#aph gutters

[hws-lceland]

13 year old me would be goijg insane if they knew I had this

[huh-okay-i-guess]

does anyone remember Gutters?

i’m not in the Hetalia fandom anymore but this fanfic still means a lot to me so maybe i’ll draw some stuff from it <3 i’m suffering

also the lyrics are from a wonderful song Two Coffins by Against Me!

[scandinavienne]

early hetalia gothic

you are alone in a darkened room, only the light from your windows vista laptop flashing and flickering. it is silent, except it is not, for the fan is whirring away. you hope your parents can’t hear it.

you log onto tumblr dot com. the site is a dirty shade of blue, as if someone had mixed dinner leftovers with the colour of italy’s uniform. speaking of italy, you think he’s really kawaii. but you actually prefer the tsun-tsun romano, especially as a neko. 

you see a funny meme. it is about a salmon. a salmon of desire. you think it is really really lolz xd~~. you reblog it and add your thoughts to the post, because you know that your eleven followers are awaiting with baited breath.

you log onto fanfiction dot net. you want something really cute. you search america x england, and scour the results for the words ‘slash’ and ‘fluff’. you don’t really want lemon. aha, you found something. ‘USUK!!! ((UKUS UKUSUK USUKUS)) artie is mad at alfie xd yaoi boyxboy ˜˜don’t like don’t read this is my first fanfic don’t hate please˜˜’. perfect.

you devour it quickly, it’s a short fic. the author’s note are long, though. you wonder why. oh - alfie is trying to steal the author’s mcdonalds. xd. bad alfie.

you want something funny now. you log onto youtube dot com. you search hetalia mmd nordics. suddenly, sweden and finland are dancing with their hands on their heads like bunny rabbits. hehe ~~~. actually, you secretly unironically like the song. so secretly that you pirate it and put it on your phone, as your ringtone. that’ll never ring in class.

wow, you’re pretty tired now. just a last scroll through deviantart. ..... oh no. is that a pineapple. .....

GUTTERS OMG NOOOOOOOO D’X YOU CANT I CANT EVEN NOOOOOO 

[kayayday]

they wanted to take a break - admittedly not the smartest thing to do, but even just five minutes was more than enough for now

[hetalia-time]

Can you believe Gutters turns ten years old today??? Ten years. Teeeen yeaaaaars. 

god it still makes me cry

[blktzarina]

x I cant with these damn fanfictions

x Im getting patriotic over countries im not even from, standing for national anthems i dont even know the words to. And just over all crying over anime country men.

[nathanisdyinginside]

Some spoilers to Gutters and Addictions

Don’t you ever just feel empty after reading about a character’s death? Like, for example, Denmark in Gutters, how he died so unexpectedly that whenever I look back at the story that I just.. feel empty. Because he’s still alive in canon hetalia. Denmark as a country is still alive. But somehow, I just feel so empty when thinking about it, so empty after I cried a lot.

Same definitely goes for Addiction’s Norway. Ah, it hurt so bad. It even said M for character death! I’m such an idiot. Addictions is by smoking-tulips on fanfiction.net, read it. cry. a lot. just like i did.

[ask-hws-suomi]

My Christmas break will be here soon and I am literally dying to start reading Gutters... I dare y’all out there who read that fanfic to send me vague, spoiler-free hints or your own thoughts on when you were reading the fanfiction... did it make you cry? Did it make you laugh? Just how much of an emotional rolecoaster is that thing?