Family Issues and Heartbreak and shedded Tears!
Have you ever wondered if you're in the right family? I wonder everyday. I'm not really that much like my family, I don't fit in, it's like was just placed there because no one really wants me. Im nothing like my MOther, Father, or any one else in my family.
Sometimes I sit in my room crying and thinking "Why am I here? I don't fit in." "My mother doesn't always act like she wants me. She thinks my sister is an Angel out of GODs Ass, where i am out of Hells Ass." "Why do i even bother trying to get my familys attention and love it would just be better if i wasn't born in this family."
And I still think that everyday but my emotions have kind of just stopped working. I don't cry anymore i find it hard to even try to shed a tear. I have built a Great Wall around me and my emotions. Very few friends/family have been able to climb the wall. I just don't have the energy anymore to try and fight to get love and acceptance from my family.
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