If I Think They Are: Ugly || Plain || Alright || Cute || Freaking Adorable || Pretty || Beautiful || Hot || Stunning
“Idristan has a very distinct sort of look to him. Cold. Perhaps a bit withdrawn. He is good looking, and I won’t deny that, regardless of anything else that has come between he and I. I would be lying if I said anything else. But to my specific preferences? Perhaps once upon a time, I found him more appealing than I do now.”
If I Would Go On A Date With Them: Not even if we were the last two one earth || No || Maybe || Eh….Sure || Yes || WILL YOU MARRY ME
“Once upon a time, this would have had a very different answer. I wouldn’t have minded spending time with Idristan for a prolonged period of time. Now, there is too much bad blood. I don’t think it would be a good idea in the least. And it never would have been in a romantic context to begin with.”
If I Trust Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || With My Life
“I trust Idristan to care about things that will hurt him. Because I’m bound to someone he has a deep emotions for, I believe he’d try and keep me alive. Because my death might have negative effects on them. And because of that, he’ll do what he can for me. But just.. in general? I wish I still could. I wish I could say I know I could trust him. But I can’t. As sad a thing as it is to say, because we used to be friends.. I trust Caedh more than I do Idristan.”
If I Care About Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || Deeply
“What care I had for Idristan has been steadily stripped away by virtue of watching how he interacts with others. What I can only perceive as a lack of empathy. I will continue to push past his spines, because we’re co-workers. Because there has to be some level of consideration there to keep things running smoothly. But beyond that... no. Not anymore. He’s put his hands around its throat and squeezed. It gets harder and harder to care about him, every single time. One day, I won’t care at all.”
If I Would Sleep With Them: Not Enough Alcohol in the World || No || Maybe if I were wasted || Maybe || Eh…Sure || Yes || TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF NOW!
“In the sense of sleeping in the same physical space as him? Maybe. Would I have sex with him? Absolutely not. Back when we’d first met, maybe. But now? No. His behavior and attitude have killed that. I have no physical attraction to him, despite the fact that he is an attractive man.”
My Comfort Level With Your Muse: Keep a Distance || Okay You Can Stand There, But Don’t Touch Me || Let’s Get Coffee and Talk || Let’s Cuddle || I Can Change In Front of You || Let’s Take a Bath Together
“I can talk to him at a distance. We used to have little familiar rituals between us. Things that we did as friends. I didn’t mind being in proximity to him. Now, the thought of indulging in any of those rituals is tinged with bitterness. Unless necessary for some reason, I’d really prefer he keep his space.”
If I See You As: A Stranger || An Acquaintance || A Friend || A Close Friend || My Best Friend || A Crush || The Love of My Life
“We were friends. Once. I miss him. The Idristan I first met, who for all his sarcasm was still warm. Who still tried. Who didn’t just bare his spines and try to pierce everyone who got near him needlessly. Even those who tried to do it in good faith. Where did he go? Where did you bury the parts of you that I offered my care and kindness to? Did he ever even exist? Was he ever even real?”
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[ The ∞ Meme ]
