fuck me and my writing urge being triggered by a tweet
Yoru: I like to drop hints that I’m single to Aoi
Yoru, laying face down on Aoi's room floor, weeping: WHY AM I SINGLEEEEEE
this prompt by: https://twitter.com/incorrectnenchu/status/1220728493870284800
Fanfic under the cut uwu
It was afternoon, the lights dim and the curtains were closed in Aoi’s room. The sun slowly setting and Aoi forgetting his surroundings, immersed in the moment. Said blonde laid in his bed, a pillow propped up to the head of his bed as he sat against it with a manga in his hand.
Just some manga Koi had lying around at one of the coffee tables in the common room, the cover piquing Aoi’s interest. He smiled contently as he flipped through the pages of the mecha-themed manga. ‘I can just imagine Koi’s excitement’ He thought as he read the scenes and giggled to himself.
Aoi was reading the manga when in the distance he could hear some running footsteps. A bit after a stumble and after that a thud against his door. It made him jump a little and he closed the manga he was reading. Looking somewhat bothered at his door.
On the other side of the door was an embarrassed Yoru who fumbled with the handle of the door to Aoi’s room. Yoru was flushed in his cheeks and ridiculed himself for his trembling hands. Eventually, he got the door open and quickly entered. Turning around immediately as he got inside and closed the door again. He let out a huff as he leaned against the door.
Dramatically but also comically letting himself slide down the door until he sat on the floor. He held his knees with his hand and stared at the ground in shock.
Once he was released from his trance he decided to spare a glance towards the blonde who looked at him with curious and slightly worried eyes. Yoru sighed as he cast his head down. Aoi getting up from lying down on his bed.
“Yoru….?” He spoke softly.
Aoi became a little worried and turned to sit at the edge of his bed, patting the spot beside him. Yoru smiled at him and then raised himself to his feet again. Slumping over to the bed and plopping down beside his blonde friend. Aoi then gave him eyes that questioned ‘what’s wrong?’, a puzzling look adorning Aoi angelic face. ‘Like a prince’ Yoru didn’t know how he did it but Aoi’s expressions spoke volumes, a trait not many of Gravi or Procella’s members had.
Yoru also couldn’t help but adore Aoi’s features when he looked at him so intently…..and with his cutely worried expression.
The way his hair fell around his face, which parts were out of place, which parts he had the urge to move out of his face. How his lashes curled ever so slightly and the twitching of his cerulean pearl-like eyes as he studied him. It just made him feel so happy and warm inside.
Yoru smiled to himself before he fumbled with his hands, trying to lose his train of thought. A slight blush creeping up on him again, as if the scene from before wasn’t enough.
“I walked in on You and Arata”
Aoi’s eyes widened in shock before squinting at the other.
“You mean-”
“Yup”
“As they were-”
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“Yeah”
Aoi groaned and put his head into his hands, experiencing the second-hand embarrassment from Yoru. Yoru hummed in accordance to Aoi’s reaction.
“I was wearing earbuds and didn’t notice”
Aoi looked at Yoru again, peeking from behind his hands.
“Oh my god……Yoru”
Aoi glanced at him with his cheeks now tinted in red, probably imagining the scene.
“Oh man, we need drinks for this”
Aoi commented as he let himself fall on his back on the bed, spreading his arms out. Yoru chuckled as he got up from the bed, looking fondly at the sprawled out Aoi.
It was nice that they were able to get along this well. Yoru remembered when they first met, it was when both groups were introduced to each other. Arata and You getting along with each other pretty quickly as they bonded over which actress had the best….ahem…figure.
Yoru and Aoi were just really stuck with each other as everyone was talking to their opposite pairs. So they ended up spending time together, first talking about Arata and You, quickly realising they were both childhood friends to the other. They both laughed at the coincidence. It also didn’t take long for them to realise they had the same hobbies and their personalities matched. But what did surprise Aoi is that they like the same kind of music, it was kind of scary really, how their recently listened to play-list was basically the same. But all in all, it was great! They could get excited about recipes and new song releases. Both Yoru and Aoi really enjoyed spending time with the other. A sort of harmony forming between them.
“They’ve only been dating for like a week and I’ve already walked in on them three times”
Yoru said with a disgusted look on his face and tone to his voice. His face displaying his thoughts quite perfectly ‘yuck’.
“Going at it like rabbits” Aoi replied in a grumble as he raised his head to look at Yoru in realisation.
“No pun intended”
Yoru actually let out a laugh at that and turned back to Aoi before leaving. Being in thought for a moment before raising a finger to his chin.
“Where do you guys keep your sake?” Yoru asked as he smiled sweetly at Aoi, as if his question was ever-so-innocent. Aoi grinned but slightly raised a brow.
“Bottom cupboard to the left, but the strong stuff is stuffed in a box underneath the sofa”
Yoru raised a brow but turned around to find his way to the Gravi common room and get them some of that i-don’t-want-to-remember-this-drug.
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Back at Aoi’s room, said boy had closed his eyes as he laid down blushing at the scene he was imagining. Picturing Arata and You as he couldn’t cancel out his curiosity.
‘Why am I even imagining this?’ He asked himself as he frowned. Shaking his head to get rid of the scene in his mind.
‘I need something else to think about’
Aoi bit his lip in thought as he opened his eyes again. His mind having wandered to the green-brunette that was just with him. Placing him inside of his mind, in a position completely inappropriate.
“UGH”
Aoi groaned loudly as he covered his face in frustration together with embarrassment. Slightly sobbing into his own bedsheets.
Truth be told. Aoi was having some difficulty regarding his feelings towards his white counterpart. It felt like when he looked at Yoru everything else behind him seemed to fade and only he shined. It just seemed to fit, when Yoru was in his point of view the world seemed right. ‘I can’t tell him that’ Aoi didn’t know how he should confess or if he even should.
As you would have it, Yoru chose that exact moment to return to the room. Aoi sat up straight and slapped his cheeks, looking guiltily at the other.
“I am sorry, Yoru”
Yoru cocked his head in confusion. The sincerity behind that sorry was kind of throwing him off.
“For what?”
The cute cock of his head was just too much for Aoi and he groaned again letting himself fall over on his bed. Yoru stood in the middle of the room with two beer cans in hand. Aoi then raised a hand in a grabbing motion which Yoru understood as Aoi needing a drink.
Yoru then went to sit next to the blonde again, opening his own can of beer and setting a bottle of sake to the side, which they would probably use in a bit. Yoru noticed the stare Aoi was giving him, eyeing him all over as he ended at his eyes again. He locked eyes with the other and Aoi seemed to study his face for a good few seconds, all while there was a blush present on his face, which made Yoru also blush. Thinking something along the lines of ‘Why is Aoi blushing ////’
Aoi then noticed the interlocking of their eyes and he looked away, bringing up the can of beer to his mouth to take a big gulp from it. Thinking for a second and then raising the can to his mouth again, downing all of the liquid in one go.
Yoru raised a brow at this, he was surprised, it was unlike motherly Aoi to forget about himself and just down a can of beer. But it did say something about the two. They were comfortable with each other.
Yoru chuckled as Aoi wiped his mouth and the blonde only grinned mischievously at him in return. He leaned over at Yoru and raised his beer can to his mouth, nudging him to drink. Yoru then decided to copy Aoi and drink it all in one go, only it didn’t go as smoothly for him. He had to start coughing and his throat slightly burned. He also started feeling dizzy quickly after that. Aoi pat him on the back and started snickering, to which he earned a glare from the other.
Aoi then, reached over for the bottle of sake, not even asking for the cups but bringing the bottle right to his mouth and drinking from it, turning to Yoru for him to drink as well.
“Hold…on”
Yoru said as he raised his hands and pushed back the bottle being brought to his mouth. Aoi then swallowed his gulp.
“You don’t get to see this side of you often Aoi”
“I have my reasons”
Aoi said as he pouted, nudging the bottle of sake towards Yoru.
Yoru only sighed before accepting the bottle.
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The sake bottle was empty, multiple empty cans of beer were sprawled on the floor of Aoi’s bedroom and the two of them were filling the space with laughter and cries.
“BUT WHY AM I STILL SINGLEEEEEE”
Yoru screamed as he laid down on Aoi’s floor, rolling over and crying about being single, and You getting with Arata of all people.
Aoi burst out in laughter at that comment and couldn’t contain himself or stop himself from laughing, eventually doubling over. Yoru frowned at him in discontent.
“Aoi, so mean” Yoru pouted.
Aoi didn’t stop laughing, instead, he just looked at Yoru’s face and laughed even harder. For which Yoru stood up and went over to Aoi, shaking the blonde to get him to stop laughing. To which Aoi did simmer down to. His laughter slowly fading as he looked at Yoru with a big smile plastered on his face. He grinned.
Yoru pouted more as he still held onto Aoi, stopping his shaking. Aoi took a breath and then regained a regular expression which quickly turned into something mischievous.
“Yoru is pretty, I would date him”
“Eh?”
“Eh?”
The both of them had to process what Aoi just said. Aoi raised a hand to his mouth and then grinned again.
“Oops”
Yoru cocked his head, intriguing eyes looking at the blonde. Whose eyes shimmered with glee. Yoru then, as he held onto Aoi’s shoulders, moved his hands to the others’ hands. Removing the hand in front of Aoi’s mouth and putting their hands in Aoi’s lap.
Yoru felt time slow down, glancing away from Aoi before looking at the sea-blue dazed over eyes. Aoi’s grin nearly reaching his eyes. Yoru felt an impulse raise within him, something prickling his stomach and something aching in his heart. He leaned in slowly, moving his face to Aoi’s, holding on for a moment as he could feel the heat from the others’ face, but not yet letting their lips touch. Aoi’s breath seemed to stop for a second and he tensed, but as Yoru watched his reactions he seemed to wait for him.
Yoru then leaned back into Aoi as he closed his eyes, the other also gently closing their eyes. Their lips first grazing each other, hovering slightly before both of their soft lips touch each other sensitively.
They broke apart after a few seconds. Letting their eyes open half-lidded, searching the others’ orbs for a hint of what should be next. Yoru’s looked eager and Aoi’s seemed to already know what should be next. Aoi raised a hand to Yoru’s face and pulled him back into a kiss, before forming their lenient contact into a proper kiss. Yoru squeezed Aoi’s hands a little and Aoi squeezed them back. This was enough of an initiation for them both. It was Aoi who opened his mouth first, letting Yoru lead into deepening their kiss, to which he gladly complied. The taste of beer and sake present in both their mouths. Yoru couldn’t help but think he preferred the taste of sake in Aoi’s mouth. Aoi grinned into their kiss and let his hands reach for Yoru’s hair, pulling slightly at the strands in his neck. Yoru then took that opportunity to move from his position and push Aoi back onto the bed. They broke contact and Yoru raised himself to hover above Aoi, glancing down at a grinning blonde that bit his lip, his cheeks red from the alcohol, but Yoru couldn’t help but wonder if it was maybe also from their kiss.
‘That’s just too cute’
‘He’s so adorable’
It was something unexpected, something exciting, maybe even something daring. Who knew what they would think in the morning, all that mattered now, was this moment.
“I think I need some space, it feels like I’m lost in a maze.I’m so fucking scared of losing you. I think I need some space I’m sorry but I don’t want my heart to break.”
