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✅WILL DO
-girl groups
-male reader, female reader, gender neutral and g!p reader
-smut (only for idols 18+)
-solo artist
-fluff, angst
⚠️DISCLAIMER⚠️ This is intended to be purposely used as entertainment. This is PURE FICTION, not based on true events and shouldnt be taken literally.
Request: Currently closed
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If there isnt a link to a story yet, it just means im working on it and it will be posed eventually. Im also not very consistent, so sorry about that😅. Just be a bit patience please.
Life can sometimes get in the way of the most littlest of things. I finally managed to get a few days off.
Waking up i decide to be productive by deep cleaning the house. Not that the house was dirty but it was needed. Once i was done the sun was already setting.
Grabbing the tv remote i snuggled myself against the couch cushions, playing some random show.
After a while late i heard the house door open, I looked towards the door to see a very exhausted looking JiU.
"hey baby, long day?" i got up and slowly made my way towards her.
"you don't even know. Our manager was being such an ass today." she dropped her bags and brought her head and rested it against my chest.
I wrapped my hands around her and caressed her head, "have you ate, i could make something for you while you shower, hm?"
I felt her shake her head against me, "i ate dinner with the girls before we left, I'll go shower though. The house smells and looks great by the way, is that what you did today?" she moved her head to look up at me.
"yeah, i had to much time on my hands and i felt like it was time for a deep cleaning."
JiU raised her face and pecked my lips softly, "well thank you baby, imma go shower okay, will you be in bed when i come out?"
"of course i will, i'll be waiting." i leaned down to peck her lips before letting her go.
I sat on the bed, back resting on the backboard while i read a book. Being to into the book, i didn't realize JiU was walking towards me.
"hey y/n baby," i faintly heard but it was enough to snap my head towards her.
I was a bit stunned at her, she looked so enchanting. Hair wet, covered by a silk robe, and just looking at me with her doe eyes.
"yes my love?" i sat up and placed my book off to the side.
She looked a bit nervous as she came closer to me, "i uh i know its late but do you think you could help me relax a bit, work has been a pain, and its been a while since we have done anything, n-not that thats a prob-" poor JiU was to busy in her rambling that she didnt notice me making my way towards her.
I shut her rambling with a kiss, she gripped my shirt and tugged me slightly closer, deepening the kiss. "You don't have to ask baby, now let me make you feel good, yeah?"
She nodded while looking at me with lust building in her eyes. Our lips came together again. I brought my hands to her hips and slowly set her on the bed, our lips not separating once.
I was doing my best to be gentle but JiU was making that very difficult. My hands roamed her body and every time they touched a sensitive area, soft moans would leave her mouth and enter mine.
A hand made its was to the knot on the robe, pulling the string as it came undone. My lips left hers and made their way down her neck as one of my hand groped her breast while the other rested on her waist.
I settled myself between her legs, lowering my waist into hers as she wrapped her legs around me. She moaned as our hips touched and she couldn't help but start to grind her hips up against me.
Her breath was getting heavier with every action i did, "b-baby"
I lifted my head away from the markings on her neck to look at her. "what is it my princess?" her legs tightened for a second.
"c-can you go lower? I w-want to feel you d-down there." she blushed at her own words, facing away from me as the words left her mouth.
I smiled softly. i grabbed her face and captured her lips again. Her hands pulling my face harder in her, " anything for you my love."
Kissing her body and leaving marks as i made my way down settling between her legs. I leaned into her warmth, letting my tongue enter her sweetness.
JiU let out a cracked moan as her legs clamped around my head, her hand reaching down to grip my hair. I couldnt help but moan and groan at the sensation.
"y/n!" she arched her hips, i grabbed her legs and drove my tongue deeper into her.
"fuck baby you taste so good." i let one of my hands go from her legs to her clit, making her squirm even more. She turned her head into to the pillow behind her.
"don't hide those pretty moans from me princess, i want to hear how good im making you feel, i am making you feel good right?"
I lifted my head slightly to look at her, not stopping my actions once.
"y-yes jagi your making me feel so so g-goood" her panting and praise kept me good and soon it was enough. Her hips began to twitch, letting me know that she was about to snap.
Her hips buckled into my face as i felt her let go. I calmed my movements as i cleaned her up. I felt hands grab my face and list me towards her. She kissed me much softer than how we started.
"t-thank you baby, i really needed that." she looked up at me with a tired smile.
"of course my princess, anytime, now lets get you changed." i got up to get her some pjs and helped her into them.
I got into bed with her and went to bring her towards me before i noted that she was staring at me. "whats up baby." i opened my arms towards her.
She cuddled up into me before looking into my eyes again, "i just really love you, not just for this but for everything that you do."
I huffed softly with a smile and leaned down to peck her lips. "i love you too my love, and i'll always be here for you in more ways than one. even when your this exhausted."
I was privileged to be raised in royalty and wealth. Living in a castle with my 5 other sisters was interesting for sure. As lucky as we were to be born into this, our childhood friend, Y/n, was not.
He is now a well-known knight, loyal to us and our kingdom. Our parents didn't like seeing us around him since he isn't considered royal.
But we grew up with him and we agreed we wouldnt let status affect our friendship.
So everyday once his training was over we all would make our way to the secret garden. The knights lived in the village, but they could still come and go on the castle grounds before the gates were locked.
Once we approached him, he had a bit of a nervous demeanor.
"You seem strange this evening" Namjoo curiously stated.
"I uh got news that im going to be joining the war." There was a moment of silence.
We've heard about the plans for war, but I dont think we've ever considering y/n was going to be joining it anytime.
"T-that means theres a chance you wont be coming back r-right." Eunji softly said as she looked down.
"dont worry, i'll be just fine." he patted her head, gently.
"when?" Bomi asked. "Next week."
"well, lets make the most out of it." Naeum pulled him into a tight hug.
Since then we did something with him every day. It was risky but it was worth it. My heart felt heavy with every day that passed. It was no secret between me and the girls that I was in love with him.
The girls decided that on the final day i would spend it with just him. We went out to the village. I was in a disguise so i wouldnt be noticed and i could have never felt so normal. Once it was getting late we decided to head back to the castle.
I was planning to take him to the secret garden one last time and confess. Everything was going great so far.
"well this is it. I'll make sure i'll come before i get sent off." he said as we approached the gates.
"Actually there is one more thing i have to say but i dont want to say it here." I held his hand and guided him closer to the gates, i pushed with my other hand only to be met with resistance.
I slowly turned to y/n who looked a bit confused, "uh what time is it?" he turned and looked at the towns clock tower. "10:27 why is everything okay?"
I fully turned to him in a sigh, "the castle gates close at 9 and i- oh my god i didnt even realize that much time passed." i faced palmed.
"oh- i totally forgot, hm, well you could stay at my place for tonight. We'll get you back in the castle tomorrow morning before anyone notices." he patted my shoulder reaffirmingly.
I thought for a bit before nodding, with a grin he held my hand and led me to his home. It was a pretty decent home, it felt cozy, alive, and warm.
"s-sorry about how small it is, upstairs is the bedroom." He walked around the home cleaning up a bit before leading me up.
"nonsense its perfect, where will you be sleeping?" i asked once i noticed the small twin sized bed in the room.
"oh dont worry about me, i'll sleep on the floor for tonight." i looked at him in shock. "no y/n this is your home, i am simply a guest, you take the bed."
"Chorong, im not letting you sleep on the floor." he crossed his arms and gave me a soft but stern look.
"s-sleep with me then." he looked taken aback. I decided to take this moment to just confess. I slowly made my way towards him as he was still trying to find some sort of response. I held his hands in mine and looked deeply into his eyes.
"y/n, i have to be honest. I have to this before you leave me." he looked confused but nodded at me to continue. "i'm in l-love with you. i have been every since we were kids. I wish i could have told you sooner if i would have known you were going to war, but that is why i am telling you now. I love you, l/n y/n." i leaned up and kissed him gently.
"i'll come back to you...for you. I love you too. Always have." he whispered against my lips before leaning in again.
I teared up a bit. "I dont want you to leave. Im scared." he pulled away and cleared my tears with his thumbs and pecked my lips.
"i know, i am too but ill come back for you, one way or another." I held his head in my hands and crashed my lips onto his. I couldnt hold back anymore, i had to many emotions that i had to let out.
I pushed him back towards the bed, once the back of his knees reached the bed he sat down and I immediately followed, straddling him, never once letting our lips separate.
He moaned into my mouth, "take me, make me yours y/n" i pulled his lip back, looking deeply into his eyes before releasing it. He brought me closer, now it was my turn to moan into his mouth.
His hands trailed behind me and began to untie my corset. Once it was loose, i pulled away and slowly removed the dress off my body while his eyes never left his.
I kneeled in front of him and untied his trousers. He helped me pull them off as i took out his throbbing cock. I felt my breathing get harder as he stared at me with love and lustful eyes.
I leaned down and licked the tip of his cock which made him tense up for the second. I smirked as i took him into my mouth. He threw his head back and his hand reached out to grip my hair.
My movement started to increase with every moan he was letting out. Those sounds alone were making me so horny. He couldnt even let out properly that he was cumming with how he kept choking on his words.
With a final loud long grunt he let go into my mouth, I swallowed everything i could. I opened my mouth to show him. He shook his head with a smile as he pulled me towards him into a deep kiss.
I wrapped myself around him as he moved us onto the bed. He placed me on the bed and began kissing every part of me. Sucking on the place that makes me squirm. I felt him going lower before i stopped him.
"are you okay, princess?" i felt myself clench at the name. "more than okay but more than anything i just want you in me." he looked a bit shocked, i glanced down and saw his cock throb lightly at my words.
"a-are you certain?" I grabbed his face and kissed him harshly, "more than certain." he nodded into the kiss before his hands leaned down and positioned his cock at my entrance.
I moaned as i grinded myself against the tip. I felt myself getting impatient and pulled his hair, making him groan into me.
He slowly pushed into me. It felt better than i could ever imagine. I had to separate myself from the kiss and moan into his ear until he was fully into me.
He gave a second to adjust while kissing and sucking my neck. He bit softly at my collarbone while making me buckle my hips, moaning as i moved against his cock. I pulled his head from my neck and kissed him deeply. "you can move now." i stared into his eyes as he nodded.
It was slow at first, like he was scared to hurt me and even at this pace it felt amazing but i needed more. "faster, my love." right away he listened.
My back arched off the bed and closer to his chest. He leaned down and took my breast into his mouth. One of his hands started rubbing my clit. I whimpered his name at all the sensations, my hand gripped his hair and the other gripped his back, it was sure to leave marks.
"you feel so g-good, im close." he grunted into my ear. I couldnt even form sentences anymore, all i could do was clench around him, which made him stutter a bit but he shook his head and continued.
We both climaxed at the same time. After a minute of letting the feeling of bliss subside, he pulled out and collapsed next to me. I turned my sore body to face him.
"i love you." he warmly smiled at me before pulling me into his arms. "and i love you." he kissed my head as we fell asleep.
**Next-Day**
Sunlight lit up the room, forcing us to wake up. We looked at each other with nothing but love. We got up and got ready, exchanging glances and kisses.
"Time to take you back princess." he hugged me tightly and spun me before we headed out.
We got to the castle and were able to make our way to the secret garden before anyone could spot us. The girls were already there and waiting, after all today is when y/n is leaving. The girls glanced at us like they already knew but they never loudly acknowledged it.
One by one, they hugged y/n and wished him a safe return. Then it was my turn, the girls left the garden to give us space once they said their final goodbye. I really looked at him before hugging him tightly.
"promise me, you'll come back." i pulled away just enough to hold his face and bring him down.
"i'll come back alive just for you. You'll be the first one i will look for once i return. You have my word, princess." He kneeled down and kissed my hand before standing up and letting our lips met for the last time as he turned to leave the garden and into war.
My parents were talking amongst themselves as i looked out the window of the moving car.
"y/n" i lifted my head and looked at my mother. "Remember we arent doing this for nothing. You make sure you win her parents over." I gave her a slight nod when my father patted my shoulder. "you know how much we need this." I lowly sighed and looked back out the window.
Soon the building came to vision and we got down. We met a maid, who was outside waiting for us and she lead us inside to where the other family was.
We all bowed and introduced ourselves before sitting down. Our parents were getting along great. They would ask me questions that i would politely answer.
I looked across from me, glancing at the person i would be marrying. Seola, no doubt she was beautiful but i could tell that she did not want to be here and i didnt blame her.
"Well i couldnt be happier to know our daughter is marrying yours and now our companies will be able to thrive and grow larger." Seola's dad cheered.
"I couldnt agree more" my mother responded. This situation feels so imhumane. I glanced up at Soela's mother who whispered something into her daughters ear.
"whats wrong?! "she stood up and slammed her hands on the table, "Whats wrong! What about the fact that my parents are marrying me off against my will to some stranger i dont even know for your guys own benefit!!" she yelled out loud, glaring at her parents.
Her dad stood and spoke with a stern voice, "Sit down! Y/n isnt even a bad person and this is what is best for the company."
"what about what is best for me?!"
"well... this isnt about you" With her fathers words, she scoffed and left the room.
"i apologize for her actions." her mother stood and bowed at us with a sad face.
"its okay, its understandable to feel that way. I'll do my best to take care of her and treat her right." i bowed in return.
**Time-Skip**
Seola POV
Once our marriage happened, we had to move in together. We've also only spoken a couple of times. I have been cold to her and i know its unfair.
"wow this place is nice." i turned to face y/n, who was struggling to bring in the luggage. I helped her with my things and made our way into the bedroom.
I began to unpack my clothes. I lost track of time before the smell of a warm, lovely aroma brought me back into reality. I made my way out of the bedroom and into the kitchen.
"oh i was just about to call you, i uh made dinner." she plated the food and placed it on the table before leaving the kitchen.
"thank you" i sat down and began to eat. One thing i've learn to enjoy about y/n was her food, she truly knew how to make an amazing dish.
"of course" she came back with some blankets in her hands before placing them on the couch. Once she fixed the couch, she came back to the table and started eating herself.
"c-can i ask you something" y/n immediately nodded a bit in shock, considering that we don't usually talk.
"why did you agree to this?"
She placed her fork down. "...because my family needs the money."
"what about what you want"
"What i want is for my family to be okay and as much as this situation is werid and im sorry you also have to go through this but this is the best thing for my family right now."
I hummed and nodded, "h-have you always been into women?" i played with my food a bit.
"yeah always have been but with my condition its kinda hard to make anything last. what about you?"
"i've never been with a girl and uh if you dont mind me asking what condition?" still playing with my food but looking up at y/n, i could instantly tell she got uncomfortable.
"i uh am intersex, meaning im born a woman but i also have a penis." she reached over and drank out of her cup.
All i did was hum in understanding and finish my food. Once i was done, y/n noticed and grabbed our plates.
"i could have done it you know, and thank you the food way good."
"its okay, plus i know you like taking a shower usually after dinner and its already pretty late and you're welcome." she sent a small smile my way before turning back to the dishes.
After our first month of living together, everything we did was a routine. We learned how to live together but it was still very minimal between us. She would still often sleep in the living room. Saying that the living room seemed warmer than the guest room, but she had her clothes in there.
Tonight was a dinner party that our parents were throwing. We got ready in our separate rooms. Y/n was waiting in the living room by the time i was done.
"W-wow you look beautiful." she patted her suit down as she looked at me.
"thank you, you dont look to bad yourself." i felt myself get a bit shy underneath her stare.
"thank you, shall we go?" she reached for her keys before holding out her hand. I hesitantly accepted, it was still somewhat difficult for me to accept that we were now married and this should be normal.
Once we arrived, we had to put the persona of a great, wonderful, happy marriage and fake smiles. After a while, we got drinks and somehow separated from one another.
i didnt realize that y/n wasnt by side until my friend, who i was currently talking to, pointed it out. "hey, that's your wife, right?" as i turned to look behind me, i noticed y/n...and someone else.
Y/n was talking some woman, who was getting a bit too close than a friend should be. I felt an unfamiliar feeling in my chest as i saw her reach up and fix y/n tie. I was glaring at them, i noticed y/n become fidgety and smile in a way she never did with me.
Y/n then picked up her hand to show her ring, which made me relax a bit even if i had realized why yet. But to my disbelief, she shrugged her shoulders and ran her hand down from y/n's tie to her stomach.
"i'll be back" before i could truly think about what i was doing i made my way towards them. y/n noticed me as i approached.
"hey babe, i've been looking for you, oh whose this?" i sent the woman a smile as she backed off.
Y/n opened her mouth to speak before the woman interrupted, "Vicky, nice to meet you. I've seen y/n around the company so i just wanted to speak with her."
"hm, do you also know shes married vicky?" i reached my hand to grabbed y/n's and showed her our rings. "i think she gets is now, Seola, its okay." y/n nervously tried to bring the tension. "oh does she because i dont think she got it the first time you tried telling her" i pouted, playing dumb.
Vicky tensed up, feeling embarrassed she rushed out an apology and left.
I kept glaring at her figure until she disappeared into the crowd. "so...you going to tell me what that was about?" i turned to face y/n as they spoke.
"well i know things between us arent ideal but you're married..."i made eye contact with her and i reached up and fixed her collar, "and you're married to me, which makes you mine" i pulled her tie, so our noses were touching. "and i dont share with what mine, now lets go home shall we.
Y/n was stunned, and slowly nodded but not before glancing at my lips.
Y/N POV
Once we got back home, Seola made her way to her room and i made my way to the guest bedroom,
What the fuck just happened? The whole situation left me stunned and....horny. I made my way to the bathroom and took a shower trying to get it out my head.
But i couldnt help but replay over and over again, i looked down and saw it wasnt going away so i decided to just deal with it. I tried to imagine anything else but my mind kept drifting off to Seola.
The way she didnt hesitate so claim me as hers, wasnt afraid to show the woman who i belonged to, the way she clenched her jaw, the way she looked at me, the way her lips looked, the way i was inches away from her lips, her breath so close to my lips that i could almost taste her, the way her face sat so pretty underneath the light, the way i could have leaned forward and captured her li-
I left out a low but hard groan as i came. Afterwards, I finished up my shower and went to bed in the guest room as i was too tired to get my blankets to set up on the couch.
The next few days ive noticed Seola was making more an effort to talk to me, she would make me coffee and remember things i would tell her.
We actually started to go on dates and as backwards as all this was, it felt really normal. We started slow and started getting more affectionate towards each other. Nothing big just cheek kisses, hugs and cuddles as we watched movies together and thats all it was; until this night.
I was finishing washing dishes as Seola was on top of the counter behind me, telling me how her day at the office was. Once i was done i turned to face her.
"and then he was about to spill the coffee all over my station, i literally had to tell him to leave before i crashed out." I smiled at her, I approached her and hugged her waist. She wrapped her hands around my neck.
"well im sorry that happened to you today but at least your back home now right?"
She looked deeply into my eyes as she played with my hair and smiled at me gently, "yeah...home."
i dont know how long we stared into each others eyes before i realized that we were leaning closer. Next thing i know my lips were on hers. It felt like we were both waiting for this moment with how we brought each other even closer.
I felt her legs tighten around my waist as she brought me closer. My hands on her waist lingered there, feeling her warmth against mine. We soon separated and continued to stare into one another.
"well i defiantly didnt hate that. "
"me neither." i leaned forward and pecked her lips with a grin.
"h-how about you sleep in OUR bedroom tonight? it gets pretty cold in the night."
"i would love too." I picked her up and we made our way to our bedroom.
Once we got ready for bed, i snuggled up with her.
Seola POV
I would have never thought this would turn out like this, but im not compaining.
Feeling her arms around me as we got comfortable in bed was something i didnt know i needed.
What y/n doesnt know is the day after the party i went to the quest room to ask y/n something when i noticed that she was taking a shower.
I was turning to leave as i heard her groaning then lowly i heard a soft whisper of my name before a final long grunt. After that i couldnt get the image of her out of my head.
With us being this close i decided to act. I backed myself onto her, I felt her tense up as i smirked when i felt a soft twitch.
She gripped my waist and whispered in my ear, "what are you doing?"
"me? nothing trying to get comfortable" i played dumb as i continued
"S-seola, if you keep doing that imma get a b-boner." she leaned her head down onto my shoulder and let out a soft moan.
"then as your wife i'll take care of you." i placed my hand on her chin and picked up her head and brought her to my lips.
I kissed her softly at first, she moaned a little louder onto my lips. I let go of her face and brought my hands down to her pj pants and let my hand go under her waistband. Automatically i could feel just how big she was.
I ran my hands from the tip and down. She broke the kiss and leaned down to my neck, moaning while kissing my neck.
I couldnt help but let my own whimpers out as she sucked on a sensitive part. I felt the tip, start to leak as her breathing got faster.
Her hand that was gripping my waist made its way to the front of my stomach and down. Her finger softly rubbed against my core and so often rubbing my clit.
I buckled my hips at her fingers, throwing my head back to moan loudly.
She pulled my panties to the side before entering me, "f-fuck y/n" I was panting, becoming breathless at her touches. Her other hands made its way under my top and teased my nipples
It was starting to get to much, the feeling of y/n fingers going in and out of me, curling at the best spots, the feeling of her warm mouth and tongue on my neck, and the feeling on her hand play with my nipples, rolling them between her fingers. I was reaching my limit, knowing that i began to jerk off y/n faster.
"d-does that feel good baby?" y/n moaned into my ear as she pulled my earlobe back and let it go with a soft snap.
"mhmm feels s-so good, im so close." i gripped her chin and made eye contact with her. " i wanna c-come together, can you do that for me baby?'
She gave me a dazed smile as her lustful eys looked into mine. "of course i can baby." She then kissed me harshly as she picked up her pace.
She curled her fingers at the perfect angle which made me tighten my thighs around her hand but that didnt stop her, she continued to hit that spot. I couldnt continue kissing her as i was moaning uncontrollably now.
I arched my back and felt y/n bite my neck as i felt her cock start throbbing. We both let loud moans before we came down from our high.
After a few moments of nothing but panting. y/n grabbed my face and kissed me lightly. "i love you"
I couldnt help but smile lovingly at her. I grabbed her face and brought her closer to mine. "i love you too, you're my everything you know." with another peck we cleaned up for the night and went to bed in each others arms.
I messed up and now y/n wont talk to me, and i dont blame them. After they left i tried to reach out and got nothing in return. I keep their things because i couldnt get rid of them.
My friends noticed that i would keep zoning out without realizing and i would find myself thinking of y/n often. As much as it was a dare, i really did fall for them.
"hey" i felt a light tap on my shoulder. I turned to face Kazuha, who was next to me. "you okay? You're not even eating, what you staring at?" she moved her head to see where i was staring at.
"probably Mingyu, i mean, who wouldn't, look at him" Chaewon chimed in while drinking out of her cup.
I glanced to where i was staring and didnt realize that i was staring at y/n. Y/n, who was underneath their favorite tree, which was across the football field. Y/n said that was their favorite tree because, especially during this time, is where there was a perfect amount of shade and sunlight shining through.
i felt myself smile lightly as i saw them there. Ignoring the flirty remarks the girls were saying. I just missed my y/n and it sucked not having them with me.
**Time-Skip**
After class i decided to bite the bullet. I made my way to a little cafe where i know y/n usually goes, hoping they were there. I walking in the shop, my nose being met with the smell of coffee and warm bread.
I looked around and immediately saw them. In the same spot, always in the back, alone, next to the window. I instantly got nervous and was hesitating before i saw them smile a bit at something they were reading, which softened me a bit.
As i approached them, they looked up at me, looking a bit shocked before hardening their face.
"W-what are you doing here?" they coldly said before looking down and setting the book aside.
"c-can i sit?" they glanced up at me then gave me a small nod. I gulped nervously before speaking, "i uh missed you. I knew you'd be here, you b-brought me here a few times" i started fidgeting with my fingers.
"yeah, well now i dont have any place that doesnt remind me of you." they were looking down and were playing with the corner of their book.
"y/n im sorry, i really am but im not lying when i say that..im in love with you. Yes at first it was a dare and i know it was wrong and i regret that is how we started but because of that i learned to love you and everything about you." i leaned over a bit and grabbed their hands.
"i just...I dont know how im supposed to believe you." they stared at me, suspicion in their eyes.
I squeezed their hands, "I could hard launch us and I'll even tell Chaewon and Kazuha." They looked a bit shocked, "b-but what about your popularity, you know, launching us will like basically destroy that."
"i dont care y/n, not anymore, not if it means that i cant love you." i smiled softly as i saw them relax a bit. I saw a light blush spread across their cheeks before giving me a soft nod. "good now lets go back to your place so we can do this, i have an idea." I pulled them up and made our way out of the building.
Once at their dorm, i sat them down and straddled their lap. Their hands automatically rested on my waist making me grin. I wrapped my hands around their neck, playing with their hair.
"can i kiss you...or is it t-too soon?" i asked a bit nervously.
They smiled up at me before pulling me closer by my waist. "yeah you can, plus i've missed you too." I leaned down and met their lips. I felt myself relax into them. After a few seconds, we pulled apart and stared into each others eyes.
"okay, i say we take a few photos and ill post a mix of these and ones that i have." i leaned down to grab my phone when y/n placed their hand lightly on mine. "It's okay, Yunjin, you dont have to, just having you here and mine again is enough."
"You're too cute, but its okay i want to. If thats okay with you." I asked. "of course it is" they leaned up and pecked my lips.
We took a few photos. I took one of me kissing their cheek while they smiled lightly at the camera with a slightly blurred filter. Another with their head resting in my neck and my hand through their hair as i smiled at the camera. I wanted a bit of a frisky pic, so i laid them on their back, they covered their face with their arms. I lifted their shirt up a bit and rested my hand on their stomach, and took the picture, capturing them with me on top. Another picture from a picnic where y/n was showing me a flower ring they made, and the final picture is a mirror picture where they were back hugging me with their hands around my waist. With the caption being ~the only person that truly has my heart @y/n
I showed y/n before posting and they nodded in approval. I leaned down and let our lips meet again. Y/n grabbed my waist and pushed me down on them. A soft hum left my lips, y/n then flipped us over as we continued to make out. Their hands slowly began to go under my shirt as my breathing was getting rougher.
Just before we could get any further i felt a vibration, we separated to see my phone ringing. It was Chaewon and Kazuha, they were blowing up my phone with messages before deciding to call me since i wasnt responding.
I looked over to y/n, they looked a bit nervous but nodded before getting off of me to lie down and brought me close to them to spoon me. i felt their breath on my neck as i picked up.
Before i could even say anything, Chaewon's and Kazuha's voices came through, "Are you serious? wtf is that post? we could still fix this. Take that off and we'll help you get with Mingyu. we could just say that it was fake or a d-" i cut them off while rolling my eyes.
"Listen girls, i don't care about all that stuff anymore. Whether you guys want to remain my friends or not is up to you guys but im done pretending to be happy. Y/n makes me truly happy and sees me for who i am." i felt y/n's hands tighten around me and kissed my neck lightly. "i love y/n and im not sorry." With that i hung up and turned to look at y/n.
"i actually cant believe you did that." they whispered. I fully turned to face them. "it's to show that im truly sorry and my love for you isn't fake."
Its been about two months since i told y/n to get out. My parents still havent forgiven me and well my bandmates have to talk to me for work. I know they still love me but i know they dont agree with how i acted that day.
I dont either. I regret it every day. I tried to reach out but always got no answer. I felt stuck, alone and it was all my fault.
I sighed as i looked around my room. It was sunny out. I sat up and decided to go for a walk. Ever since it hit me that y/n was truly gone, i've been rotting in my bed.
I stepped outside and took a small breath in and out before walking away from the dorms.
As i was walking, i kept thinking of how life was before i messed it up. The things we would do together, the things we would do when i wasnt feeling good, how he would always reassure me.
Before i knew it i ended up in a very familiar place. This is where we had our first date. It was at a park but a bit further back with a small creek.
I smiled at the sight as i remembered how it went.
I was up on a little hill, a good distance away from what was about to happen. He was trying to balance on a rock near the creek when he bumped into a tree that had a beehive. Once it fell all the bees came out and started swarming y/n. He was able to jump into the creek where it was deep enough for him to go under. After a few seconds the bees surprisingly left and he came to me soaking wet.
he was obviously embarrassed but i offered to buy him new clothes. y/n declined saying that the sun is good for you and he would dry in no time plus it would mean spending more time with me.
With that i couldnt help but fall for him. I giggled softly out loud to myself as i took in the location again.
I felt myself getting lost in thought before i heard noise behind me. I turned to see a small little dog that looked a bit like Y/n dog, he looked like Ko-
"Koji! Where did you go- oh" Y/n came out of the bushes and stopped when he noticed me.
"h-hi" i said a bit nervously. I could feel that y/n didnt know what to do in this situation.
"hey, uh w-what are you doing here?" he came a bit closer and picked up Koji in his arms.
"i uh......i m-missed you, and i'm sorry." i placed my hand on his.
He tensed and back up a bit. "i-im sorry too" I shook my head and held his hand tighter. "no you have nothing to apologize for. I shouldnt have acted that way towards you. I know its been a while also but I still love you y/n"
He looked at me nervously, as if trying to see if i was lying to him. He sighed and closed his eyes, " i-i still love you too JiU but-" he shook his head and stopped talking make me confused.
My heart dropped a bit. "i-is there someone else?" It was a question that hurt to ask but i had to know.
"n-no but i think you should move on, JiU, maybe someone who, i dont know, isnt as clumsy." he looked down in shame as his voice weakened.
I hated to see how broken he was and it was all because of me. "no" he glanced up at me, "i cant move on because i love you y/n. I love you and your clumsiness; it makes you, you. Im sorry i made you feel like you werent enough and im sorry it took this to make me realize that i took you for granted. I will do whatever to have you be mine again. Im so sorry." i felt a tear slip out of my eye.
His gaze softened and a soft smile appeared on his face. He leaned in and wiped my tear, "how could i not forgive you." my face copied that same type of smile, "does that mean youll give me another chance?" i looked at him hopeful.
"You dont need a chance, you already won. Plus i really did miss your smile." he set Koji down and hugged me tight. I automatically responded and hugged him just as tight.
"Thank you, ill make it up to you, i swear." i leaned in a gave him a soft kiss before dragging him down on the grass as we cuddled and watched the sunset, Koji coming along and resting in between us.
I honestly dont know how i ended up in this situation with one of my members. I'm part of the girl group, lovelyz. We've all learned to love each other.
Now if anyone knows the Lee Mijoo, then you know that she is a wild card. Which is one of the many things i love about her.
Me and her started a competition on accident. She's always been the flirtation type. Flirting with any woman in her vicinity. Which i never had a problem with until she told me that she was the better flirt out of all of us.
That triggered the competitive side of me, so here we are now. Things have been getting a bit out of control. I've noticed that she comes and inserts herself into the conversation to take me away from whoever.
Now we are here, in a studio, doing a small show with another group, Red Velvet. We were good friends with. After a while of filming it was time to take a break.
Our groups started to mingle and i made my way to Yeri, who i was pretty good friends with. She knew about me and mijoo so she wasn't surprised by my flirting. She would often respond and play along.
I led her to a spot on some couches and sat her down on my lap. She quickly got comfortable, leaning back against me as one of my hands rested on her waist and the other on her thigh.
"So how has everything been?" i gently rubbed my thumb on her thigh.
"good, nothing new though. Just always thinking about you." she winked at me, which made me roll my eyes and giggle a bit. I noticed a certain gaze looking at my direction. I smirked before turning to Yeri.
I leaned in and whispered in her ear, "shes looking". Yeri pulled back and grabbed my face with her hands, 'then lets give her a show." We kept talking and giggling, not once backing away from each other. If anything getting closer as we got more comfortable.
Soon it was time to get back on set. I patted yeri's thigh as she complained since she was pretty comfy. I stood up with her and steadied her on her feet. She brought me into a hug and as we pulled away i pecked her cheek.
Once it was over, we said our goodbyes and headed home. I was too tired to notice Mijoo's demeanor. Once we got home, everyone disappeared into their rooms. Mijoo was the last one and slammed her door a bit.
Feeling the energy off, i made her favorite tea and headed to her room. I knocked but no response. i slowly opened the door and noticed she was on her phone. I made my way to her and placed the teacup on her nightstand.
"hey babygirl, you okay? i uh brought you tea." i gave her a small smile, feeling a bit unsure if i was doing the right thing.
she glanced up at me before looking back on her phone. I let out a low sigh and hopped in bed behind her. I hugged her and brought her closer by her waist before whispering in her ear, "whats wrong princess?"
I felt her flinch a bit before setting her phone down. " i dont know why dont you as yeri, you seemed pretty comfortable with her earlier." i peeked from behind her and saw her pouting lips.
"aww baby, your not upset are you? come on you know i was playing around, or are you going to finally admit that i got game." i held her tighter as she tried pushing me away.
"your not playing right, since when have you seen me, practically fuck someone on my lap?" she was now fully looking at me.
"okay, now ur being dramatic." i leaned back, looking at the ceiling.
I heard her scoff before straddling my hips, filling my vision with her beautiful face. Naturally, my hands landed on her hips.
"not being dramatic, you guys were basically going to kiss if it wasnt for the producer." she leaned down, her nose almost touching mine. I noticed that her eyes landed on my lips.
"well i wouldnt have let it happen" my tone lowered as my eyes made their way down to her lips.
"why is that?" her breath softly brushed my lips, making me start to get a bit nervous at the closeness.
"because.... I'd rather be kissing you." I felt her tense a bit, making me start to regret my words.
"Hm well your lucky i would rather that as well" she leaned closer, i closed my eyes waiting for her lips to touch mine. But instead i felt a finger rest against my lips.
"but unfortunately i have an ego and if you want me baby you need to say the words." she ran her finger down my lips, to my neck and let it rest in my collarbone. "say whats it going to be?" she said with a teasing smirk.
I scoffed, "thats not fair" she arched an eyebrow and planted her hands on my chest and backed away from me. "shame, no kisses for you then. I guess you'll have to go back to yeri, see if she wants you cuz apparently im not enough. " she gave me a fake pout, such a tease.
I rolled my eyes before sitting up a bit and flipping us over. She wrapped her legs around my waist but kept her hands on my chest to prevent me from getting closer.
"fine," she smirked as i closed my eyes to continue, "i forfeit, you, Lee Mijoo, are a better flirt than me. Happy?" I opened my eyes to see her grinning hard.
"mmmhm very." without warning she moved her hands to my hair and neck and brought me down to her.
Our lips touched for the first time and this felt better than anything in the world. My breathing was getting harder and harder to control as we got more intense.
We separated for a moment to catch our breath. "i also forfeit from this, because i dont want to be flirting with anyone other than you." i couldnt help but smile and peck her lips.
The warm moment was short as i felt a hard tug on my hair making me wince in pain. "and i better not see or hear you flirting with anyone." she glared at me. "no no no of course not, baby, only you....please let go of my hair." thankfully she listened.
"good" she leaned forward and took my lips in hers again. I felt her tighten her legs even more and start rubbing herself on me. A soft moan escaped her lips.
I gripped her waist to stop her, which made her pull away and look at me in confusion. " wait babygirl, i have a new competition for us." She smiled as i leaned down to capture her lips again.
Here i am once again, sitting in the back of the classroom, doodling in my notebook. Once the bell rang for lunch, i made my way to the big oak tree that i am always at.
Im pretty much a loner, but it wasnt always like that. Before i had a best friend named Sei then one day she disappeared. No note, no goodbye, no nothing. Turns out they had moved and still didn't bother telling me anything.
I tend not to socialize much in fear of people leaving me for reasons i wont know. But me and sei had a mutual friend, Doyeon, she's stayed with me through everything.
But we are too different, shes student council president, popular, pretty and amazing. Me, im a loner, pathetic loser.
I was lost in thought that i didnt notice the footsteps approaching me.
"hey, y/n." she kneeled down to be the same height as me.
"whats up.." i mumbled a bit while raising my head to look at her properly.
"well besides you missing your second period again," she gave me a small glare before continuing, "i have something for you to do in order to make up for that." a wide grin spread across her face.
"im fine, thanks." i looked back down to my sketchbook. "what even is it?"
"unfortunately you cant refuse and im glad you asked. You need to give the new student a tour of the school." I shoot my face up to look at her.
"what, why me? isnt that like part of your job?" i questioned.
She rolled her eyes, "listen y/n, your failing your second period and thats a requirement to graduate, okay? I managed to convince your teacher that if you do this, she'll bump up your grade." i looked at her confused. "i care about you y/n, i know it might not be the same as you know who but i do care. Your my friend." she reached down and squeezed my hand.
"...okay....thank you doyeon, truly." i gave her the best soft smile i could manage.
"of course, now i know you ditch this period too, so tells go to class." i groaned and she dragged me off the ground. "who even is this new student?" i got up and patted the dry grass off of me.
"not sure, some girl though. But she is coming tomorrow, ill let you know more details later." with a slight nod from me we headed to class.
**Next Day**
Doyeon told me that the new student was going to enter my second period and thats when ill take her around the school.
I was already debating on just backing out and ditching but knowing that Doyeon put in the effort to do this for me, is what made me stay.
I sat down in my regular seat waiting there for class to start. After a few minutes, i took out my sketchbook and started doodling. The teacher began to start talking, then was interrupted by the classdoor opening.
"ah, you must be the new student joining us today. Class please welcome our new student be nice and lets be quiet while she introduces herself."
"Hello everyone, My name is Lee Seo Jeong but you could all me Sei for short. I hope we could all get along." as she finished her monologue, i looked up in shock to see her standing there. After all this time, she was right in front of me. Doyeon was right next to her also, looking at me with wary eyes. Im guessing Doyeon was helping her find this classroom.
Time seemed to freeze when she looked around the classroom with a warm smile before landing on me. I noticed she stiffened a bit, shocked in seeing me also.
"very well. Sei, Y/N here will be taking you around the school." with that i exited the classroom with Doyeon and Sei following behind me.
The teacher pulled Sei back to talk to her. "Please let me know if she causes you any trouble." i rolled my eyes before ignoring their conversation.
"hey, i-i didnt know it was going to be her. If you want i could take her around and you dont have to be here. You could hide in the council room." Doyeon looked worried.
I took a moment to think, i quickly glanced at Sei, now wrapping up her talk with the teacher. I let out a long sigh, "its okay, i dont want you getting in trouble, ill be able to manage." i tried my best to send her a reassuring smile.
She pouted a bit. "alright, well good luck and you let me know if anything. You'll know where ill be." she leaned forward and gave me a peck on the cheek, a habit i've to learned to get used to. She patted my shoulder and walked away.
I heard a soft cough before turning to see Sei looking at me. "lets go"
I took her all around the school, she handed me her schedule and showed her where all her classes were. Last place we ended up was the football field.
"This is it, welcome. you could go ahead and head back, if they mention me just say i went to the bathroom." i sat on the bench and began to pull out a cigarette and lighter out of my sock.
"you know thats bad for you right......y/n" her voice came out softly.
"i honestly dont care what you have to say." i lit my cigarette and took a puff.
She scoffed before stepping to me and pulling the cigarette out of my mouth and stomped it on the ground. I started to glare at her as she made eye contact with me.
"Listen i-i know i hurt you." I looked down "a-and im so sorry, but that doesnt mean ive never stopped thinking about you." I couldnt respond to her, i had to many questions but too much anger to speak properly, so i chose to stay silent.
"a-are you and doyeon dating now?" she looked down and played with her fingers.
"why do you care?" i stood up and began to walk away. " you didnt care when you left me, so why do you care about me and my life now?"
"Can you stop walking and actually talk to me so i could explain." she grabbed my arm and spun me around. I removed my arm from her grip and crossed them, waiting for her to continue.
"i dont have a good reason. I was a coward and selfish. not only did i not think i was coming back but i........ i didnt think there was a chance between us. I like you, y/n. even after all these years i still do. I didnt tell you because i didnt want to get my feelings hurt, and i didnt want to see you hurt. and i know me not telling you was worse, and i regret it every single day. but i promise you i still have strong feelings for you." she stood close to me to the point i could faintly smell her perfume.
"b-but i understand if you dont feel the same or if your dating d-doyeon. I just wanted to let you kn-" i cut her off with a hug, almost instantly she hugged me back.
"its going to take me a while to forgive you, because you really hurt me but i understand. Its just good to have you back Sei." i squeezed her tighter as her hands gripped my hoodie.
Its crazy to think how fast things could change in a blink of an eye.
One moment im in my apartment playing video games in my living room, the next im hearing the news and watching the people down below start attacking each other.
An outbreak, turns out some scientist were experimenting with peoples lives and it got out of control. So stupid, this is the stuff that happens in movies.
But as stupid as those movies were, i quickly put my knowledge to work. I boarded up my apartment, trying my best to ignore the chaos of the screams outside. Not letting anyone in my space.
I learned how to manage the food i had left, i was surviving for almost a month, thank goodness i went shopping before all of this.
After a few months of this hell, there was no more screaming, just groans of those brain-dead freaks walking around. Then as much as I didnt want to I had to occasionally leave my apartment, trying to find any supplies i could.
It wasnt easy beating these freaks either but I always managed to get back home just fine.
Unfortunately, all good things come to an end. Out of nowhere, I had noticed more of those freaks were traveling in what it seemed like herds, and they were coming straight for my apartment complex.
I knew i had to move fast, I gathered as many important things as i could find and heading out. Walking down the road to who knows were was so strange. It felt like i was the only actual living thing around.
Somehow, someway, i found myself in a neighborhood. I dont know what i was even looking for but this area seemed a bit off to me. Having that in mind i walked more cautiously. It just felt like something was watching me.
Feeling uncomfortable i made my way to a house that looked in better shape than the other houses. As i stepped closer i noticed that all the windows where boarded up, the door was blocked.
I grew a bit suspicious, i walked alongside the house when i noticed a small window on ground level to what seemed to be like the basement. I leaned down and was able to push it, to my surprise. i, then, shined my light for anything unsafe, but found nothing. I looked back once more before squeezing my way in.
After closing the small window, I made my way into the house, quietly and cautiously. It was surprisingly clean, which made me question things. Did the owner dip? were they dead? were they alive at some point and never made it back? Are they coming back?
I shook my head and made my way to the kitchen. Wasnt much but it was enough food to last maybe a month. I made my way upstairs and into a bedroom. It was also clean.
As i made my way towards the bedside table and looked at a picture frame, i heard footsteps behind me. I felt myself stiffen up a bit before slowly setting the picture down, just as they got closer to me.
Then just at the right time, i turned and grabbed their arm and threw them on the floor. I took my machete out, ready to attack this braindead freak, when i froze.
She was alive. Alive and staring at me. Noticing this moment of shock she swiped my feet, making me fall to the ground. She straddled me, aiming a gun at my face.
"you alone?" still in shock i nodded my head with my hands in the air.
"what are you doing around here?" getting frustrated at the lack of response, she nugged my head with the gun "hello, im talkin to you? What are you doing here?"
"i uh, looking for a n-new place to stay. my place was s-starting to get swarmed." i gulped in responding to her.
She looked at me for a small while. "hm, well ur not welcomed here so leave. oh and im keeping this." she got off of me and grabbed my bag.
"w-wait come on c-can we work something out? please, thats all i have right now." i stood up fast, stumbling a bit trying to chase after her. "please"
She stopped before turning around to face me. feeling a bit desperate, i started to talk. "i'll do anything, i've havent seen a human in who knows how long. i-im pretty good at looting, i can h-help you."
"i dont need help" she stared at me hard, narrowing her eyes a bit. Just before i was going to give up. she sighed. "whats your name hm?"
"y-y/n" she repeated my name a few times softly. "how long have you been alone through this?"
"since it first started." i looked down. I never got along with my family, even with the outbreak they still didnt try to reach me, and wouldnt answer my calls, expect my sister once. Then i never heard from her again.
There was a moment of silence before she spoke again, "i've been alone for what almost felt that long." I looked back up at her as she began to tell her story, her gaze softened a bit. "Back when it first started, i was out walking around with my brother, then we witnessed the attack. then the next thing you know there are people eating people everywhere. We were going from place to place trying to find one stable place, then we made the wrong move. We entered a house with a security system and it sounded the alarm. next thing you know there are millions of those things everywhere. and my b-brother decides to play hero. He pushes me into a room and blocks the door, and yells. Yells at those things to start chasing him. I was begging him to let me out, once i managed to. He was gone." She looked at me once more, a small tear escaping her eye.
"i-im so sorry." i took a small step towards her.
she scoffed a bit and wiped her tear with a sad smile. "i dont even know why i told you all that, pathetic........listen y/n" i tensed up once she said my name and looked at her a bit nervously. She was definitely kicking me out.
"my name is seunghee.....and ill uh let you stay on one condition." i immeditly started nodding my head. "we do things my way and the moment u decide to do some shady shit i will not hesitate to put you out." She stepped closer with every last word she said.
Not being able to function with her this close to me, as i was able to see her features better from this close. Man, she is gorgeous. "i understand." i responded back in a low tone but maintained my eye contact. She took one last look at my face before backing away, making me release my nervous breath.
"your sleeping on the couch, i dont care that their are three bedrooms and all your stuff, that includes your weapons are staying with me, in the mean time that i could tell that you are truly trustworthy. Unfortanly that pretty face isnt enough to keep you safe." with that she left upstairs, leaving me in a flustered state.
I took a seat on the sofa, trying to process what just happened. Decided whether i made a good or bad decision. well, whatever the case, at least im no longer alone.
Hiding things from your parents is never a good thing but when you have strict homophobic parents like mine it all i could do in order for me to be happy.
Unfortunately, I'm actually grounded right now because somehow it got around to my parent that im dating someone.
I've been with y/n for a few months now and shes been the best thing to ever happen to me, but someone is constantly ruining it by mentioning it to my parents.
Even though this person has never showed any proof of anything my parents still believed it .
It never lasted that long though, since again they didnt have proof and i never did anything to get myself into real trouble, but this situation is making a big impact in our relationship.
Since i was bored, I decided to tidy up my room when out of a sudden i heard something tap again my window.
Spooking me for a second i made my way to the window and peaked outside, only to see my girlfriend standing there with a wide grin when she noticed me as well.
"what are you doing here?!" i whispered-yelled as i opened the window, trying to not be so loud since my parents were home.
"i wanted to see you, can i come up?" she smiled at me which made my heart flutter. I let out a soft sigh before nodding.
Without hesitation she began to climb the tree by my window and made her way inside. She quielty closed the window then turned and grabbed me into a warm hug.
"i've missed you" she sighed into my neck, and i couldnt help but melt more into her embrace. My hand wrapped around her as i brought her tighter to me.
"me too, baby." i raked my fingers through her hair. After a few more seconds we separated and she took a look around my room, making me feel a bit embarrased.
"geez, what happened here princess?" she chuckled before looked back down at me and pecked my forehead.
"i was trying to look for something and by the time i found it the room looked like this." i groaned against her as my hands gripped her shirt, bringing her closer to me.
"well dont worry, we'll get this clean in no time." she pecked my nose and rolled up her sleeves as we began to clean up.
I couldnt help but admire her a bit as we cleaned. I dont deserve her and she doesnt deserve this whole situation that we are in.
After a while we finally finished, "boom, looks like nothing ever happened" she made her way to me to pick me up and spun me around.
We giggled and we both fell softly onto my bed, and just for a moment time stood still. Like nothing mattered but this moment alone. Staring into each others eyes, it felt peaceful. She is the only person that could make me feel like this.
Without much thought i leaned in and let my lips meet hers in a gentle soft touch. She kissed me back in the same way, just as soft. We pulled away for a breath and continued to stare into each other.
"i love you, ning." she whispered, eye filled with nothing but love and warmth.
I smiled softly, "i love you too, y/n" just as we were leaning into each other the door to my room opened out of nowhere, catching both of us off guard.
"ningning ive been cal- what the hell is this!?" it was my father.
Realizing that, we both pulled away from each other and stood up. "d-dad i could explain." i hesitantly walked towards him.
"explain what!? that not only is my daughter disobeying my rules but let alone with a girl." his face was filled with nothing but rage, his face turning red with the more yelled.
"s-she's just a friend dad." i tried to expain but it didnt help that my voice was cracking in fear.
"do you thing im stupid?! I know exactly what i saw and- you know what me and you mother have been talking and as much as she told me not to do it after this, this is what you deserve."
he made his way towards me, steps stomping in anger. He stood in front of me, i looked down in fear, his finger hovered in front of my face.
"you, ningning, are going to Korea." i looked up at him in despair, dropping to my knees in a sob. "w-what.. n-no you cant"
"yes i can and thats final. And you!" he made his way towards y/n, who was looking down and still the entire time. "you get the fuck out of my house" he gripped her collar making her look at him with broken sadden eyes. "if i ever see you around my daughter again, i will be glad to beat the shit out of you, because of you she isnt normal. You freaks always corrupting the innocent."
He let go of her collar, she lost her balance a bit but stayed standing as he left the room. I was still sobbing into my hands as i heard footsteps approaching me. "hey, dont cry princess." y/n leaned down and hugged me.
I gripped my hands around her, tightening my hands on her clothes to bring her impossibly closer. She picked up my head and wiped my tears, which didnt do anything since i was still crying.
"no matter how far apart we are....i will always love you and...ill wait for you ning." she kissed my forehead, letting her lips linger there before standing up. I looked into her eyes, she wasnt crying but i knew she wanted to. She wasnt because we both know it would make this harder.
"d-dont leave me y/n" i started sobbing harder as she make her way to the window.
"im not leaving you princess, im always with you remember." she pointed to her wrist. We had matching bracelets that we made for each other and tiny matching tattoos that was also did on each other. "this isnt a goodbye, it a.... see you next time. I love you ning so much."
I barely choked out the words back as she left. Now i was alone again. I dropped to my knees again and started to cry even harder. The reality of everything hitting me once more.
"h-honey im sorry, i really tried to convince him not to send you but you know how he is onc-" my mother slowly make her way into my room and placed a hand on my shoulder.
The touch made me flinch away from her like is she burned me, " leave me alone" i said harsher than i intended. She sighed before retreating her hand and walking out. Then walking in my father again.
"get packing, your leaving early morning. and stop crying this is what happens when you want to be keeping secrets, tsk." he slammed my door shut.
Secrets are something that is meant to be kept hidden from others, but nothing should be kept a secret if it means you being unhappy. Sometimes you have to take the risk, thats something I wish i could have done sooner.
On a rare day off, me and some of the girls decided to go out to eat. The day was filled with laughs, conversation, drinking and eating with each other. Time went by faster than expect and it was already night.
We got our things together and left the restaurant. We were casually talking while heading back to the room. Seeing as all the girls were walking a bit behind me, i decided to walk backwards to face them.
Getting distracted by making jokes, one of the girls screamed at me.
"HYUNJIN MOVE!!!" i didnt realize that i was in the middle of the street. I turned to my right to see a car flashing my eyes with its light, screetching its tires as they tired to stop. I felt like a deer in headlight, all i could do was close my eyes and brace for impact.
I felt the weight of something move my entire body harshly to the side but i didnt hit the ground. My body was being held by something, or someone.
I opened my eyes in confusion to see a man holding me. "Are you okay?" he had an expressionless look on his face, but his eyes said something different. I was still in shock but managed to nod.
He let go of me slowly for me to stand properly and went to the driver of the car. The girls surrounded me and keeping asking how i was but i couldnt stop staring at him.
"Hyunjin!" Yves waved her hand in front of my face to make me look at her. "are you okay?" I think i was still in shock that i couldnt say anything, i just nodded again.
"that man came out of nowhere", " no literally no where", " he just appeared in thin air and grabbed you", "what is his d- hyunjin where are you going." the girls were talking amongst each other before i decided to get closer to the men.
"how the fuck was i supposed to know she was going to walk in the middle of the road like an idoit. Not my fault i didnt see her." the driver was talking rather annoyed to the man that saved me.
"do you not want to see for the rest of your life?" the man grabbed the drivers collar through the window still with that emotionless face. I dont know why but i grabbed his arm, trying to stop him.
He turned to look at me. I looked at his eyes to see them bright red and glowing before slowly going back to normal. He took a breather before looking back at the driver.
"Get out of here. If i ever see your face again, I can promise you that i will go through with my words." although his expressionless face, his voice sounded low, deep and stern. He let go of the driver and watched as the car speed off.
"are you alright?" his voice was softer now.
"y-yeah, thanks to you." i took this moment to really look at him. He seemed very well maintained. Black slacks, white button up shirt, black vest, dark red tie, neatly combed hair, and a clean shaved face.
He cleared his throat, "glad your alright, i shall get going now." he gave me a bow then moved around me and began to walk.
"wait" i grabbed his arm, making him turn to face me again. "whats your name?"
He gave me a long look," y/n and your hyunjin." he stood up straighter.
"ah are you a fan?" i gave him a smile.
"something like that." before i could rely to him the girl came up to me, some of them giving y/n a weird look. But his gaze never left me.
"we...should head home already." Vivi tugged on my arm.
"I want him to come with us.." already the girls opened their mouths to protest, " i know before you guys start, i just.....need answers." me and y/n had an intense eye contest going but me saying that made him tilt his head just a tiny bit.
"are you insane?!" Jinsoul stood in front of me. i looked at the girl with a pleading look on my face, making them all sigh. "fine"
I turned back to look at y/n, giving him a moment to reject if he wanted to. Instead, he turned and held his arm out. I dont know why again but i took it instantly, ignoring the whispers behind me.
**Time-Skip**
Once we arrived, we sat him down and Chuu went to the kitchen to grab him a cup of water. We all surrounded him in the living room as he thanked Chuu for the cup.
He was still the same, calm, collected but yet emotionless. "i'm sure all you guys have a lot of question, so begin." he placed the cup down and waited.
The girls glanced around before setting their eyes on me. I cleared my throat before i began. "well, the girls mentioned that you seemed to appear out of thin air, and i uh saw your eyes and their were glowing. If your not human, what are you?" i was a bit nervous to hear the truth.
His lips twitched into almost a smirk before looking down and sighing then looked up at me again. "your bold ill give you that, but if you must know i'm a....demon." There was a bit of a pause, like if we were all processing what he said.
"If your a demon, why did you save hyunjin's life? arent demons supposed to be evil, and i dont know maybe want death to happen." Heejin asked, looking curious and a bit scared at the same time.
"well we have a leader that makes us abide by his rules. If i were to be under his ruling, i would have to follow those rules. But not now, not anymore." he looked down and clasped his hands togther before looking up again.
"so you dont follow him anymore?" Gawon asked, he shook his head in response."why?"
"i...started feeling things a demon shouldnt. A feeling most human have....the feeling of loving someone." his eyes met mine again, making me confused.
"h-how you barely even know me?" He looked back down as he spoke," there was a time where i had to come up here in the land of the living to follow an order to harm to someone...Then i saw you, and till this day i dont know why all i wanted to do was to protect you no matter what."
"....so you've been stalking her?" Olivia gave him a look of disbelief as i sent her a glare.
"if you call me following her to be making sure she is okay, then yes." he also sent her a firm look. "now if you will excuse me, i have overstayed my welcome." he stood up, bowed to us and began walking to the door.
I ran up again and stood in front of him. "wait you cant leave. You cant just tell me all of this and then leave." He looked at me confused. "i mean...you just confessed to me and saved my life."
"im confused on what more you want me to do?" he gave me a bit of an intense look, like he was challenging me a bit.
"stay with me, keep on protecting me, let me get to know you better." i stepped a bit closer, i noticed his jaw tightened at the close distance.
"why? why would you want to get to know me, a demon" his gave flickered red, his hands turning into a tight fist. I reached out to grab his hands, holding them into mine.
"demon or not, i feel surprisingly safe with you. I know you basically know me but i want you to know me more, more personal, and i want to get to know you. Not as this demon protector of mine, but as y/n." i leaned forward to plant a kiss on y/n's cheek, making his eyes pulse a soft glow of red.
"i can promise you hyunjin, no matter how long i live, i will always keep you safe." he leaned down and kissed my top of my head.
The person that you love shouldnt feel scary, insecure, or unwanting. It should feel the complete opposite of those things, most of all the love in any relationship should feel safe.
The sun was setting as me and Jiu laid next to each other on the couch. I was watching tv and she was on her phone.
It was out of nowhere that Jiu sat up, startling me a bit.
"baby, we should do this." she smiled at me, and leaned against me to show me her phone.
"what is it?" i asked as i focused on the screen in front of me.
"so basically, its a little fun couples game. Were we have to put our faces really close to each other and stay like that as long as possible and who ever leans in to kiss the other person first loses, what do you think?" she paused the video and looked at me with anticipating eyes.
Even if i wanted to, i could never say no to her. "Seems easy enough, i know i'll win so." i shrugged my shoulder as she rolled her eyes with a grin.
"mmhm sure, lets see if you could resist these lips." she leaned forward and i couldnt help but look at her lips as she came closer. Just before our lips touched she stood up with a smug grin.
"Imma go get the camera." she winked as she left into our bedroom. I sighed as she disappeared from view, this was not going to be easy.
I sat fully up and made space for the camera, which we got for us to capture memories and just our journey together.
Once she came back, we set it up, make sure it was recording before she explained to the camera what we were doing.
I couldnt help but admire her as she spoke. She then turned around and looked at me. "you ready?"
i nodded with a soft smile. "actually wait, can we touch?" i gave her a smirk and bounced my eyebrows.
She rolled her eyes with a grin, "yes we could touch, just no kissing, anywhere. whoever does, loses." I nodded my head understanding what she was saying, then it began.
We silently look at each other for a while. Jiu was truly a beautiful women and forever grateful that i have her in my life.
"your so amazing, you know that?" i leaned my hand to tuck a piece of her hair behind her ear.
She blushed as a shy smile rested on her face. "your pretty great too." we just continued to stare at eachother like a couple of idiots.
She then placed her hands on my shoulders and straddled my hips, which made me glup a bit, she knew my weaknesses. She wrapped her hands behind my neck and played with my hair.
My hands made its way to her waist and brought her closer to me. "i really love you." i took this moment to look deeply into her eyes. She tilted her head, bashfully , "I love you too."
I brought her closer to the point that out noses were touching, just ever so lightly. Both of our gazes made their way to each others lips. I felt my own breath start to get heavier.
"a-arent you a bit to close." her hands had made their way to my shoulders again, gripping my shirt.
"isnt that the point." My thumb rubbed her waist gently.
Her tongue came out to lick her lips, which made me smirk. " what trying to resist?"
She scoffed and looked into my eyes. "i have more self-control, unlike you." She came even closer and with one hand cupped my jaw, tilting my jaw up a bit.
All i could do was let out a low hum as my hands moved on their own. One on her ass, the other on her thigh, making sure she was staying that close to me.
She smirked and tapped my jaw with a finger and tilted her head teasingly but not backing away from me, "watch you hands baby."
My eyes snapped to hers, my breath getting a bit more rough, my gaze telling her everything i was feeling. "remove them then." But she didnt instead she held my gaze before it got to much for me.
I leaned in and kissed her lips. She gripped me harder and we continued. I flipped us so now she was under me laying down as i was on top of her, never once seperating our lips. I pulled back and kissed down her jaw.
Soft noises kept leaving her lips but before i could get any lower, her hands grabbed my face back to hers to kiss her but this kiss was more gentle than before. We seperated slowly and a grin filled her face.
"i won." I rolled my eyes and kissed her again. "You act like i could truly ever resist you." i kissed every part of her face.
"i know,....you could never resist me." she teased and captured my lips again.
I'll forever show Jiu how i feel about her, because for me there is no reason to resist the person that you love, so don't.
It was late at night and i was doing what i do best. Thinking, rotting in my room alone. The only thing that was constantly coming back into mind was Eunchae.
I just dont understand her. I dont know why she still hasnt given up, and shes been making it so much more harder to keep my distance.
I sunk deeper into my bed with a loud sigh. I wrapped the blanket around me and was just continuing to think before it was interrupted by the room door opening.
"heyyy we brou- oh..... you okay.?" i picked up my head slightly to see Yunjin peaking into our room with a concerned face.
I sat up a bit against my headboard to look at her better. "yeah just you know....thinking."
"thinking about what?" she came deeper into the room and sat besides me.
i took a long pause then rubbed my face with my hands before answering.
"Eunchae" I removed my hands and looked away from her, not even realizing that I was blushing.
Since i didnt notice my apperant blush, Yunjin sure did and her face changed from concern to a knowning grin.
"well...I mean you cant be that dense, right?" she patted her hand against my leg.
I looked at her a bit confused. "what do you mean?"
"Like you know we all care about you, but have you ever really realized why Eunchae is so set on trying to get to know you and get closer to you way more than us?" she squeezed my leg.
I let out a snicker, "yunjin i literally think about this all the time?...i think i have an idea but im not sure."
"your not sure or you dont want to accept it?" she gave me a firm look. I couldnt respond.
She gave me a bit of a pity look before reaching over and hugging me.
"I also have a good reason as to why you choose to keep your distance from us..." i tensed up a bit at her words, "and i want you to know that we dont care, like at all. Our manager told us way before debuting and nothing has changed except for the fact that we love you more and care for you no matter what." she hugged me tighter before loosing up again.
My hands tightened around her hoodie, "i really am grateful to have you guys." we pulled away from each other. Yunjin reached to brush a tear away, which made me panic.
"w-why are you crying? dont cry." i couldnt help but let my walls come down to comfort Yunjin.
"cuz we really care about you, especially Eunchae and i- we dont ever want to make you feel left out. Your family y/n." I reached up and brushed her tears away.
"i really apperciate it, t-that means a lot to me. but stop crying, go clean up okay." she nodded at my words and i gave her a quick hug before she got up and left.
With her gone i took the time to take in the entire conversation. Then i decided to get up and made my way down to Eunchae's room and knocked.
"YOU MAY ENTER!" i giggled a bit before opening the door. Once she noticed it was me, she sat up from laying down.
"OMG, Draculay finally woke up from their slumber." she covered her mouth to exaggerate her actions.
I rolled my eyes and let out a sarastic haha.
"i was uh... wondering if....i dont know...you maybe want to go to that new ice cream shop that recently opened?" i was playing with my finger and had my head down but lifted it to wait for her response.
She looked at me a bit skeptical with a smirk on her face, "yess?"
"alright well get ready." i left to room and found Chaewon in the kitchen.
"hey me and Eunchae are going to go and get ice cream." she quickly turned around looking at me skeptical.
"uh okay? be safe dont be out to late." she patted my shoulder before returning back to whatever she was doing.
I made my way back to the room and got myself ready. Once i was done i made my way back to Eunchae's room and knocked.
"Immediately the door opened and i saw Kazuha. "oh y/n, shes not ready. Give us a few more seconds." then closed the door in my face. I was a bit confused but sat down and waiting in the living room.
After a few more minutes, Eunchae stepped into view. I got up and checked out her outfit. I felt a nudge on my side and saw Sakura next to me.
"Tell her something."
"o-oh um you look amazing even though we are just going for ice cream." all the girls shook their head in disappointment. Sakura even facepalming.
"thank you y/n" Eunchae said with a blush rising up to her face. We said our goodbye's and headed out.
Once we got there, we ordered our ice cream and sat down across from each other in a booth.
"sooo, why invite me here?" she looked at me as we waited for our ice cream.
"uh cuz....." i let out a bit of a sigh "i'm willing to try." my fingers were tapping against the table.
Nothing followed after, nothing but silence. I couldnt look at her, i was nervous. Their was movement, then a dip next to me and my hands were grabbed. Now i had to look at her and she was smiling brightly.
I couldnt help but soften at the sight. Then before i could process, she pecked my lips. "sorry, i couldnt help myself, im just really happy." she looked down at our hands.
I brought her hands to my lips and pecked them before cupping her cheeks and kissing her forehead.
"lets just take our time okay." i pulled away and looked deeply into her eyes.
"of course, but that doesnt mean i wont stop trying." she smiled brighter at me.
"well you should stop because you already won." my hand made it way back into hers softly.
"won what" she looked up at me curiously.
"my heart." i kissed her hand as our ice creams came.
Just because i have someone close to me now that doesnt mean i wont stop trying to make them feel special everyday.
I hated when this happened. I would wake up in the middle of the night and couldnt go back to sleep. Usually though after a few minutes i would end up going back to sleep but tonight i just couldnt.
I've been awake in 12:42am and its now 4:28am. I've just been lost in thought. Schedules have been hectic lately, me and the girls have been just constantly up and down.
We finally got some time relax but now that we have the time to i cant seem to rest. Then the thoughts came of my girlfriend.
I clenched my teddy bear that she gave me tighter. I've missed her so much. Due to how busy we have been i havent been able to see her much. We would still manage to facetime or text through the day but its not the same as being able to be with her physically.
I think thats why i've been up for longer, i've been a bit worried that things might change. That she will get tired of having to deal with me not being there with her. That i wont be enough for her because im always busy.
We agreed that we would see each other in a couple of days but i couldnt wait any longer. Before i knew it, i was already outside in the car driving to her house.
Once i got there, i called her number. After a few seconds she picked up in a grogey tone.
"hey baby, everything okay?" i felt bad having to wake her up, but i also couldnt help but melt.
"c-can you come outside?" i spoke into the phone, shivering a bit as the night air surrounded me.
I heard movement of the bedsheets as she spoke back into the phone, "Min what do you mean go outsi-" i hung up as she opened the door.
The moment the door fully opened i threw myself at her. She stumbled a bit before wrapping her arms around me.
"min?! what are you doing here?" i didnt respond right away, i just held onto her tighter, my face stuffed in her neck.
She rubbed my back as she walked back into her house and locked the door. We stood in the hallway, swaying a bit as time went on.
"i-ive missed you." i felt my eyes start to tear up as my voice cracked. Y/n instantly pulled me back and cupped my face.
"min, baby dont cry." she wiped my tears and i leaned my cheek against her hand. She smiled at me before leaning in and pecking my lips.
I melted instantly but the moment she went to pull away, my hand grabbed her shirt and pulled her back in. She made a surprised muffled noise but then relaxed into the kiss.
After a few minutes, we seperated but i quickly wrapped my hands around her again.
She chuckled and rubbed my back again. "lets go to bed hm?" i nodded against her in response. She grabbed me by my thighs, making my legs wrap around her, as she took us to her bedroom.
After placing us on the bed, i grabbed the blanket and covered us. I got comfortable as i scooted closer to her when she wrapped her arms around me.
**Next Day**
I woke up with a big stretch. I opened my eyes and let my eyes adjust a bit to the sunlight. I looked around a bit confused when i remembered that i was at y/n house.
I sat up and looked next to me but they werent there. The empty space next to me was cold. I grabbed my phone and saw it was already 2 in the afternoon, along with a bunch of messages from the girls.
I quickly texted in the groupchat that i was with my girlfriend. Immediately they started nagging that they missed her and wanted to see her too, which i ignored and left them on seen.
The girls and y/n have always gotten along. Y/n has always been such a kind person which is one of the many reason i fell for her. But i just got to see her, i first want to spend time with her without anyone taking her from me just yet.
I got up from the bed and made my way to the bathroom to freshen up. I smiled when i saw my toothbrush still there. Once i was done i made my way out of the room to see where y/n has gone to.
When i reached the kitchen thats when i saw her. Her back was facing me as she was cooking on the stove. I quietly made my way over to her and peeked over her shoulder.
She was making breakfast this late in the day. I smiled as i wrapped my hands around her waist and shoved my face into her next.
"oh min you scared me. Did you sleep alright?" one of her hands made its way on my hair and massaged my head.
"mmhm but then you felt me in the sheets alone?" i lifted my head and pouted at her as she turned to look at me.
"sorry i just knew you were going to wake up late and hungry so i wanted to make you something." she smiled at me and kissed my pout away.
I sighed content as she turned towards the food again. "i really love you y/n" I rubbed my nose against her cheek, softly. My arms around her tightened a bit as the thoughts of the previous night began to start again.
" i really love you too mi- baby whats wrong?" she placed the item in her hand down and fully turned to me when she noticed my sad expression.
I couldnt form any words, so i just shook my head. She reached and tucked a hair behind my ear and carressed my cheek with her thumb
"min....you know you could tell me" her voice was so gentle. i took a small gulp and a breath.
"i just....." i cleared my throat and stayed quite again. she left out a gentle sigh before picked me up and setting me on a counter, my hands rested on her shoulders.
Now it was harder to look away from her eyes. "im here for you min, its okay." her hands rested on my thigh, rubbing to help soothe me.
"....do you ever regret being with me?"i chocked out as a tears slipped down. Y/n looked at me a bit shocked and opened her mouth before i cut her off again.
"like im always busy, im not here with you all the time. Doesnt it get tiring? dont you get tired of this?....of me?....woudnt it be easier to be with someone who's actually enough for you?" now the tears were really dripping down my face, i couldnt help but look down, in a way not really ready for what y/n had to say.
I heard a soft sigh before her hands cupped my face making me look up at her. She have a soft gentle smile on her face.
"min, i knew what i was in for the second that i agreed to be your girlfriend. i will admit that some days are harder than others. Its not easy but its what im willing to deal with. I obviously dont expect you to be here with me all the time but that doesnt mean im tired of it. I understand minji." she came closer to me, her hands made its way down to hold my hands.
"minji, your working and you still find a way to text me, even when i tell you not to because you could get in trouble. Nights that we are apart and your super tired you still facetime me. When your on tour and i cant go with, you always bring me back a souvenir. You somehow always know when something is wrong with me and call me right away and comfort me. I could go on forever baby"
"so for you to say that you arent enough for me is insane. your everything i could every want and more. if anything im not enough for you. all i do is be a bum on my days off." she giggled at her own words, but i couldnt help but tear up more.
"n-no dont say that y/n. you are enough for me. dont ever say something that dumb again." my pout deepened. How could she ever think that. Y/n smiled warmly at me.
"well i wont say it again if you dont ever think it again okay? I love you Minji. In this lifetime and the next. I choose you, okay. im here willingly because i love you and you just being in my life is enough." I squeezed her hands as i nodded in agreement.
"i love you too, jagiya." i wrapped my arms around her as i took a big inhale of her scent. I pulled away enough for me to kiss her firmly on the lips.
My hand moved from her hair to her neck before i leaned back when i felt something cold touch my fingertips. I looked down and noticed she was wearing the chain i had gotten her a long time ago.
"you still have it." i spoke as my fingers traced the cold metal.
"of course i do, my beautful girlfriend gave it to me." i looked at her face to see her have a massive smile on it. I blushed before pulling on the chain to bring her close to me again.
Just as our lips were about to touch, we smelt something burning. We looked back at the stove to see the pan starting to smoke.
Y/n quickly went to it and saw that the pancake was all burnt. She turned to look at me with an apologetic look on her face. I couldnt help but smile as i hopped off the counter.
"its okay jagiya, lets just order out." i kissed her lips as she nodded in agreement.
Life sometimes gets the better of you or sometimes it could just be your own thought but i know im going to be fine as long as i have her by my side.
This wasn't my usual scene at all. But being friends with Bomi from Apink meant that i was always forced out of my comfort zone.
She has actually helped me a lot so i repay her by going where ever she wants me too. The bad thing about this though is that Bomi is pretty popular and usually gets dragged away by others.
Like today, im now standing alone with a drink in my hand. After a short while of just standing their awkwardly, i decided to step outside to take a breather.
I made my way upstairs, pushing through the crowd of people. I reached a balcony and step out, taking a big breath of the midnight's air.
I reached in my inner pocket of my jacket and pulled out a cigarette. I took a puff and closed my eyes as i exhaled. I reopened them and started staring at the night sky.
A couple of minutes past as i was starting to relax even more when out of a sudden the balcony doors opened wide and fast.
A girl stumpled through before realizing i was there and started bowing profusely."s-sorry im so sorry i didnt think anyone was out here. i-ill get out of you way." she stood and was about to turn when i stopped her.
"its okay, you can stay if you'd like." i gave her a light smile before turning back around as i took another puff.
"i r-really didnt mean to interupt, i just needed some fresh air." she slowly came next to me.
"its okay really, you werent bothering anyone, I promise." i sent a soft reassured smile her way.
"w-wait your the guy thats always with Bomi right?" she looked at me with widened eyes.
"i wouldnt say always but yeah. Im y/n and you are?" i turned my body to fully face her.
"Sua from Dreamcatcher." ahhhh i knew who she was now but it took me a bit by surpise as it was known that Sua was always chaotic, loud and extroverted, but the Sua in front of me was shy, not loud, and seemed a bit nervous.
"and well whenever i see Bomi, i always see you with her. Are you guys dating or something" she looked at me a bit more intensely.
I couldnt help but laugh a bit out loud at the question. "s-sorry i dont mean to laugh but me and Bomi dating, no most defiantly not. She's like a sister to me, we grew up together thats all."
I turned back to take a puff when out of a sudden it was pulled away from my lips and thrown over the railing.
I looked back at Sua shocked and confused. "hey, what was that for?"
"I came out for fresh air and that isnt helping, plus smoking is bad so you shouldn't do it. Your too cute for that." she crossed her arms over her chest.
"w-what? did you just call me cute." i gulped as i felt my face start to burn.
"anyways the party hasnt ended, lets go back shall we?" she smirked as she grabbed my hand and pulled me away.
We reached her group and she introduced me to them. They seemed to give each other knowing glances but all had a teasing smirk on their face as they greeted me.
"well its not everyday we get to meet Sua cru-"Sua quickly covered, the girl that i know now as, Siyeon mouth with a loud "shut up". The girls giggled as i was left a bit confused.
At one point in the conversation they were trying to make me go onto the dance floor with them but i declined.
I made my way to the bar instead, sat on a stool and turned so i could see the blob of people dancing. Out of all the people their my eyes managed to find hers. Sua was already looking at me as she danced.
She looked unreal. The lighting hitting her skin perfectly. The intesity in her gaze as it never left mine. The way her hands would trace her body. The smirk on her face knowing that she had my full attention.
The moment felt like forever, only lasted a few minuted in reality. Then the music changed and the girls made their way over to me for some drinks of their own.
My eyes never left Sua's as she made her way over to me. Once she was close enough she pulled me aside from view of everyone.
"you were watching me?" she tilted her head to the side and gave me a teasing almost mocking look.
"kinda hard not too. it was nice to watch." i gulped a bit at the sudden closeness but never tore my eyes away from hers.
"only nice because this is saying it was something more than just nice." one of her hands raked down from my stomach to my slightly erect cock. She lightly traced it through my jeans.
I felt my heart start to race, i couldnt even say anything. she giggled at my expression before wrapping her hands around my neck.
"Your cute you know. I would love to get to know you more." she pulled my head closer to hers, our foreheads touching. "how does that sound" she eyes glanced down at my lips before looking back up at me.
All i could do was nod, not trusting how my voice would come out. She smiled and leaned in to kiss me. Instinctively my hands landed on her waist while i kissed her back.
She pulled back with a satisfied grin on her face. She pulled me even closer by the belt loop of my jeans and placed a piece of paper between my skin and boxers.
She leaned in again for another kiss. She bit my lip and she gave my cock a frim squeeze. She pecked my lips as she began to pull away for the final time.
She placed a hand on my stomach and pushed me back a bit. "call me" she said as she winked and left the party with her friends.
I was still too stunned to process anything. I grabbed the paper from my waist, smiling a bit as i looked at the number.
I thought that camping in the middle of the woods would have been a good idea but my best friend and his girlfriend have been arguing all night. They were sharing a tent while i was by myself across from them.
"Your such a piece of shit!! you know th- what are you doing?!"
"im done with your bullshit, find somewhere else to sleep fuck off!"
I heard mumbles of frustration get louder as footsteps stopped at my tent. I sat up a bit as it began to open and turned on my lamp.
"hey y/n sorry to bother you, can i come in?" it was my best friends girlfriend, Dawon, who i also had a massive crush on long before her and Soobin got together.
"y-yeah, everything okay?" i made a bit of space on the side on my tent when i noticed that she had her belonging in her hand. I noticed that they had a bit of dirt on them which mean Soobin probably threw them out when he kicked her out.
"thanls, d-did you hear all that?" she set her things down and placed her sleeping bag next to mine before sitting down.
"i tried not to but it's not like you guys were being quiet about it either." i shifted a bit akwardly, not really making eye contact with her.
"i dont know how you deal with him. i know your his friend and you tried setting us up but to be honest i think im just going to cut it, it isn't working out." she let out a sigh while running a hand through her hair.
"what do you mean?"i looked at her a bit confused and stunned when she mentioned that i had set them up.
"he honestly isnt even my type and his attitude doesnt even make up for it. Dont even get me started abo-" i had to cut her off since she was rambling about him.
"n-no not that. What do you mean by me setting you guys up? when did i do that?" i turned my body towards her, just really wanted to know.
"what do you mean? you had invited me to the movies but Soobin was also there and he began flirting with me and you like distanced yourself. Wasnt you inviting me an excuse because he wanted to go out with me and just made you do it?" she mirrored my confused expression.
Thats when it clicked. I did finally gain a small bit of courage to ask her out and she suprsingly accepted. I got there first and bumped into Soobin after he had a failed date then Dawon showed and Soobin didnt put two and two together and began flirting with her.
I could never compare to Soobin, i was really shy and he was always outgoing. I couldnt gain the courage to step in and stop him or just intervine so i just let him do whatever. Biggest mistake i have ever made.
"y/n" i looked up, not even noticing i was spaced out thinking. We sat in silence for a bit longer before i broke it.
"h-he uh......he wasnt supposed to be there." i looked down and played with my fingers.
A soft little "oh" left her lips, making me slowly look up at her. "w-wow i this entire time i t-thought...wow" she let out a scoff.
"wanna know something though?" her lips turned into a soft smirk as she came a bit close.
"w-what" i panicked a bit and leaned back.
"......i wanted it to be you" she leaned even closer that our noses were touching. She glanced down at my lips and whispered against them. " i have always wanted it to be you....y/n"
Then she leaned into the little space that was left and let her lips press against mine. I instanctly reached my hand out towards the back of her head and brought her closer to me while i kissed her back.
But as quickly as it started, it ended. Reality hit me and i tensed up and pushed her back a bit.
"what? d-did i misread things?" she looked at me a bit panicked. "omg im so sor-" she moved away from me.
" no! n-no its just....Soobin. I really really like you but I just dont want to like i dont know cause anything" i moved to reach her. I placed gentle hand on hers to calm her down.
"well trust me he ruined things before anything. Just like right now, I found out he was talking to like two other girls. Stupid but i understand. Ill be right back then." she pecked my lips and left the tent, leaving me a bit stunned.
My heart was beating like crazy. My mind was replaying everything that just happened. Lost in my own emotions i didnt even realize i was toning out the voices in the background.
"okay, then leave. Didnt want your ass anyways." was all i heard when i snapped out of my daze.
Just then my tent opened again. "he's such a jerk. I literally dont know how you guys are friends. You guys are like nothing alike" she sat down again next to me.
"I've known him since childhood. Soobin has always been like that and not the easiest to get rid off. My mom would not be happy." i shook my head slightly.
"well its over with now, so we dont have to worry about anything." she made her way in front of me and no longer sitting down but now on her knees resting on her legs.
She made intense eye contact with me as her hands slowly made their way to ther shirt, unbuttoning them slowly.
"w-what are you doing?" i gulped nervously while trying to not let my eyes roam down her body.
"something i have been wanting to for the longest." she dropped her hands down and let her shirt slid off. she leaned forwards and placed her hands on my shoulders, guiding me back.
My back hit the cousin of the sleeping bag. She smirked and leaned lower, only to reach behind me and turn the lamp off.
She didnt even give me time for my eyes to adjust to the moonlight when she captured my lips.
Her hands grabbed mine and placed them on her waist. A soft moan left her lips as I automatically gripped them closer to me. she began to grind against me, the self control that i had was starting to slip.
A bit of a louder moan left her lips as i brought her hips down, making her grind harder agaisnt me. She separated our lips and leaned down to my neck to try to breathe.
"b-be a bit more quiet. Tent's arent soundproof you know." She gripped my shirt and sighed softly agaisnt me as she nodded in return.
I flipped us so now i was on top. I leaned down and began to kiss her neck, sucking and bitting on the places where she squirmed more.
"f-fuck y/n" she moaned out. Using that as encouragement i reached behind her and unlatched her bra. I kissed farther down. My hands roaming the places where my lips werent and took off everything else as i went down.
"n-not fair you know" just before i could reach her core she pulled me up my by shirt. I took this small moment to admire her bare body being illuminated but the moonlight.
Her hands raked under my shirt before pulling it off. "your so hot." she smirked and brought me down by my neck and kissed me hard. My hands were back to touching her where ever i could.
My desires got the best of me. The moment her tongue entered my mouth, my fingers slowly entered her. She pulled away from me, throwing her head back and arched her back with a whine.
I leaned down and kissed her neck again, not stopping my finger from exiting and entering her warm walls.
one of her hands was behind her gripping the sleeping bag while the other was gripping at my hair. She tugged when i hit her sweet spot making me moan against her skin.
I couldnt help but want more of her. "d-dawon, i wanna taste you." i looked at her with nothing but lustful eyes.
She looked at be already breathless, " please, make me feel good y/n" i instantly went down. I felt myself start to get dizzy from just the scent of her alone. With no hesitation i pushed my tongue into her.
She gripped my head harder while she archer her back even more. Her legs tried to close aorund my head but i had my hands around her thighs prevent her from doing that.
i moved my tongue deeper into her, exiting for a few second to suck on her clit and slurp her sweet juices.
My fingers entered her agasint as i lifted my head to look at her. God she looks beautiful. "tell me, does he please you like this." I sucked on her thighs, leaving even more marks.
She picked up her head to look down at me. "i w-would never even let him touch me. N-not like this.....f-fuckkk defiantly not like this. This is only for you." i felt her walls start to pulse a bit.
I moved back up and curled my fingers at her sweet spot. She moaned and i quickly kissed her lips. Her hands clawed at my back, her moans escaping her lips only to be sucked into mine.
My finger moved faster then she snapped. She gripped my head with both hands and brought our lips together even harder as she came. My pace slowed down as she came down from her high.
Once she catched her breath she turned to look at me, but i was already looking at her with loving eyes.
She gave me a smile before tucking a hair behind my ear and with all the strength she had left, she leaned up and kissed me softly. I sighed into the kiss. We pulled back, smiling like a couple of idiots.
"hopefully you couldn't hear to much." i said as i grabbed a blanket i had brought and covered her.
"hmfp, i hope he did." she rolled her eyes before cuddling into me with a smile. I snickered at her words before settling into her.
Thats something we could deal with tomorrow but for now this moment was everything. The girl of my dreams in my arms as we sleep under the stars in our cozy little tent.
The library was not as busy around this time. But there was always someone here when it was like this. My crush, she goes by J.
Me and my bestfriend Niki were seating a few tables down from her. She looked like she was studying for something but i was only there to admire her.
Someone wasnt to fond of this idea though. "i dont know why you dont just go and talk to her." groaned niki, who was next to me playing games on his laptop.
"you dont understand, im scared. It not that easy." i placed my elbows on the table and rested my head on my hands.
Niki rolled his eyes before going back to playing his game. He has been trying for a while to convince me to make a move but its harder than it seems.
After a couple of minutes, Niki glanced at me then back at J then back at me again. "well i just remembered that i had some last minute papers to turn in. Good Luck." he stood up, packing his things and patted me on my shoulder.
I absetmindly nodded, my gaze never leaving J. Once niki left i noticed J looking at her phone then looking around the library before glancing at me. I panicked and looked down at the book that has been open but untouched.
I pretended to read before I heard a chair in front of me move. I looked up to see J smiling at me as she set her things on the table.
"hey, y/n right?" she spoke in her sweet deeep voice as she sat down.
"o-oh hi, yeah. w-what uh what up?" i slapped myself internally, geez y/n can you be any more of a loser.
"Niki messaged me saying that you might need some help on some classwork." she looked at me a bit expectantly.
"oh r-right. y-yes." fuckin niki no wonder he left out of nowhere. We had one class together, me and J, and it was chemistry. Which i was actually good at but J didnt need to know that.
I looked in my back and tried to find the assigment that the professer had given us earlier that day, but i couldn't find it. "i uh i think i forgot my paper." i said while still looking through my bag.
"oh its okay, do you know where you left off, we could use my paper for now?" she pulled out her sheet and looked at me for my answer.
"um i d-dont remember." i looked down and scratched the back of my neck bashfully.
"you seem pretty forgetful." she giggled a bit. "but its okay" I sunk in my seat a bit embarrased.
"i must say though, im surprised you, out of all people, need MY help. I've seen you around and your pretty smart." I looked up at her a bit surprised at her words. She gave me a warm smile.
"you've seem me?" i asked a bit shocked. J wasnt popular but she was always doing something, talking to someone, working on something, just sitting and either reading or just listening to music. But it was always something. I didnt think someone like her would notice me at all.
"its kinda hard not to when you have the best scores in chemistry. Your kinda hard to beat. Which leads us back to my statement. Why do you need my help?" she smirked at me, leaning herself closer to me.
I gulped nervously. i was studdering trying to think of something, I opened my mouth but nothing came out, then J answered for me.
"i think someone just wanted an excuse to talk to me?" she rested against her hand which was proped onto the table.
I froze and felt myself getting red. I quickly covered my face with my hands. I tried to take a moment to collect myself but then i felt them slowly come off my face. J was grabbing my hands off my face, i looked at her with my face still red but her face had a beaming wide smile.
"i like you y/n.....a lot.....and i think its safe to say you like me too...right?" she came to my side of the table and sat down next to me. She held my hands in hers, her thumbs caressing my knuckles, waiting for my response.
I nodded slowly before snapping myself out of it. "YES i mean....yeah i like you too." i smiled back at her when she squeezed my hands for a small second.
It felt like we were gazing at each other lovingly for what felt like whatever. Bit it was interuppted when Niki came back out of nowhere.
He whistled lowly as he came up to us, making us look at him. "i see everything went by s'well?" he looked at me and moved his eyebrows up and down, teasingly.
"yeah yeah." i held J's hand tighter under the table as i scooted closer to her.
"well about time, beautiful really but now i need help. I failed my test." he pulled out his papers and sat across from us.
I looked at him in disbelief. "are you serious niki? didnt i tell you to study?" i grabbed his test and saw a big F on it. i placed it down and looked back at him, all he did was shrug his shoulders. I was about to say something before i felt a soft tug on my arm.
I looked back a J. "It's okay, just means more time for us right?" she smiled at me softly which i couldnt help but melt instantly.
"alright time to get serious and get started. we aren't in the library for nothing." he sat up straighter while and annoying smile on his face.
We are going to be here for a while but being in this library with her was worth it.
