Alive
smut, male reader
Chorong's POV
I was privileged to be raised in royalty and wealth. Living in a castle with my 5 other sisters was interesting for sure. As lucky as we were to be born into this, our childhood friend, Y/n, was not.
He is now a well-known knight, loyal to us and our kingdom. Our parents didn't like seeing us around him since he isn't considered royal.
But we grew up with him and we agreed we wouldnt let status affect our friendship.
So everyday once his training was over we all would make our way to the secret garden. The knights lived in the village, but they could still come and go on the castle grounds before the gates were locked.
Once we approached him, he had a bit of a nervous demeanor.
"You seem strange this evening" Namjoo curiously stated.
"I uh got news that im going to be joining the war." There was a moment of silence.
We've heard about the plans for war, but I dont think we've ever considering y/n was going to be joining it anytime.
"T-that means theres a chance you wont be coming back r-right." Eunji softly said as she looked down.
"dont worry, i'll be just fine." he patted her head, gently.
"when?" Bomi asked. "Next week."
"well, lets make the most out of it." Naeum pulled him into a tight hug.
Since then we did something with him every day. It was risky but it was worth it. My heart felt heavy with every day that passed. It was no secret between me and the girls that I was in love with him.
The girls decided that on the final day i would spend it with just him. We went out to the village. I was in a disguise so i wouldnt be noticed and i could have never felt so normal. Once it was getting late we decided to head back to the castle.
I was planning to take him to the secret garden one last time and confess. Everything was going great so far.
"well this is it. I'll make sure i'll come before i get sent off." he said as we approached the gates.
"Actually there is one more thing i have to say but i dont want to say it here." I held his hand and guided him closer to the gates, i pushed with my other hand only to be met with resistance.
I slowly turned to y/n who looked a bit confused, "uh what time is it?" he turned and looked at the towns clock tower. "10:27 why is everything okay?"
I fully turned to him in a sigh, "the castle gates close at 9 and i- oh my god i didnt even realize that much time passed." i faced palmed.
"oh- i totally forgot, hm, well you could stay at my place for tonight. We'll get you back in the castle tomorrow morning before anyone notices." he patted my shoulder reaffirmingly.
I thought for a bit before nodding, with a grin he held my hand and led me to his home. It was a pretty decent home, it felt cozy, alive, and warm.
"s-sorry about how small it is, upstairs is the bedroom." He walked around the home cleaning up a bit before leading me up.
"nonsense its perfect, where will you be sleeping?" i asked once i noticed the small twin sized bed in the room.
"oh dont worry about me, i'll sleep on the floor for tonight." i looked at him in shock. "no y/n this is your home, i am simply a guest, you take the bed."
"Chorong, im not letting you sleep on the floor." he crossed his arms and gave me a soft but stern look.
"s-sleep with me then." he looked taken aback. I decided to take this moment to just confess. I slowly made my way towards him as he was still trying to find some sort of response. I held his hands in mine and looked deeply into his eyes.
"y/n, i have to be honest. I have to this before you leave me." he looked confused but nodded at me to continue. "i'm in l-love with you. i have been every since we were kids. I wish i could have told you sooner if i would have known you were going to war, but that is why i am telling you now. I love you, l/n y/n." i leaned up and kissed him gently.
"i'll come back to you...for you. I love you too. Always have." he whispered against my lips before leaning in again.
I teared up a bit. "I dont want you to leave. Im scared." he pulled away and cleared my tears with his thumbs and pecked my lips.
"i know, i am too but ill come back for you, one way or another." I held his head in my hands and crashed my lips onto his. I couldnt hold back anymore, i had to many emotions that i had to let out.
I pushed him back towards the bed, once the back of his knees reached the bed he sat down and I immediately followed, straddling him, never once letting our lips separate.
He moaned into my mouth, "take me, make me yours y/n" i pulled his lip back, looking deeply into his eyes before releasing it. He brought me closer, now it was my turn to moan into his mouth.
His hands trailed behind me and began to untie my corset. Once it was loose, i pulled away and slowly removed the dress off my body while his eyes never left his.
I kneeled in front of him and untied his trousers. He helped me pull them off as i took out his throbbing cock. I felt my breathing get harder as he stared at me with love and lustful eyes.
I leaned down and licked the tip of his cock which made him tense up for the second. I smirked as i took him into my mouth. He threw his head back and his hand reached out to grip my hair.
My movement started to increase with every moan he was letting out. Those sounds alone were making me so horny. He couldnt even let out properly that he was cumming with how he kept choking on his words.
With a final loud long grunt he let go into my mouth, I swallowed everything i could. I opened my mouth to show him. He shook his head with a smile as he pulled me towards him into a deep kiss.
I wrapped myself around him as he moved us onto the bed. He placed me on the bed and began kissing every part of me. Sucking on the place that makes me squirm. I felt him going lower before i stopped him.
"are you okay, princess?" i felt myself clench at the name. "more than okay but more than anything i just want you in me." he looked a bit shocked, i glanced down and saw his cock throb lightly at my words.
"a-are you certain?" I grabbed his face and kissed him harshly, "more than certain." he nodded into the kiss before his hands leaned down and positioned his cock at my entrance.
I moaned as i grinded myself against the tip. I felt myself getting impatient and pulled his hair, making him groan into me.
He slowly pushed into me. It felt better than i could ever imagine. I had to separate myself from the kiss and moan into his ear until he was fully into me.
He gave a second to adjust while kissing and sucking my neck. He bit softly at my collarbone while making me buckle my hips, moaning as i moved against his cock. I pulled his head from my neck and kissed him deeply. "you can move now." i stared into his eyes as he nodded.
It was slow at first, like he was scared to hurt me and even at this pace it felt amazing but i needed more. "faster, my love." right away he listened.
My back arched off the bed and closer to his chest. He leaned down and took my breast into his mouth. One of his hands started rubbing my clit. I whimpered his name at all the sensations, my hand gripped his hair and the other gripped his back, it was sure to leave marks.
"you feel so g-good, im close." he grunted into my ear. I couldnt even form sentences anymore, all i could do was clench around him, which made him stutter a bit but he shook his head and continued.
We both climaxed at the same time. After a minute of letting the feeling of bliss subside, he pulled out and collapsed next to me. I turned my sore body to face him.
"i love you." he warmly smiled at me before pulling me into his arms. "and i love you." he kissed my head as we fell asleep.
**Next-Day**
Sunlight lit up the room, forcing us to wake up. We looked at each other with nothing but love. We got up and got ready, exchanging glances and kisses.
"Time to take you back princess." he hugged me tightly and spun me before we headed out.
We got to the castle and were able to make our way to the secret garden before anyone could spot us. The girls were already there and waiting, after all today is when y/n is leaving. The girls glanced at us like they already knew but they never loudly acknowledged it.
One by one, they hugged y/n and wished him a safe return. Then it was my turn, the girls left the garden to give us space once they said their final goodbye. I really looked at him before hugging him tightly.
"promise me, you'll come back." i pulled away just enough to hold his face and bring him down.
"i'll come back alive just for you. You'll be the first one i will look for once i return. You have my word, princess." He kneeled down and kissed my hand before standing up and letting our lips met for the last time as he turned to leave the garden and into war.
