@subsideary asked: I loved you. I stood by you no matter what you said or did. I held you when you cried. I fought your demons for you, and this - this is how you repay me? ( ooooo this for count and jenny tho )
❛ i guess you missed the part where everyone said i’m the world’s biggest disappointment . ❜ he says it bitterly , almost aggressively , practically spits it out as if it was her mistake for trusting him -- but he doesn’t mean it . he really doesn’t . he bites his tongue , grits his teeth hard enough for his jaw to hurt as he looks over her . 𝗛𝗘'𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗨𝗦𝗘𝗗 𝗧𝗢 𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗣𝗘𝗢𝗣𝗟𝗘 𝗗𝗢𝗪𝗡 . at least , he’s not used to letting people down when he tried so hard to do right by them .
that’s entirely new for him . he doesn’t like it .
he doesn’t say anything else , if only because he knows if he opens his mouth again he’ll say something worse . 𝗕𝗜𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗦 𝗜𝗦 𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗘𝗦 𝗢𝗨𝗧 𝗢𝗙 𝗛𝗜𝗠 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗦𝗘 𝗗𝗔𝗬𝗦 . he can’t even look at her .