head a bit since it's been a long long time since I wrote him. I really love exploring the idea of him discovering his emotions in a way he may not have if he'd never known Agni.

I also feel like sebagni has a lot of QPR potential (I like bardagni for that, too, but I am the only one who ships them lol) and I kinda wanna try maybe doing a oneshot of them in a QPR but in an AU/modern context next

thank you again for reading and for this ask it really has made my month <3

[tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors]

Helooo

So, we're at out 5th(?) full reread of LAOFT

And we're about halfway through Pattons childooh

Absolutely fucking sobbing, poor Patton :(((((

He was such a sweet kid omg

Also, i forgot that him Telling himself to be happy started so fucking young, omg

patton is baby and deserves a kiss on the forehead

[kiwimintlime]

Hello new mutal :D

What are some of your intrests?

hello hello hello! my current hyperfixations include: Dungeons and Daddies, The Magnus Archives, Star Trek: Lower Decks, One Piece (both the anime and recent Netflix adaptation), and arguing over food on tumblr apparently lol. stuff I'm not currently obsessed over but are in my wheelhouse: The Adventure Zone, Riordanverse, Stellar Firma, etc.

[apocalypticromantic666]

Okay but I litterly love your writing

It is so so good

It is one of our biggest inspirations

^Me reading this ask

Thank you so much for reading my works and for sending this! 😭💖

It totally made my day. 🥺

[plague-of-insomnia]

Sending hugs the stalker situation sounds fucking exhausting man, I hope they leave you the Fuck alone

thanks, man (gn), i am so fucking tired… i’ve been really sick, my husband has been super super ill with pneumonia for two weeks and nearly had to be hospitalized, I have a lot of doc appointments coming up the next few weeks to prepare for/deal with, our washing machine died this week….

and on top of it all i’ve had to constantly track and block all the new accounts this bitch keeps creating and then she mocks me by reblogging shit like a cat laughing saying “oh my actions have consequences?”

Like it’s absolutely ridiculous and pathetic and I will be posting a callout with the person’s various accounts bc telling people one on one is getting old. After privately warning nearly a dozen people she’s been trying to use, and seeing how she’s continued creating more and more accounts—that finally tipped the scales on this decision.

I really appreciate your support and that you like my newest fic 🥰… i hope i can reply properly to that later in the week.

[meatcrimes]

I'm so sorry for hijacking your post with Edward Twilight <//3 (/g)

It was a really good post tho,,,

Also totally understandable that you did not know him. I don't think Jrwi is that well known and the suckening is a quite new campaign,,

don’t apologize i love the addition even more now that i know there’s a whole other fictional guy this also applies to ♡ i’ve heard of JRWI but i haven’t watched any of their episodes. They prob get so many unfair comparisons to geek & sundry tho so they have my respect for that