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✅WILL DO
-girl groups
-male reader, female reader, gender neutral and g!p reader
-smut (only for idols 18+)
-solo artist
-fluff, angst
⚠️DISCLAIMER⚠️ This is intended to be purposely used as entertainment. This is PURE FICTION, not based on true events and shouldnt be taken literally.
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If there isnt a link to a story yet, it just means im working on it and it will be posed eventually. Im also not very consistent, so sorry about that😅. Just be a bit patience please.
Hiding things from your parents is never a good thing but when you have strict homophobic parents like mine it all i could do in order for me to be happy.
Unfortunately, I'm actually grounded right now because somehow it got around to my parent that im dating someone.
I've been with y/n for a few months now and shes been the best thing to ever happen to me, but someone is constantly ruining it by mentioning it to my parents.
Even though this person has never showed any proof of anything my parents still believed it .
It never lasted that long though, since again they didnt have proof and i never did anything to get myself into real trouble, but this situation is making a big impact in our relationship.
Since i was bored, I decided to tidy up my room when out of a sudden i heard something tap again my window.
Spooking me for a second i made my way to the window and peaked outside, only to see my girlfriend standing there with a wide grin when she noticed me as well.
"what are you doing here?!" i whispered-yelled as i opened the window, trying to not be so loud since my parents were home.
"i wanted to see you, can i come up?" she smiled at me which made my heart flutter. I let out a soft sigh before nodding.
Without hesitation she began to climb the tree by my window and made her way inside. She quielty closed the window then turned and grabbed me into a warm hug.
"i've missed you" she sighed into my neck, and i couldnt help but melt more into her embrace. My hand wrapped around her as i brought her tighter to me.
"me too, baby." i raked my fingers through her hair. After a few more seconds we separated and she took a look around my room, making me feel a bit embarrased.
"geez, what happened here princess?" she chuckled before looked back down at me and pecked my forehead.
"i was trying to look for something and by the time i found it the room looked like this." i groaned against her as my hands gripped her shirt, bringing her closer to me.
"well dont worry, we'll get this clean in no time." she pecked my nose and rolled up her sleeves as we began to clean up.
I couldnt help but admire her a bit as we cleaned. I dont deserve her and she doesnt deserve this whole situation that we are in.
After a while we finally finished, "boom, looks like nothing ever happened" she made her way to me to pick me up and spun me around.
We giggled and we both fell softly onto my bed, and just for a moment time stood still. Like nothing mattered but this moment alone. Staring into each others eyes, it felt peaceful. She is the only person that could make me feel like this.
Without much thought i leaned in and let my lips meet hers in a gentle soft touch. She kissed me back in the same way, just as soft. We pulled away for a breath and continued to stare into each other.
"i love you, ning." she whispered, eye filled with nothing but love and warmth.
I smiled softly, "i love you too, y/n" just as we were leaning into each other the door to my room opened out of nowhere, catching both of us off guard.
"ningning ive been cal- what the hell is this!?" it was my father.
Realizing that, we both pulled away from each other and stood up. "d-dad i could explain." i hesitantly walked towards him.
"explain what!? that not only is my daughter disobeying my rules but let alone with a girl." his face was filled with nothing but rage, his face turning red with the more yelled.
"s-she's just a friend dad." i tried to expain but it didnt help that my voice was cracking in fear.
"do you thing im stupid?! I know exactly what i saw and- you know what me and you mother have been talking and as much as she told me not to do it after this, this is what you deserve."
he made his way towards me, steps stomping in anger. He stood in front of me, i looked down in fear, his finger hovered in front of my face.
"you, ningning, are going to Korea." i looked up at him in despair, dropping to my knees in a sob. "w-what.. n-no you cant"
"yes i can and thats final. And you!" he made his way towards y/n, who was looking down and still the entire time. "you get the fuck out of my house" he gripped her collar making her look at him with broken sadden eyes. "if i ever see you around my daughter again, i will be glad to beat the shit out of you, because of you she isnt normal. You freaks always corrupting the innocent."
He let go of her collar, she lost her balance a bit but stayed standing as he left the room. I was still sobbing into my hands as i heard footsteps approaching me. "hey, dont cry princess." y/n leaned down and hugged me.
I gripped my hands around her, tightening my hands on her clothes to bring her impossibly closer. She picked up my head and wiped my tears, which didnt do anything since i was still crying.
"no matter how far apart we are....i will always love you and...ill wait for you ning." she kissed my forehead, letting her lips linger there before standing up. I looked into her eyes, she wasnt crying but i knew she wanted to. She wasnt because we both know it would make this harder.
"d-dont leave me y/n" i started sobbing harder as she make her way to the window.
"im not leaving you princess, im always with you remember." she pointed to her wrist. We had matching bracelets that we made for each other and tiny matching tattoos that was also did on each other. "this isnt a goodbye, it a.... see you next time. I love you ning so much."
I barely choked out the words back as she left. Now i was alone again. I dropped to my knees again and started to cry even harder. The reality of everything hitting me once more.
"h-honey im sorry, i really tried to convince him not to send you but you know how he is onc-" my mother slowly make her way into my room and placed a hand on my shoulder.
The touch made me flinch away from her like is she burned me, " leave me alone" i said harsher than i intended. She sighed before retreating her hand and walking out. Then walking in my father again.
"get packing, your leaving early morning. and stop crying this is what happens when you want to be keeping secrets, tsk." he slammed my door shut.
Secrets are something that is meant to be kept hidden from others, but nothing should be kept a secret if it means you being unhappy. Sometimes you have to take the risk, thats something I wish i could have done sooner.
On a rare day off, me and some of the girls decided to go out to eat. The day was filled with laughs, conversation, drinking and eating with each other. Time went by faster than expect and it was already night.
We got our things together and left the restaurant. We were casually talking while heading back to the room. Seeing as all the girls were walking a bit behind me, i decided to walk backwards to face them.
Getting distracted by making jokes, one of the girls screamed at me.
"HYUNJIN MOVE!!!" i didnt realize that i was in the middle of the street. I turned to my right to see a car flashing my eyes with its light, screetching its tires as they tired to stop. I felt like a deer in headlight, all i could do was close my eyes and brace for impact.
I felt the weight of something move my entire body harshly to the side but i didnt hit the ground. My body was being held by something, or someone.
I opened my eyes in confusion to see a man holding me. "Are you okay?" he had an expressionless look on his face, but his eyes said something different. I was still in shock but managed to nod.
He let go of me slowly for me to stand properly and went to the driver of the car. The girls surrounded me and keeping asking how i was but i couldnt stop staring at him.
"Hyunjin!" Yves waved her hand in front of my face to make me look at her. "are you okay?" I think i was still in shock that i couldnt say anything, i just nodded again.
"that man came out of nowhere", " no literally no where", " he just appeared in thin air and grabbed you", "what is his d- hyunjin where are you going." the girls were talking amongst each other before i decided to get closer to the men.
"how the fuck was i supposed to know she was going to walk in the middle of the road like an idoit. Not my fault i didnt see her." the driver was talking rather annoyed to the man that saved me.
"do you not want to see for the rest of your life?" the man grabbed the drivers collar through the window still with that emotionless face. I dont know why but i grabbed his arm, trying to stop him.
He turned to look at me. I looked at his eyes to see them bright red and glowing before slowly going back to normal. He took a breather before looking back at the driver.
"Get out of here. If i ever see your face again, I can promise you that i will go through with my words." although his expressionless face, his voice sounded low, deep and stern. He let go of the driver and watched as the car speed off.
"are you alright?" his voice was softer now.
"y-yeah, thanks to you." i took this moment to really look at him. He seemed very well maintained. Black slacks, white button up shirt, black vest, dark red tie, neatly combed hair, and a clean shaved face.
He cleared his throat, "glad your alright, i shall get going now." he gave me a bow then moved around me and began to walk.
"wait" i grabbed his arm, making him turn to face me again. "whats your name?"
He gave me a long look," y/n and your hyunjin." he stood up straighter.
"ah are you a fan?" i gave him a smile.
"something like that." before i could rely to him the girl came up to me, some of them giving y/n a weird look. But his gaze never left me.
"we...should head home already." Vivi tugged on my arm.
"I want him to come with us.." already the girls opened their mouths to protest, " i know before you guys start, i just.....need answers." me and y/n had an intense eye contest going but me saying that made him tilt his head just a tiny bit.
"are you insane?!" Jinsoul stood in front of me. i looked at the girl with a pleading look on my face, making them all sigh. "fine"
I turned back to look at y/n, giving him a moment to reject if he wanted to. Instead, he turned and held his arm out. I dont know why again but i took it instantly, ignoring the whispers behind me.
**Time-Skip**
Once we arrived, we sat him down and Chuu went to the kitchen to grab him a cup of water. We all surrounded him in the living room as he thanked Chuu for the cup.
He was still the same, calm, collected but yet emotionless. "i'm sure all you guys have a lot of question, so begin." he placed the cup down and waited.
The girls glanced around before setting their eyes on me. I cleared my throat before i began. "well, the girls mentioned that you seemed to appear out of thin air, and i uh saw your eyes and their were glowing. If your not human, what are you?" i was a bit nervous to hear the truth.
His lips twitched into almost a smirk before looking down and sighing then looked up at me again. "your bold ill give you that, but if you must know i'm a....demon." There was a bit of a pause, like if we were all processing what he said.
"If your a demon, why did you save hyunjin's life? arent demons supposed to be evil, and i dont know maybe want death to happen." Heejin asked, looking curious and a bit scared at the same time.
"well we have a leader that makes us abide by his rules. If i were to be under his ruling, i would have to follow those rules. But not now, not anymore." he looked down and clasped his hands togther before looking up again.
"so you dont follow him anymore?" Gawon asked, he shook his head in response."why?"
"i...started feeling things a demon shouldnt. A feeling most human have....the feeling of loving someone." his eyes met mine again, making me confused.
"h-how you barely even know me?" He looked back down as he spoke," there was a time where i had to come up here in the land of the living to follow an order to harm to someone...Then i saw you, and till this day i dont know why all i wanted to do was to protect you no matter what."
"....so you've been stalking her?" Olivia gave him a look of disbelief as i sent her a glare.
"if you call me following her to be making sure she is okay, then yes." he also sent her a firm look. "now if you will excuse me, i have overstayed my welcome." he stood up, bowed to us and began walking to the door.
I ran up again and stood in front of him. "wait you cant leave. You cant just tell me all of this and then leave." He looked at me confused. "i mean...you just confessed to me and saved my life."
"im confused on what more you want me to do?" he gave me a bit of an intense look, like he was challenging me a bit.
"stay with me, keep on protecting me, let me get to know you better." i stepped a bit closer, i noticed his jaw tightened at the close distance.
"why? why would you want to get to know me, a demon" his gave flickered red, his hands turning into a tight fist. I reached out to grab his hands, holding them into mine.
"demon or not, i feel surprisingly safe with you. I know you basically know me but i want you to know me more, more personal, and i want to get to know you. Not as this demon protector of mine, but as y/n." i leaned forward to plant a kiss on y/n's cheek, making his eyes pulse a soft glow of red.
"i can promise you hyunjin, no matter how long i live, i will always keep you safe." he leaned down and kissed my top of my head.
The person that you love shouldnt feel scary, insecure, or unwanting. It should feel the complete opposite of those things, most of all the love in any relationship should feel safe.
The sun was setting as me and Jiu laid next to each other on the couch. I was watching tv and she was on her phone.
It was out of nowhere that Jiu sat up, startling me a bit.
"baby, we should do this." she smiled at me, and leaned against me to show me her phone.
"what is it?" i asked as i focused on the screen in front of me.
"so basically, its a little fun couples game. Were we have to put our faces really close to each other and stay like that as long as possible and who ever leans in to kiss the other person first loses, what do you think?" she paused the video and looked at me with anticipating eyes.
Even if i wanted to, i could never say no to her. "Seems easy enough, i know i'll win so." i shrugged my shoulder as she rolled her eyes with a grin.
"mmhm sure, lets see if you could resist these lips." she leaned forward and i couldnt help but look at her lips as she came closer. Just before our lips touched she stood up with a smug grin.
"Imma go get the camera." she winked as she left into our bedroom. I sighed as she disappeared from view, this was not going to be easy.
I sat fully up and made space for the camera, which we got for us to capture memories and just our journey together.
Once she came back, we set it up, make sure it was recording before she explained to the camera what we were doing.
I couldnt help but admire her as she spoke. She then turned around and looked at me. "you ready?"
i nodded with a soft smile. "actually wait, can we touch?" i gave her a smirk and bounced my eyebrows.
She rolled her eyes with a grin, "yes we could touch, just no kissing, anywhere. whoever does, loses." I nodded my head understanding what she was saying, then it began.
We silently look at each other for a while. Jiu was truly a beautiful women and forever grateful that i have her in my life.
"your so amazing, you know that?" i leaned my hand to tuck a piece of her hair behind her ear.
She blushed as a shy smile rested on her face. "your pretty great too." we just continued to stare at eachother like a couple of idiots.
She then placed her hands on my shoulders and straddled my hips, which made me glup a bit, she knew my weaknesses. She wrapped her hands behind my neck and played with my hair.
My hands made its way to her waist and brought her closer to me. "i really love you." i took this moment to look deeply into her eyes. She tilted her head, bashfully , "I love you too."
I brought her closer to the point that out noses were touching, just ever so lightly. Both of our gazes made their way to each others lips. I felt my own breath start to get heavier.
"a-arent you a bit to close." her hands had made their way to my shoulders again, gripping my shirt.
"isnt that the point." My thumb rubbed her waist gently.
Her tongue came out to lick her lips, which made me smirk. " what trying to resist?"
She scoffed and looked into my eyes. "i have more self-control, unlike you." She came even closer and with one hand cupped my jaw, tilting my jaw up a bit.
All i could do was let out a low hum as my hands moved on their own. One on her ass, the other on her thigh, making sure she was staying that close to me.
She smirked and tapped my jaw with a finger and tilted her head teasingly but not backing away from me, "watch you hands baby."
My eyes snapped to hers, my breath getting a bit more rough, my gaze telling her everything i was feeling. "remove them then." But she didnt instead she held my gaze before it got to much for me.
I leaned in and kissed her lips. She gripped me harder and we continued. I flipped us so now she was under me laying down as i was on top of her, never once seperating our lips. I pulled back and kissed down her jaw.
Soft noises kept leaving her lips but before i could get any lower, her hands grabbed my face back to hers to kiss her but this kiss was more gentle than before. We seperated slowly and a grin filled her face.
"i won." I rolled my eyes and kissed her again. "You act like i could truly ever resist you." i kissed every part of her face.
"i know,....you could never resist me." she teased and captured my lips again.
I'll forever show Jiu how i feel about her, because for me there is no reason to resist the person that you love, so don't.
It was late at night and i was doing what i do best. Thinking, rotting in my room alone. The only thing that was constantly coming back into mind was Eunchae.
I just dont understand her. I dont know why she still hasnt given up, and shes been making it so much more harder to keep my distance.
I sunk deeper into my bed with a loud sigh. I wrapped the blanket around me and was just continuing to think before it was interrupted by the room door opening.
"heyyy we brou- oh..... you okay.?" i picked up my head slightly to see Yunjin peaking into our room with a concerned face.
I sat up a bit against my headboard to look at her better. "yeah just you know....thinking."
"thinking about what?" she came deeper into the room and sat besides me.
i took a long pause then rubbed my face with my hands before answering.
"Eunchae" I removed my hands and looked away from her, not even realizing that I was blushing.
Since i didnt notice my apperant blush, Yunjin sure did and her face changed from concern to a knowning grin.
"well...I mean you cant be that dense, right?" she patted her hand against my leg.
I looked at her a bit confused. "what do you mean?"
"Like you know we all care about you, but have you ever really realized why Eunchae is so set on trying to get to know you and get closer to you way more than us?" she squeezed my leg.
I let out a snicker, "yunjin i literally think about this all the time?...i think i have an idea but im not sure."
"your not sure or you dont want to accept it?" she gave me a firm look. I couldnt respond.
She gave me a bit of a pity look before reaching over and hugging me.
"I also have a good reason as to why you choose to keep your distance from us..." i tensed up a bit at her words, "and i want you to know that we dont care, like at all. Our manager told us way before debuting and nothing has changed except for the fact that we love you more and care for you no matter what." she hugged me tighter before loosing up again.
My hands tightened around her hoodie, "i really am grateful to have you guys." we pulled away from each other. Yunjin reached to brush a tear away, which made me panic.
"w-why are you crying? dont cry." i couldnt help but let my walls come down to comfort Yunjin.
"cuz we really care about you, especially Eunchae and i- we dont ever want to make you feel left out. Your family y/n." I reached up and brushed her tears away.
"i really apperciate it, t-that means a lot to me. but stop crying, go clean up okay." she nodded at my words and i gave her a quick hug before she got up and left.
With her gone i took the time to take in the entire conversation. Then i decided to get up and made my way down to Eunchae's room and knocked.
"YOU MAY ENTER!" i giggled a bit before opening the door. Once she noticed it was me, she sat up from laying down.
"OMG, Draculay finally woke up from their slumber." she covered her mouth to exaggerate her actions.
I rolled my eyes and let out a sarastic haha.
"i was uh... wondering if....i dont know...you maybe want to go to that new ice cream shop that recently opened?" i was playing with my finger and had my head down but lifted it to wait for her response.
She looked at me a bit skeptical with a smirk on her face, "yess?"
"alright well get ready." i left to room and found Chaewon in the kitchen.
"hey me and Eunchae are going to go and get ice cream." she quickly turned around looking at me skeptical.
"uh okay? be safe dont be out to late." she patted my shoulder before returning back to whatever she was doing.
I made my way back to the room and got myself ready. Once i was done i made my way back to Eunchae's room and knocked.
"Immediately the door opened and i saw Kazuha. "oh y/n, shes not ready. Give us a few more seconds." then closed the door in my face. I was a bit confused but sat down and waiting in the living room.
After a few more minutes, Eunchae stepped into view. I got up and checked out her outfit. I felt a nudge on my side and saw Sakura next to me.
"Tell her something."
"o-oh um you look amazing even though we are just going for ice cream." all the girls shook their head in disappointment. Sakura even facepalming.
"thank you y/n" Eunchae said with a blush rising up to her face. We said our goodbye's and headed out.
Once we got there, we ordered our ice cream and sat down across from each other in a booth.
"sooo, why invite me here?" she looked at me as we waited for our ice cream.
"uh cuz....." i let out a bit of a sigh "i'm willing to try." my fingers were tapping against the table.
Nothing followed after, nothing but silence. I couldnt look at her, i was nervous. Their was movement, then a dip next to me and my hands were grabbed. Now i had to look at her and she was smiling brightly.
I couldnt help but soften at the sight. Then before i could process, she pecked my lips. "sorry, i couldnt help myself, im just really happy." she looked down at our hands.
I brought her hands to my lips and pecked them before cupping her cheeks and kissing her forehead.
"lets just take our time okay." i pulled away and looked deeply into her eyes.
"of course, but that doesnt mean i wont stop trying." she smiled brighter at me.
"well you should stop because you already won." my hand made it way back into hers softly.
"won what" she looked up at me curiously.
"my heart." i kissed her hand as our ice creams came.
Just because i have someone close to me now that doesnt mean i wont stop trying to make them feel special everyday.
I hated when this happened. I would wake up in the middle of the night and couldnt go back to sleep. Usually though after a few minutes i would end up going back to sleep but tonight i just couldnt.
I've been awake in 12:42am and its now 4:28am. I've just been lost in thought. Schedules have been hectic lately, me and the girls have been just constantly up and down.
We finally got some time relax but now that we have the time to i cant seem to rest. Then the thoughts came of my girlfriend.
I clenched my teddy bear that she gave me tighter. I've missed her so much. Due to how busy we have been i havent been able to see her much. We would still manage to facetime or text through the day but its not the same as being able to be with her physically.
I think thats why i've been up for longer, i've been a bit worried that things might change. That she will get tired of having to deal with me not being there with her. That i wont be enough for her because im always busy.
We agreed that we would see each other in a couple of days but i couldnt wait any longer. Before i knew it, i was already outside in the car driving to her house.
Once i got there, i called her number. After a few seconds she picked up in a grogey tone.
"hey baby, everything okay?" i felt bad having to wake her up, but i also couldnt help but melt.
"c-can you come outside?" i spoke into the phone, shivering a bit as the night air surrounded me.
I heard movement of the bedsheets as she spoke back into the phone, "Min what do you mean go outsi-" i hung up as she opened the door.
The moment the door fully opened i threw myself at her. She stumbled a bit before wrapping her arms around me.
"min?! what are you doing here?" i didnt respond right away, i just held onto her tighter, my face stuffed in her neck.
She rubbed my back as she walked back into her house and locked the door. We stood in the hallway, swaying a bit as time went on.
"i-ive missed you." i felt my eyes start to tear up as my voice cracked. Y/n instantly pulled me back and cupped my face.
"min, baby dont cry." she wiped my tears and i leaned my cheek against her hand. She smiled at me before leaning in and pecking my lips.
I melted instantly but the moment she went to pull away, my hand grabbed her shirt and pulled her back in. She made a surprised muffled noise but then relaxed into the kiss.
After a few minutes, we seperated but i quickly wrapped my hands around her again.
She chuckled and rubbed my back again. "lets go to bed hm?" i nodded against her in response. She grabbed me by my thighs, making my legs wrap around her, as she took us to her bedroom.
After placing us on the bed, i grabbed the blanket and covered us. I got comfortable as i scooted closer to her when she wrapped her arms around me.
**Next Day**
I woke up with a big stretch. I opened my eyes and let my eyes adjust a bit to the sunlight. I looked around a bit confused when i remembered that i was at y/n house.
I sat up and looked next to me but they werent there. The empty space next to me was cold. I grabbed my phone and saw it was already 2 in the afternoon, along with a bunch of messages from the girls.
I quickly texted in the groupchat that i was with my girlfriend. Immediately they started nagging that they missed her and wanted to see her too, which i ignored and left them on seen.
The girls and y/n have always gotten along. Y/n has always been such a kind person which is one of the many reason i fell for her. But i just got to see her, i first want to spend time with her without anyone taking her from me just yet.
I got up from the bed and made my way to the bathroom to freshen up. I smiled when i saw my toothbrush still there. Once i was done i made my way out of the room to see where y/n has gone to.
When i reached the kitchen thats when i saw her. Her back was facing me as she was cooking on the stove. I quietly made my way over to her and peeked over her shoulder.
She was making breakfast this late in the day. I smiled as i wrapped my hands around her waist and shoved my face into her next.
"oh min you scared me. Did you sleep alright?" one of her hands made its way on my hair and massaged my head.
"mmhm but then you felt me in the sheets alone?" i lifted my head and pouted at her as she turned to look at me.
"sorry i just knew you were going to wake up late and hungry so i wanted to make you something." she smiled at me and kissed my pout away.
I sighed content as she turned towards the food again. "i really love you y/n" I rubbed my nose against her cheek, softly. My arms around her tightened a bit as the thoughts of the previous night began to start again.
" i really love you too mi- baby whats wrong?" she placed the item in her hand down and fully turned to me when she noticed my sad expression.
I couldnt form any words, so i just shook my head. She reached and tucked a hair behind my ear and carressed my cheek with her thumb
"min....you know you could tell me" her voice was so gentle. i took a small gulp and a breath.
"i just....." i cleared my throat and stayed quite again. she left out a gentle sigh before picked me up and setting me on a counter, my hands rested on her shoulders.
Now it was harder to look away from her eyes. "im here for you min, its okay." her hands rested on my thigh, rubbing to help soothe me.
"....do you ever regret being with me?"i chocked out as a tears slipped down. Y/n looked at me a bit shocked and opened her mouth before i cut her off again.
"like im always busy, im not here with you all the time. Doesnt it get tiring? dont you get tired of this?....of me?....woudnt it be easier to be with someone who's actually enough for you?" now the tears were really dripping down my face, i couldnt help but look down, in a way not really ready for what y/n had to say.
I heard a soft sigh before her hands cupped my face making me look up at her. She have a soft gentle smile on her face.
"min, i knew what i was in for the second that i agreed to be your girlfriend. i will admit that some days are harder than others. Its not easy but its what im willing to deal with. I obviously dont expect you to be here with me all the time but that doesnt mean im tired of it. I understand minji." she came closer to me, her hands made its way down to hold my hands.
"minji, your working and you still find a way to text me, even when i tell you not to because you could get in trouble. Nights that we are apart and your super tired you still facetime me. When your on tour and i cant go with, you always bring me back a souvenir. You somehow always know when something is wrong with me and call me right away and comfort me. I could go on forever baby"
"so for you to say that you arent enough for me is insane. your everything i could every want and more. if anything im not enough for you. all i do is be a bum on my days off." she giggled at her own words, but i couldnt help but tear up more.
"n-no dont say that y/n. you are enough for me. dont ever say something that dumb again." my pout deepened. How could she ever think that. Y/n smiled warmly at me.
"well i wont say it again if you dont ever think it again okay? I love you Minji. In this lifetime and the next. I choose you, okay. im here willingly because i love you and you just being in my life is enough." I squeezed her hands as i nodded in agreement.
"i love you too, jagiya." i wrapped my arms around her as i took a big inhale of her scent. I pulled away enough for me to kiss her firmly on the lips.
My hand moved from her hair to her neck before i leaned back when i felt something cold touch my fingertips. I looked down and noticed she was wearing the chain i had gotten her a long time ago.
"you still have it." i spoke as my fingers traced the cold metal.
"of course i do, my beautful girlfriend gave it to me." i looked at her face to see her have a massive smile on it. I blushed before pulling on the chain to bring her close to me again.
Just as our lips were about to touch, we smelt something burning. We looked back at the stove to see the pan starting to smoke.
Y/n quickly went to it and saw that the pancake was all burnt. She turned to look at me with an apologetic look on her face. I couldnt help but smile as i hopped off the counter.
"its okay jagiya, lets just order out." i kissed her lips as she nodded in agreement.
Life sometimes gets the better of you or sometimes it could just be your own thought but i know im going to be fine as long as i have her by my side.
This wasn't my usual scene at all. But being friends with Bomi from Apink meant that i was always forced out of my comfort zone.
She has actually helped me a lot so i repay her by going where ever she wants me too. The bad thing about this though is that Bomi is pretty popular and usually gets dragged away by others.
Like today, im now standing alone with a drink in my hand. After a short while of just standing their awkwardly, i decided to step outside to take a breather.
I made my way upstairs, pushing through the crowd of people. I reached a balcony and step out, taking a big breath of the midnight's air.
I reached in my inner pocket of my jacket and pulled out a cigarette. I took a puff and closed my eyes as i exhaled. I reopened them and started staring at the night sky.
A couple of minutes past as i was starting to relax even more when out of a sudden the balcony doors opened wide and fast.
A girl stumpled through before realizing i was there and started bowing profusely."s-sorry im so sorry i didnt think anyone was out here. i-ill get out of you way." she stood and was about to turn when i stopped her.
"its okay, you can stay if you'd like." i gave her a light smile before turning back around as i took another puff.
"i r-really didnt mean to interupt, i just needed some fresh air." she slowly came next to me.
"its okay really, you werent bothering anyone, I promise." i sent a soft reassured smile her way.
"w-wait your the guy thats always with Bomi right?" she looked at me with widened eyes.
"i wouldnt say always but yeah. Im y/n and you are?" i turned my body to fully face her.
"Sua from Dreamcatcher." ahhhh i knew who she was now but it took me a bit by surpise as it was known that Sua was always chaotic, loud and extroverted, but the Sua in front of me was shy, not loud, and seemed a bit nervous.
"and well whenever i see Bomi, i always see you with her. Are you guys dating or something" she looked at me a bit more intensely.
I couldnt help but laugh a bit out loud at the question. "s-sorry i dont mean to laugh but me and Bomi dating, no most defiantly not. She's like a sister to me, we grew up together thats all."
I turned back to take a puff when out of a sudden it was pulled away from my lips and thrown over the railing.
I looked back at Sua shocked and confused. "hey, what was that for?"
"I came out for fresh air and that isnt helping, plus smoking is bad so you shouldn't do it. Your too cute for that." she crossed her arms over her chest.
"w-what? did you just call me cute." i gulped as i felt my face start to burn.
"anyways the party hasnt ended, lets go back shall we?" she smirked as she grabbed my hand and pulled me away.
We reached her group and she introduced me to them. They seemed to give each other knowing glances but all had a teasing smirk on their face as they greeted me.
"well its not everyday we get to meet Sua cru-"Sua quickly covered, the girl that i know now as, Siyeon mouth with a loud "shut up". The girls giggled as i was left a bit confused.
At one point in the conversation they were trying to make me go onto the dance floor with them but i declined.
I made my way to the bar instead, sat on a stool and turned so i could see the blob of people dancing. Out of all the people their my eyes managed to find hers. Sua was already looking at me as she danced.
She looked unreal. The lighting hitting her skin perfectly. The intesity in her gaze as it never left mine. The way her hands would trace her body. The smirk on her face knowing that she had my full attention.
The moment felt like forever, only lasted a few minuted in reality. Then the music changed and the girls made their way over to me for some drinks of their own.
My eyes never left Sua's as she made her way over to me. Once she was close enough she pulled me aside from view of everyone.
"you were watching me?" she tilted her head to the side and gave me a teasing almost mocking look.
"kinda hard not too. it was nice to watch." i gulped a bit at the sudden closeness but never tore my eyes away from hers.
"only nice because this is saying it was something more than just nice." one of her hands raked down from my stomach to my slightly erect cock. She lightly traced it through my jeans.
I felt my heart start to race, i couldnt even say anything. she giggled at my expression before wrapping her hands around my neck.
"Your cute you know. I would love to get to know you more." she pulled my head closer to hers, our foreheads touching. "how does that sound" she eyes glanced down at my lips before looking back up at me.
All i could do was nod, not trusting how my voice would come out. She smiled and leaned in to kiss me. Instinctively my hands landed on her waist while i kissed her back.
She pulled back with a satisfied grin on her face. She pulled me even closer by the belt loop of my jeans and placed a piece of paper between my skin and boxers.
She leaned in again for another kiss. She bit my lip and she gave my cock a frim squeeze. She pecked my lips as she began to pull away for the final time.
She placed a hand on my stomach and pushed me back a bit. "call me" she said as she winked and left the party with her friends.
I was still too stunned to process anything. I grabbed the paper from my waist, smiling a bit as i looked at the number.
I thought that camping in the middle of the woods would have been a good idea but my best friend and his girlfriend have been arguing all night. They were sharing a tent while i was by myself across from them.
"Your such a piece of shit!! you know th- what are you doing?!"
"im done with your bullshit, find somewhere else to sleep fuck off!"
I heard mumbles of frustration get louder as footsteps stopped at my tent. I sat up a bit as it began to open and turned on my lamp.
"hey y/n sorry to bother you, can i come in?" it was my best friends girlfriend, Dawon, who i also had a massive crush on long before her and Soobin got together.
"y-yeah, everything okay?" i made a bit of space on the side on my tent when i noticed that she had her belonging in her hand. I noticed that they had a bit of dirt on them which mean Soobin probably threw them out when he kicked her out.
"thanls, d-did you hear all that?" she set her things down and placed her sleeping bag next to mine before sitting down.
"i tried not to but it's not like you guys were being quiet about it either." i shifted a bit akwardly, not really making eye contact with her.
"i dont know how you deal with him. i know your his friend and you tried setting us up but to be honest i think im just going to cut it, it isn't working out." she let out a sigh while running a hand through her hair.
"what do you mean?"i looked at her a bit confused and stunned when she mentioned that i had set them up.
"he honestly isnt even my type and his attitude doesnt even make up for it. Dont even get me started abo-" i had to cut her off since she was rambling about him.
"n-no not that. What do you mean by me setting you guys up? when did i do that?" i turned my body towards her, just really wanted to know.
"what do you mean? you had invited me to the movies but Soobin was also there and he began flirting with me and you like distanced yourself. Wasnt you inviting me an excuse because he wanted to go out with me and just made you do it?" she mirrored my confused expression.
Thats when it clicked. I did finally gain a small bit of courage to ask her out and she suprsingly accepted. I got there first and bumped into Soobin after he had a failed date then Dawon showed and Soobin didnt put two and two together and began flirting with her.
I could never compare to Soobin, i was really shy and he was always outgoing. I couldnt gain the courage to step in and stop him or just intervine so i just let him do whatever. Biggest mistake i have ever made.
"y/n" i looked up, not even noticing i was spaced out thinking. We sat in silence for a bit longer before i broke it.
"h-he uh......he wasnt supposed to be there." i looked down and played with my fingers.
A soft little "oh" left her lips, making me slowly look up at her. "w-wow i this entire time i t-thought...wow" she let out a scoff.
"wanna know something though?" her lips turned into a soft smirk as she came a bit close.
"w-what" i panicked a bit and leaned back.
"......i wanted it to be you" she leaned even closer that our noses were touching. She glanced down at my lips and whispered against them. " i have always wanted it to be you....y/n"
Then she leaned into the little space that was left and let her lips press against mine. I instanctly reached my hand out towards the back of her head and brought her closer to me while i kissed her back.
But as quickly as it started, it ended. Reality hit me and i tensed up and pushed her back a bit.
"what? d-did i misread things?" she looked at me a bit panicked. "omg im so sor-" she moved away from me.
" no! n-no its just....Soobin. I really really like you but I just dont want to like i dont know cause anything" i moved to reach her. I placed gentle hand on hers to calm her down.
"well trust me he ruined things before anything. Just like right now, I found out he was talking to like two other girls. Stupid but i understand. Ill be right back then." she pecked my lips and left the tent, leaving me a bit stunned.
My heart was beating like crazy. My mind was replaying everything that just happened. Lost in my own emotions i didnt even realize i was toning out the voices in the background.
"okay, then leave. Didnt want your ass anyways." was all i heard when i snapped out of my daze.
Just then my tent opened again. "he's such a jerk. I literally dont know how you guys are friends. You guys are like nothing alike" she sat down again next to me.
"I've known him since childhood. Soobin has always been like that and not the easiest to get rid off. My mom would not be happy." i shook my head slightly.
"well its over with now, so we dont have to worry about anything." she made her way in front of me and no longer sitting down but now on her knees resting on her legs.
She made intense eye contact with me as her hands slowly made their way to ther shirt, unbuttoning them slowly.
"w-what are you doing?" i gulped nervously while trying to not let my eyes roam down her body.
"something i have been wanting to for the longest." she dropped her hands down and let her shirt slid off. she leaned forwards and placed her hands on my shoulders, guiding me back.
My back hit the cousin of the sleeping bag. She smirked and leaned lower, only to reach behind me and turn the lamp off.
She didnt even give me time for my eyes to adjust to the moonlight when she captured my lips.
Her hands grabbed mine and placed them on her waist. A soft moan left her lips as I automatically gripped them closer to me. she began to grind against me, the self control that i had was starting to slip.
A bit of a louder moan left her lips as i brought her hips down, making her grind harder agaisnt me. She separated our lips and leaned down to my neck to try to breathe.
"b-be a bit more quiet. Tent's arent soundproof you know." She gripped my shirt and sighed softly agaisnt me as she nodded in return.
I flipped us so now i was on top. I leaned down and began to kiss her neck, sucking and bitting on the places where she squirmed more.
"f-fuck y/n" she moaned out. Using that as encouragement i reached behind her and unlatched her bra. I kissed farther down. My hands roaming the places where my lips werent and took off everything else as i went down.
"n-not fair you know" just before i could reach her core she pulled me up my by shirt. I took this small moment to admire her bare body being illuminated but the moonlight.
Her hands raked under my shirt before pulling it off. "your so hot." she smirked and brought me down by my neck and kissed me hard. My hands were back to touching her where ever i could.
My desires got the best of me. The moment her tongue entered my mouth, my fingers slowly entered her. She pulled away from me, throwing her head back and arched her back with a whine.
I leaned down and kissed her neck again, not stopping my finger from exiting and entering her warm walls.
one of her hands was behind her gripping the sleeping bag while the other was gripping at my hair. She tugged when i hit her sweet spot making me moan against her skin.
I couldnt help but want more of her. "d-dawon, i wanna taste you." i looked at her with nothing but lustful eyes.
She looked at be already breathless, " please, make me feel good y/n" i instantly went down. I felt myself start to get dizzy from just the scent of her alone. With no hesitation i pushed my tongue into her.
She gripped my head harder while she archer her back even more. Her legs tried to close aorund my head but i had my hands around her thighs prevent her from doing that.
i moved my tongue deeper into her, exiting for a few second to suck on her clit and slurp her sweet juices.
My fingers entered her agasint as i lifted my head to look at her. God she looks beautiful. "tell me, does he please you like this." I sucked on her thighs, leaving even more marks.
She picked up her head to look down at me. "i w-would never even let him touch me. N-not like this.....f-fuckkk defiantly not like this. This is only for you." i felt her walls start to pulse a bit.
I moved back up and curled my fingers at her sweet spot. She moaned and i quickly kissed her lips. Her hands clawed at my back, her moans escaping her lips only to be sucked into mine.
My finger moved faster then she snapped. She gripped my head with both hands and brought our lips together even harder as she came. My pace slowed down as she came down from her high.
Once she catched her breath she turned to look at me, but i was already looking at her with loving eyes.
She gave me a smile before tucking a hair behind my ear and with all the strength she had left, she leaned up and kissed me softly. I sighed into the kiss. We pulled back, smiling like a couple of idiots.
"hopefully you couldn't hear to much." i said as i grabbed a blanket i had brought and covered her.
"hmfp, i hope he did." she rolled her eyes before cuddling into me with a smile. I snickered at her words before settling into her.
Thats something we could deal with tomorrow but for now this moment was everything. The girl of my dreams in my arms as we sleep under the stars in our cozy little tent.
The library was not as busy around this time. But there was always someone here when it was like this. My crush, she goes by J.
Me and my bestfriend Niki were seating a few tables down from her. She looked like she was studying for something but i was only there to admire her.
Someone wasnt to fond of this idea though. "i dont know why you dont just go and talk to her." groaned niki, who was next to me playing games on his laptop.
"you dont understand, im scared. It not that easy." i placed my elbows on the table and rested my head on my hands.
Niki rolled his eyes before going back to playing his game. He has been trying for a while to convince me to make a move but its harder than it seems.
After a couple of minutes, Niki glanced at me then back at J then back at me again. "well i just remembered that i had some last minute papers to turn in. Good Luck." he stood up, packing his things and patted me on my shoulder.
I absetmindly nodded, my gaze never leaving J. Once niki left i noticed J looking at her phone then looking around the library before glancing at me. I panicked and looked down at the book that has been open but untouched.
I pretended to read before I heard a chair in front of me move. I looked up to see J smiling at me as she set her things on the table.
"hey, y/n right?" she spoke in her sweet deeep voice as she sat down.
"o-oh hi, yeah. w-what uh what up?" i slapped myself internally, geez y/n can you be any more of a loser.
"Niki messaged me saying that you might need some help on some classwork." she looked at me a bit expectantly.
"oh r-right. y-yes." fuckin niki no wonder he left out of nowhere. We had one class together, me and J, and it was chemistry. Which i was actually good at but J didnt need to know that.
I looked in my back and tried to find the assigment that the professer had given us earlier that day, but i couldn't find it. "i uh i think i forgot my paper." i said while still looking through my bag.
"oh its okay, do you know where you left off, we could use my paper for now?" she pulled out her sheet and looked at me for my answer.
"um i d-dont remember." i looked down and scratched the back of my neck bashfully.
"you seem pretty forgetful." she giggled a bit. "but its okay" I sunk in my seat a bit embarrased.
"i must say though, im surprised you, out of all people, need MY help. I've seen you around and your pretty smart." I looked up at her a bit surprised at her words. She gave me a warm smile.
"you've seem me?" i asked a bit shocked. J wasnt popular but she was always doing something, talking to someone, working on something, just sitting and either reading or just listening to music. But it was always something. I didnt think someone like her would notice me at all.
"its kinda hard not to when you have the best scores in chemistry. Your kinda hard to beat. Which leads us back to my statement. Why do you need my help?" she smirked at me, leaning herself closer to me.
I gulped nervously. i was studdering trying to think of something, I opened my mouth but nothing came out, then J answered for me.
"i think someone just wanted an excuse to talk to me?" she rested against her hand which was proped onto the table.
I froze and felt myself getting red. I quickly covered my face with my hands. I tried to take a moment to collect myself but then i felt them slowly come off my face. J was grabbing my hands off my face, i looked at her with my face still red but her face had a beaming wide smile.
"i like you y/n.....a lot.....and i think its safe to say you like me too...right?" she came to my side of the table and sat down next to me. She held my hands in hers, her thumbs caressing my knuckles, waiting for my response.
I nodded slowly before snapping myself out of it. "YES i mean....yeah i like you too." i smiled back at her when she squeezed my hands for a small second.
It felt like we were gazing at each other lovingly for what felt like whatever. Bit it was interuppted when Niki came back out of nowhere.
He whistled lowly as he came up to us, making us look at him. "i see everything went by s'well?" he looked at me and moved his eyebrows up and down, teasingly.
"yeah yeah." i held J's hand tighter under the table as i scooted closer to her.
"well about time, beautiful really but now i need help. I failed my test." he pulled out his papers and sat across from us.
I looked at him in disbelief. "are you serious niki? didnt i tell you to study?" i grabbed his test and saw a big F on it. i placed it down and looked back at him, all he did was shrug his shoulders. I was about to say something before i felt a soft tug on my arm.
I looked back a J. "It's okay, just means more time for us right?" she smiled at me softly which i couldnt help but melt instantly.
"alright time to get serious and get started. we aren't in the library for nothing." he sat up straighter while and annoying smile on his face.
We are going to be here for a while but being in this library with her was worth it.
Its funny how everything has changed. I have always been alone. It was always me, myself and I. But what's so different now? Everything.
I'm an idol now. Honestly, i didn't think i'd make it. The only reason i decided to do so was to keep myself busy. But now here i am, debuting with a group of girls under the name of Le Sserafim.
With me being alone for so long, it has made me a bit reserved, cold, untrusting, and it's been somewhat of a struggle with now being surrounded by these girls.
They do what they can to get me involved or just try to get along with me. I know they dont mean any harm and for the most part i reciprocate what i can but they know my boundaries, and they respect them.
All expect....
"Y/N!!!", I was sat on the couch lost in thought when it was interrupted but they yell. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back with a soft sigh leaving my lips. "what is it Eunchae?"
"whatcha doin" i heard her steps come closer and bounced right on to the empty seat next to me
I opened my eyes and looked at her in a bored expression. I scooted a bit away from her since she was a bit to close to my liking. "nothing just here. thinking."
"About what?" she moved closer to me again.
"nothing" i got up and went to my room. I didnt mean to be rude, i just didnt want people getting close to me, or me get close to them.
One of the main reason is because i was different. I hated that I was. I was a girl with a penis, and once people find that about everything changes. Growing up wasnt at all easy so why would i think now that im an adult it would be.
I dont want to get to close to the girls because if i do and they end up finding out my secret, i know my heart wont be able to take it and i dont want all those feeling and bonds to go away.
Maybe its selfish but i'm just trying to protect myself.
I still show my appreciation to the girls in anyway i can. I help Kazuha study Korean, Yunjin loves to make me learn English, I play video games with Sakura, I help relieve stress off of Chaewon by picking up after the girls if they dont listen to her, and well Eunchae.....
Eunchae stresses me out. I do try to put up with her sometimes and do things for her but she always tries to get close to me in every possible way.
After collecting myself in my room for a couple of seconds, i decided to make some food for the members. Eunchae often times calls me heartless, i dont think i am. I just have a very hard time expressing my feelings out loud but i try to show i care through actions.
I was again lost in thought and moving mindfull but still somehow preparing the food. I didnt notice Eunchae pull up a chair in front of me and was just watching me.
I started cutting an onion and my eyes started to burn, making a small single tear slid down my cheek.
"wow it takes an onion to make you cry. didn't know you were capable of that" she giggled with a teasing smirk on her face.
"ha ha" i rolled my eyes, sarcastically. I turned around to put the onion in the pan and moved around the kitchen to finish the meal.
Noticing that i was finishing, Eunchae got up to call the girls to come and eat. I placed the food down, once they sat i served them and gave them their plates. thank you's and compliments on the food left their mouths as they started eating.
I went back to the kitchen and drank a cup a water while leaning against the counter. Chaewon came to me and noticed my energy.
"everything okay?" she looked at me with concerned eyes while stopping in front of me.
" yeah, i just need to clear my head for a bit. Enjoy the food, imma go out for a walk." i gave her a tight light smile.
"okay, well be careful, come home safe, dont be out to late the suns already setting." she gave me a small pity smile in return then leaned in and peaked my cheek and went back to the table.
I grabbed a hoodie, mask, a hat and left the door. Walking where-ever the wind took me.
Eunchae Pov
My jaw tensed but when i saw y/n leave after Chaewon kissed her cheek.
"what was that about?" i looked down and began to play with my food once Chaewon sat down with us.
"dont worry, im not taking y/n away from you." she mockingly pouted at me and poked my cheek.
It was no secret that i had a crush on y/n. But it was a challenge to get to really know her when she pulls away even more.
I pouted even more. "not like she would pick you anyways." i mumbled before clearing my throat, "where did she go though?"
"Okay, rude. She just went to clear here mind for a bit." she went back to eating her food.
I hummed in response before hesitating on what i wanted to do next. I took a fork-full of food and stood up. "im going to go find her." i grabbed my stuff and went out, ignoring Chaewons screams.
**Time-Skip**
I roamed around thinking where she could have gone. Right when i was going to give up i remembered a certain place.
I made my way there and sure enough, she was there. This was the very same park that not much people knew about, it's the same place where she took us after a very harsh training day. The perfect place to relax, breath and clear your mind.
Smiling at the sight of her. I walked up to the bench she was sitting on and sat next to her.
"why do you always follow me?" her voice was low, soft even. It made my heart start beating a bit faster.
"because i care." i looked at her. Her gaze was forward, starting at the open field of flower, watching the sun start to disappear.
"why care about someone who you call heartless?"it came out in a lower tone. when i called her heartless it was meant as a little jab. But now i wouldnt have said it at all if i would have know it affecting her in this way.
"y/n, i know your know heartless." she moved her gaze from the seneray in front of us to look only at me. "i just say things to make you smile, laugh or just get some type of reaction out of you. i just want you to feel like you can get close to me"
"well, your going to have a trouble time doing that." she looked down and picked at her fingers.
i grabbed her hand and held it in mine. She looked at me and i couldnt help but lean in and let my lips touch her cheek. "Thats okay but i guess that means i'll just keep trying." i leaned my head against her shoulder, watching the sunset together.
This wasnt the best idea. I know that but recently I've been needing a break. Schedules have been chaotic and everything has been stressing me out.
Thats why i decided to go out tonight. I wasnt doing anything crazy, just a casual midnight stroll....at like 1am. Most likey my manager was going to be pissed not only that i went out but that i didnt have a mask.
I didnt think it was going to matter since the streets were pretty much empty. Walking along the sidewalk, breathing in the cold air brought me a sense of peace; even if its only for a moment.
I wasnt walking to anywhere in particular. I was just walking around the block and i wasnt to far from my dorm.
I closed my eyes taken a moment again before it was interrupted.
"Hey!" i heard a voice come from behind me. It startled me and i turned around to see a man. He walked towards me with swaying to the side. I didnt say anything just turned back around and walked back to my dorm, walking a bit faster now.
"I'm talking to you, no need to be so rude. What's a pretty girl like you doing out here to late at night?" he somehow managed to catch up to me. He reeked like alcohol.
"just heading back home" I responded quickly, speeding up my pace.
"i'll walk you back, its not safe out here this time of night you know" he smirked and walked closer to me.
"i-its okay, ill be fine. have a goodnight." i rushly said as i ran a bit to cross the street to start walking on the other side of the road, leaving him behind. Once on the other side, i turned to see him staring at me intensely. I gulped but thought nothing of it since i left him.
i took a breath and continued on my way. But then i heard footsteps behind me, i turned to see the man again walking towards me. He caught up to me fast i didnt even have time to react.
He grabbed me my arms and pulled me to a nearby alleyway, slamming me to a wall. I tried to fight against them but it was no use, their grip was to strong and their body was bigger than mine.
"p-please, let me go! HELP!" i screamed out loud, still trying to push the man against me off. His stench was filling up my nose making me gag internally.
"shut the fuck up! stupid bitch!" he slapped me so hard that i fell on the floor. I held my cheek in pain and started to sob.
He came to me again and pinned me against the floor. I started to squirm again before noticing that he was starting to unbuckle his pants.
"n-no! please! stop" I started to panic even more. i was started to sob even more now. Seeing that no one was around and he wasnt stopping, i closed my eyes with tears realizing that there was nothing i could do, I was helpless.
Just as he was starting to pull down his pants, his body was thrown from my body to the wall, making the brick wall crack from the impact. His body slid down to the gravel floor with a groan escaping his lips.
I sat up quickly, looking all around before seeing something move faster than light itself. It stood in front of the man before moving just as fast but now standing in front of me. I was in shock from everything that happened.
"hey, you okay?" i felt a gentle but cold hand touch my shoulder, making me snap out of my shock a bit. Their voice was soft, i focused on their face as they leaned down, then i noticed their featues. It was a women.
I couldnt answer. She let out a soft huff before standing up and pulling me up with her. She buckled my pants and patted down my shirt. she moved my hands around looking to see if i had any injuries. Once she didnt find any she looked back at me.
"h-how?" was the only thing i was able to say. I took her silence to better look at her. the one thing that really caught my attention was her crimson red eyes, that would have a slight glow it it.
"dont think about it to much. Lets get you home okay?" she started to walk out of the alleyway and i followed behind, i stumbled a bit from my legs feeling weak by everything that went on.
The girl quickly notice and rushed to me and held my hand. I tensed up slightly at the cold feeling against my skin again. I looked up but she was just looking forward, continuing to walk.
After a few minutes of walking, she never let go of my hand. I noticed she would peek at me, maybe seeing if i was okay. Before i knew it, we were here.
"t-thank you" i tightened my grip around her hand, making her look at me with her red eyes. "s-so much." i felt my heart beat faster when her eyes glowed for a second.
she cleared her throat before saying, "your welcome". she let go of my hand and took a step back. "im sorry this happened to you but try to forget all of this. Your safe now and maybe next time dont be out to late, or at least have someone with you."she began to turn around and started to walk away.
"W-wait!" i ran forward a bit, catching her attention and turning around. "is there any way to contact you?" i stood in front of her, having to look up since she was taller than me.
"you dont want to be associated with me. Trust me. I'm not good" her gaze was so hypnotic, i just could look away from them. But her words made me confused.
"what do you mean? you literally saved me. how is that not good?' i shock my head a bit in disbelief.
"you dont understand, which is exactly why-" i cut her off from whatever excuse she was going to come up with.
"can i at least know your name?" i raised my voice a bit, starting to get a bit frustrated with how stubborn she is.
She gave me a bored look before sighing and stand even straighter, " y/n. there happy" crossing her arms once she finished speaking.
"well y/n. I think we should get to know each other better." i took a step closer to her and firmly stating. I couldnt lie and not say that she was incredibly attractive.
"didnt i just say no" she pinched her nose, making me smirk a bit.
"i just dont understand why not? You saved me, and i just wanna get to know my hero better. I dont know how my hero could possibly be bad." i mocked her stance and crossed my arms as well.
"fuck sake" she uncrossed her hand and rested them on her hips. "you really wanna know, just dont say i didnt warn you."
Without a warning she came to me in a flash and her hand wrapped around my throat, not hard enough to choke me but enough to hold me still. She showed me her long sharp fangs, and her eyes glowing a bright red.
I knew it. I knew it i just didnt think was i was seeing was right. I had thought that my mind was everywhere and i was seeing things. I also didnt want to believe...... Believe that vampires are real.
She let me go when she notice my eyes widen. She sped back enough to give me space.
"want to get to know me now?" she looked at me with the same intense cold stare shes been giving me, but then that slight glow again.
I couldnt say anything though, i was still too stunned. My thoughts were filled with so many questions and things i wanted to say.
Taking my silence as an answer she turned to walk away. "thats what i thought."
I came back to my senses and ran up to her. I put my hand on her shoulder and spun her around. "i didnt even answer."
she rolled her eyes, " your silence was enough."
"i would still like to get to know you. Vampire or not." i smiled at her, wanting her to see that i was being genuine.
"W-why" she looked at me confused and maybe a bit of 'are you stupid' type of look.
"because i mean your attractive and you saved my life, y/n. I will forever be grateful for that." i tiptoed to lean up and kiss her cheek, letting my lips linger there for a second.
I pulled back and smirked at y/n's state. She was tense and her eyes were glowing for a second but dimmed down when she coughed and tried to compose herself
I was bored out of my mind. I was surrounded by everyone who worked in the office building. All of them had the same expression on their face. Our boss thought it was a good idea to have a business meeting today.
Luckily, i was sat next to y/n, my partner. I looked over to them to see their eye lids blink slowly. We sat in the very back, behind the rows of people.
I decided to take advantage, since we were in the back and we were both bored i began to mess with y/n.
My hand under the table made its way onto y/n thigh. My hand gripped them slightly then rubbed my thumb against the fabric covering their thigh.
I saw them tense up in the corner of my eye, making me smirk. I took this moment to trail my hand up higher.
Before my hand could reach the area between their thigh, i felt a hand grip my wrist. "what are you doing?" they whispered but their gaze was still looking forward, their grip loosening.
"I'm just making time go by faster." I pecked to check if the cost was clear. I grabbed their hand and brought it to my own core. Y/n didnt say anything just let me do whatever I wanted.
I placed their hand up my skirt, i slightly spread my legs and began to move her fingers against me.
I turned to look at y/n, only to see them started to breath a bit heavier. I pulled my panties to the side and brought y/n's finger right up to my slit, making both of our breathes shudder.
Then suddenly she pulled their hand away, making me whine. I looked at y/n, seeing them grab something from their bag. Their eyes shifted around the room, y/n looked at me and i could only get more confused.
Their hand made its was back to where they were. My panties slid to the side and i gasped lowly when i felt something enter me. I looked back at y/n when they pulled away.
"Be quiet for me and maybe we could finish this elsewhere." their lips whispered against my ear, making me clench around the mysterious item inside me. Before i could ask what is was, i heard a soft click then my body tensed up as i felt vibration on my lower half.
Y/n fully pulled away from me, their hand lingering on my thigh, that stupidly hot smirk resting on their face.
I gripped their hand as i heard another click, making the speed of the vibrations go faster. I bit my lip, just trying to not make any noise.
As soon as i was getting used to the sensation i heard two clicks. The vibrations now going even faster made me tense up and clench around the toy, which was a mistake. A good mistake. It stimulated me good and i let out a whimper, which i instantly covered my mouth with my hand.
It took y/n by surprise and they looked around the room to see if anyone noticed. Noticing that the coast was clear, i leaned over to them, my hands fully wrapping their arm.
"y/n...i-im close" i whispered in their ear, their leaned down and pecked my lips. "thats too bad" was all they said as they pulled back again and returned to their original position, making me look at them in confusion but right away i knew why.
I heard a final click, the vibrations suddenly stopped. My head snapped at their direction and they pointed at the front of the room.
"All right, no questions, meeting over! You can all go home now" our boss had ended the meeting. Everyone in the room automatically started rushing out of there.
Y/n stood up and grabbed their bag but before they could do anything else i stood up and grabbed their arm, making them look at me.
"i was being quiet, right? I was being good" i looked up at them with the biggest doe eyes i could muster. I saw a smirk spread across y/n's face.
They nodded at my words and i felt myself clench my thighs together. "Since you were begin good, let go back to my place and there you wont have to be quiet at all."
At this point everyone had left the room so y/n took this chance to lean down and kiss my lips. When i leaned in to give them another, they leaned back with a grin.
They started walking towards the door, leaving me their a bit stunned. As they reached the door they turned back to look at me with a teasing grin.
"Such a good girl for being quiet but come on, I want to get home and see how loud you can really be" and with that I followed them out the doors.
Working at an office isn't as bad as it seems. I have a amazing coworkers and even some that i consider my best friends. It was time for break already so me and my friends sat down at a table.
We were getting lost in whatever random converstion we were having when Siyeon spoke out to get my attention.
"oop Yuqi, looks like someone has Y/n attention." she pointed at the doorway and smirked into her cup as she finished speaking.
I quickly look over to see where she was pointing. Sure enough, there stood Y/n and they were talking to no one other than Sorn.
Y/n is my girlfriend and but I prefered our relationship would stay private. No one other than my friends knew we were dating.
A reason as to why i didnt want things between us to be public was because y/n is a manager in our building. They had a lot of say and was very close to our boss since y/n knew what they were doing when it came to the company. I didnt want it to seem like it was favoritism or cause any problems.
Sorn was constantly hitting on y/n, even when y/n would turn her down, she would not take the hint. And today was no different.
"i mean why dont you stop keeping it a secret?" minnie asked me, making me turn my glare away from the pair to her.
"because im just not ready yet." i swirled my cup around, letting out a soft sigh.
"well you cant really get upset at people hitting on her since i mean they dont know." Shuhua shrugged her shoulders, making me pout a bit.
I turned back to look at y/n again only to see her already starting at me. She gave me a smile and winked before heading out of the room.
I didnt even bother to think about how Sorn stood there confused. I looked down blushing a bit but quickly playing it off knowing the girls would make fun of me.
After a couple of hours it was time to go home. I was already pretty exhausted. Driving back home all i could think about was y/n and Sorn. I know y/n would never do anything but it just bugs me that Sorn hasn't stopped.
I was letting it get to me a bit and i got home with a pout on my lips from just thinking about it.
As soon as i opened the door i was embraced immediately.
"There;s my one and only, my jealous little Yuqi." she hugged me tightly and pecked my lips several times.
"what are you talking about, i wasnt jealous." my pout still not leaving my lips even though i wrapped my arms around her frame.
"if you say so." she gave me a firm kiss on my lips before lifting me up and taking me to the bedroom.
**Time-Skip**
The office has been chaotic lately, me and y/n havent really been able to see each other, besides at home but even then we would just eat and sleep.
I walked away from my desk to go the bathroom. I stepped in and stopped when saw Sorn pushing y/n against the wall with their lips locked.
I didnt bother waiting there for any longer i dropped by bag and ran. I didnt even stop when i heard Minnie call out for me.
Y/N Pov
Shock came over my body when i felt Sorn's lips on mine. I pushed her away the same moment i heard something fall. I looked over to see a bag on the ground. I instantly recognized the bag as Yuqi, it was the one i had gave her for her birthday, the same one she took everywhere.
I turned back to Sorn, she had a smirk on her face which only made me more upset.
"what the fuck is wrong with you?!" i wiped my lips as i looked at her with nothing but rage and disqust.
"Come on y/n, you know i like you, whats wrong with a little kiss?" she began to lean in again. I quickly pushed her back and moved away from her.
"And i have made it very clear that i dont feel the same." i leaned down and grabbed the bag off the ground. I began to head out before turning back to Sorn. "By the way be prepared to pack your things in a box after hearing from our boss. Im sure they would be happy to hear of the actions you decide to make in a work environment."
I left the bathroom and immediately headed home. On the way there i decided to send my boss an explanation of all the harassing Sorn has done to me. I also mentioned some time frames so they could check the cameras if they wanted proof.
Once i reached home i opened the door only to hear cries coming from above. I ran upstaris and saw Yuqi crying on our bed,
"yuqi baby, it wasnt how it looked." i made my way to her, speaking quietly bur firmly, just trying to get through to her.
"get away from me y/n. I know what i saw im not dumb." she peeked at me with a hard glare looking back at me.
"Yuqi, listen to me. She kissed me, i pushed her back and since she took it this far, i already sent a message to our boss." I rested my hand on her hip, rubbing it softly.
"r-really." she sat up and looked at me with wide puffy eyes. I leaned forward and handed her my phone. She took it and read the messages i sent my boss.
While she was reading a single tear ran down her face. I leaned forward to wipe it away. She looked back at me and pecked my lips. We stayed like that for a moment.
"s-sorry." she mumbled against my lips. I pulled back and looked at her confused. "for assuming" her gaze left mine and looked down to her lap.
I shook my head, reaching forward with my hand to make her look back at me. "no need to apologize silly. I know anyone in that situation would have reacted the same." i leaned in a gaver her another kiss.
This time she didnt pull way, instead she pulled me closer. Her hands wrapped around my neck bring me closer to her. She leaned back against the bed, pulling me down with her.
Her hands ran down from my neck down to my chest then to my stomach. Her legs spread allowing me to settle in between them.
"I think im ready to go public." she whispered agasint my lips as she pulled my bottom lip back.
Once she let go of my lip, i could help but smirk at bit. "why is that, beautiful?" i leaned my head down and laid soft kisses against her neck. Her head leaned back, letting me get more access.
"because that way people could stop thinking your single." she left out a soft sigh when i bit down on her skin, her legs wrapping around my waist, bringing me closer.
"Then lets do it, that way you can stop your jealously problems." i giggled when she pushed my shoulder playfully.
"shut up" she flipped us over, so now she was on top of me, straddeling my hips.
"all jokes my love. Trust me i dont want anyone else other than you." My hands rested on her hips before leaning in to kiss her.
There no point in hiding someone you love, now I could happily show off my wonderful girlfriend out in public.
College is full of surprises, something is always happening, even if you dont want it. My way of avoiding it was by studying, like now.
Being surrounded by nothing but books and silence. Allowing me to fully focus on my studies and for this upcoming exam i had.
I had my rhythm going before it was interrupted by a screech of a chair being pulled next to me.
"hi, y/n right?" I let out a small sigh, being annoyed that i was being interrupted. I looked over to see a very well, or i guess popular, girl at our campus.
The one and only Huh Yunjin. Which made me even more confused since why would she be talking to me. Me and her are complete opposites.
While she was outgoing, had lots of friend, loud and always talking to someone. I was one to stay inside, keep to myself, no friends, quiet, constantly studying, and having my earbuds in to avoid talking to someone.
I looked around the library, trying to see some heads peaking out, waiting for someone to pop out saying this was a prank. But nothing came. I looked back at her as she waited for my response. All i could do is nod, still confused as to why shes around me.
"sooo, whats a girl like you doing here?" she leaned against the table while resting her head on her hand, looking at me with a very small smirk on her lips.
"studying" i gave her a bland response, wanting nothing more for her to just go away. Dont get me wrong Yunjin is incredibly beautiful, but i was just feeling uncomfortable being in her presence.
"so cold to me" she pouted her lips a bit. I rolled my eyes a bit before looking back down at my notes. "look at you, smart and hot." I tensed up at bit.
"what do you want Yunjin?" i scribbled something down, trying to ignore whatever that comment made me feel.
"just wanted to talk to you." her grin widened when i looked back at her. I gave her a 'be fr right now' look. She sighed before sitting up. "fine, you got me. I need a favor, BUT i also just wanted to talk to you because i wanna get to know you better." she batted her lashes at me.
I ignored the last comment again, keeping my bored expression the same despite knowing that the tips of my ears were probably turning red. "What do you want?"
"soooooo basically i have a family dinner happening and I KNOW they are going to be asking me questions as to why I'm single and i dont wanna hear it. So without much thinking i instantly thought you would be the perfect candidate, so what do you say?" she clapped her hand together and set them on her lap as she gave me her famous smile.
"For one, what makes you think imma say yes, and two why me? you could literally ask anyone and trust me, they will instantly say yes," I looked at her even more confused that before.
"that the thing y/n. I know they will, but here you are putting up a fight. You dont give in to me instantly because you hold yourself up well. I like that. Your different y/n, a good different. You're smart, attractive, selfless, and much more that you dont see." Her eyes softened with every word she spoke, if the tips of my ears weren't red before they defiantly are now.
"w-what are you saying? we dont even know each other well" she smiled and grabbed my hands, holding them in hers. I gulped before making eye contact with her.
"i've noticed things about you for a long time y/n. Which is why i know your perfect for this. I want to take someone to my family that i know will love and approve of. Sooo..?" i let out a soft sigh, i looked deeply into her eyes trying to find some sense that she was lying.
"fine." i lowly let out. She gave my hands a squeeze as you smile grew impossibly wider.
"thank you, pick me up at 4:30pm and we'll leave right after. I'll text you more details." she stood up then stopped when i looked her a bit confused on how she has my number already. "wow you dont remember, Im hurt." she pouted again. "Mr. Yimes class project."
"ahhhh yes yes, sorry. That was like so long ago." she giggled at my response before leaning down and pecked my cheek, making me freeze at the sudden contact. "its okay, as long as you remembered now. Ill see you tonight." she winked, turning and walked towards the exit, leaving me in a shocked state.
After a few second, i composed myself and decided to stop studying as i knew i wasnt going to be able to focus.
**Time-skip**
Its embarrassing to admit that i actually tried to put effort in an outfit for someone that probably wont care. But here I was 3:54pm, knocking on Yunjin's dorm room door.
After a few minutes, she came out looking incredible. I couldn't manage proper words so i just showed her the flowers i got her. "t-there for you and uh y-you look n-nice." I slapped myself mentalty.
She giggled at my flustered state then grabbed the flowers with thank you before sniffing them and placing them in her doom.
"Thank you again for the flowers, you didnt have you. But i must say you look great." she nugged my side as we walked towards the car.
"i know i didnt have to but i just wanted it to seem more geniune, you know?" i gave her a shy smile and received a bigger one from her. We reached the car and drove off. I gave the AUX to her and got lost in a bit of conversation on our way to her parents house.
Once we arrived, i felt the nerves kicking in and Yunjin seemed to notice. She grabbed my hand and squeezed it lightly. "its okay, youll be fine but if it gets too much just tell me okay." she looked at me with a genuine look of concern on her face.
With her touch alone it was enough to reassure me, I gave her a soft nod before making our way to the house.
Her dad answered the door and welcomed us in. I firmly shook his hand and i received a warm smile. "Honey, Yunjin is here and she brought a guest." he yelled out to his wife with a playful teasing behinf his voice.
Almost instantly Yunjin's mom came out of the dining room with a surprised look on her face. it instantly changed to something warmer when she noticed us. She gave both of us a hug, "wow its nice to see a new face around here."she smiled at me before turning to Yunjin. "about time you brought someone. You better be good to her, she seems like a good soul. Now come on, foods ready."
Me and Yunjin looked at each other a bit nervously before smiling at each other. Dinner went by more casual than i thought. There were some questions about our relationship, which were answered and nobody thought twice about it.
After dinner Yunjin's mom said for us to hang out in the living room, so we exactly that. We spoke about random things before her sister came out on nowhere and just stared at us.
"what?" yunjin sisterly grossed out look, which Yunjin's sister did back. I laughed a bit at the similaries between them. Then as quickly as she came, she disappeared. We turned to look at each other in confusion and laughed it off.
After some time bonding it was getting late. We said our goodbyes and headed out. The car right back to Yunjin's place was nice. Nothing but comfortable silence. Even as Yunjin hand was wrapped in mine the entire way.
Once reaching campus, i walked her to her dorm. "do you want to come in, my roomate is out?" she stepped inside and looked back. I was starting to get nervous but made my way in.
She led me to the couch and she walked off to put the flowers i had gotten her into a vase.
"they loved you know. My mom, my dad and even if she didnt show it especially my sister." she glanced up at me with a soft smile resting on her lips. I fidgeted on the couch.
"I'm not so sure why, i was just being me. I didnt even speak much." my hands started playing with a loose string on my pants.
I heard a small huff from where Yunjin was at, making me look up and seeing her, now done with the flowers, make her way towards me then stopped right in front of me.
"thats exactly why they loved you. Because you were just being you." she placed her hands on my shoulders, pushing me back against the couch. Then she slowly got on top of me, her legs on my sides, never once breaking eyes contact with me.
"you didnt have to do anything, even when you did speak, even when you laughed, even when you stayed silent then could feel that you are a great person y/n" she leaned more into me, the tips of our noses touching.
My senses felt hightened, they way she was pressing against me, the smell of her perfume invading my nose, my eyes getting lost in her brown ones, my ears picking up the way she began to take low deep breathes. All i could do was grip the fabric of the couch.
Then slowly she leaned down and captured my lips. Soft. thats all i could think. my hands made their way to her waist, gripping it slowly as i felt my body relax into the kiss.
She grunted in surprised against my lips before pulling back and looked down. I looked down with her realizing that i was starting to get hard. I looked away embrassed, i opened my mouth to apologize but was cut off by a firm kiss on my jaw, making me squeeze her waist.
"no need to be shy about it y/n, its natural" she kissed higher before turning my head with her hand to look at her. I felt the other hand run done my stomach and rest against my member, grazing it lightly, making me let out a shaky breath.
She smirked as she placed her hands back on my shoulder and pecked my lips. "too bad i dont third base on the first date huh?" I couldnt help but playfully scoff and lean my head back with a smirk on my face.
"your evil. this is not how i thought today would go." i moved my head so i was looking at her again.
"yeah me neither but hey im not compaining." her hand played with the back of my neck, her smirk now turning into a smile.
I was about to say something back before we heard the noise to her door start open. Yunjin quickly got off and made it seem like we werent doing anything. Thankfully but this time my boner was also gone.
"hi yunjin.....and yunjin's pretty friend" her roomate came in looking a bit tired but changed when she noticed me. I sent her a wave and Yunjin rolled her eyes. "leave her alone Chaewon."
Chaewon had a mocking pout on her lips as she shrugged her shoulder, while she made her way to her room and winked at me before closing the door.
I cleared out my throat. "well....your roomate seems nice." i awkwardly looked her Yunjin who was glaring at Chaewons door.
"shes not nice when she wants to take things that arent even hers." Yunjin said in a low voice, low that once could easily miss. I pretended to not hear mainly because i didnt know what she was talking about.
She then look at me, her gaze softening." well i just want to say thank you again for today. It meant a lot." It took me a bit by suprise on how fast she was able to change.
"o-of course, i had fun and i enjoyed it." a reassuring smile made its way to my lips. She looked over my featured for a second before leaning in and kissing my lips agasint.
"im glad, cuz i did too."she whispered agasint my lips before backing up. Smiling smuggly at my expression. "i hope you dont mind continuing to accompany me to those family event."
I didnt even proccess what she said but i felt my head agreeing with whatever she just said. She giggled at my burning red ears. "good"
I snapped myself out of the trance "y-yeah" then slowly stood up, making Yunjin stand up with me. "w-well see you M-monday." i awkwardly made my way out her door, i turned to look her her smirking at me while leaning a bit against the door frame.
"alright, see you then." i turned and was about to walk when i was stopped. "arent you forgetting something?" i turned back and patted myself down. My keys. I looked up to see Yunjin swinging the keys on her finger.
I sighed and got closer to her to grab my keys. Just as my hand was going to grab them she pulled them back, making me look at her confused. " i need something first." she then closed her eyes and pointed at her lips.
I couldnt help but laugh at her antics but ultimately gave in. I leaned in and placed a firm kiss on her lips and pulled back with a grin.
"fine, you win this time. Goodnight y/n." she handed me my keys before closing the door to her dorm.
I took a small moment and began to walk to my building. I still couldnt believe how this day ended up but one thing is for certain.......i dont think im pretending.
Being friends with Seoyeon had its perks and also its disadvantages. She always manages to get me to do things i dont wanna do. Like tonight, she "invited"(more like forced me) to a party.
We had just arrived and before stepping through the doors, Seoyeon turned to look at me. She could tell i was clearly nervous, this is not my comfort zone at all.
"y/n, loosen up a bit. It'll be fun, trust. Plus you know who is coming." she winked at me before stepping inside the house.
I blushed instantly at her teasing. It was no secret to my best friend that I had a massive crush on a girl in my class, Park Jiwon. She was like no other. I love her outgoing personality, her humor and to be honest i could do on and on.
I have tried to speak to her a few times and me being me, i feel like i would embarrass myself every time.
I shook my head to get Seoyeon's teasing away from my head. I followed Seoyeon inside, cringing at the smell and loud noise. She served me a drink and found our small group of friends.
I slowly started getting more comfortable as conversation and laughs surrounded us. Then suddenly a known classmate of ours came and interrupted us.
"Hey guys, we're trying to play 7 minutes in heaven, childish i know blah blah blah, but we need more people." she looked at us expectantly. We looked around before Jisun grew impatient, she then leaned forward and grabbed mine and Seoyeon's hands, dragging us upstairs.
She let go of us once we reached the small group of people. Seoyeon and I decided to sit next to each other. I took a moment to look at the people in the small circle.
Thats when i noticed Jiwon, I felt myself freeze momentarily. She looked as beautiful as ever. I felt a small nudge on my side.
"you staring to much" seoyeon whispered with a knowing smirk. I pushed her away slightly and tried to compose myself as i knew i had a blush on my face.
"we're keeping it simple." A guy i remembered as Wooyoung came in with a bottle in his hand and the other resting on his hip. "rules are if you are spinning the bottle who ever it lands on is who you decide to either kiss right there or go to the closet for 7 minutes anddd i guess if someone doesnt want to do either, you have to take two shots. okay? okay. lets begin." He sat down and spun the bottle first.
After a few rounds it was Jiwon's turn. She spun it with a smile that i couldnt help but admire. The bottle spun for what it seemed forever, when it finally stopped it landed on some guy.
"uh, lets do 7 mintutes." the group cheered, all i could do was stare as they made their way to the closet. Wooyoung put a timer and decided to do another quick round. I couldn't even focus, i was getting a weird feeling on my stomach.
Once time was up, wooyoung when to go and they came right out. Not much was said but I couldnt look at her anymore, the pit in my stomach wasnt going away.
Soon enough it was my turn and it landed between Jiwon and some other girl i didnt reconize. My best friend being her decided to speak out.
"omg would you look at that it landed on Jiwon?" she clapped her hands. I was about to say sometime then she cut me off. Its like she knew i was either going to deny that it even landed on someone or that I was going to want to take a shot.
"I say 7 minutes, what do you guys think?" the group of course cheered, making me sigh and stand up, Jiwon following.
We got into the closet and Wooyoung let us know that the time started. It was quiet for a couple of seconds. The pit in my stomach was now overcome with nerves.
"so what do you want to do?" she asked in a low voice.
"we dont have to do anything." I responded in the same tone. It was dark in there so I couldnt see her face, which in a way actually relaxed me a bit.
I'm pretty sure she could sense my nerves. A couple of seconds later she spoke up again. "i uh I didnt do anything with that guy." she suddenly said.
"you dont have to tell me anything." I looked down and started playing with my fingers. I was also wondering. "how much time do you think we have left?" i tried to relive some tension in the small room.
"are you trying to get away from me?" she came close to me. I gulped at the closeness.
"i mean n-no but what's more to say." I leaned back, trying to keep some distance between us. It didnt help as she came closer.
"then no more talking and kiss me." her hands landed on my shoulders. I tensed up at her touch, my brain wasnt functioning, a small pathetic why left my lips.
"because believe it or not.....i like you... a lot more than you think. There is no one else i rather be kissing." with every word she spoke i felt her come closer to me, her breath brushing against my lips.
I hesitently placed my hands on her waist, and waited to see if she would pull away bit nothing. I took a small breathe and leaned in. Her lips felt so soft against mine. This was better than anything i would have imagined.
She tangled her fingers into my hair and pulled me closer. I gripped her waist a bit tighter and low sigh escaped her lips as she pulled away. We took a moment to catch out breaths, i couldnt really see but I could feel a smile on her face, bringing one onto mine as well.
"sooo.....i think we should get out of here after this." her hand began to play with my hair. She leaned in and pecked my lips for a second.
"i dont know, dont you want to keep playing." I rubbed my thumb against her waist as i teased her.
She smacked my shoulder in a scoff. "dont act like you werent all jelly a second ago." she giggled. Before i could say anything else, the door swung open.
"TIMES UP!" Wooyoung screamed, and smirked at our position.
Jiwon, being the dramatic women she is, fell onto her knees and placed a hand on her heart. "Dont you know how to know!! you could have given me a heart attack!!" I laughed at her antics before reaching down and picked her up. Wooyoung rolled his eyes and walked back to the group.
Jiwon held my hand as we made our way to my best friend. Seoyeon was already looking at us with a smirk on her face. "i take it your leaving." she said the moment I reached her.
"uh yeah you got a ride home?" i looked away a bit flustered. She snickered at my reaction.
"yeah, Saerom could take me. Have fun." she winked at me before returning back to the different game they started.
I shook my head a bit and lead us to my car. Once in the car, i felt my nerves start to act up again. It soon went away when i felt Jiwon grab my hand again. I looked up and she game me a reassuring smile.
"see isnt this a bit better than being in a dark, crampy, stinky closet, andddd we arent locked up." She wiggled her eyebrows at me. I smile broke on my face and i squeezed her hand.
"anything beats that. Nothing is better than having you here and seeing your beautfuly face. So i guess you could say it was worth it." i leaned over and pecked her lips.
I sighed for what felt like the 20th time. I looked at the time and it was already 11:34pm. It was pretty late, at least for me. I would have been asleep since 8 but i chose to wait.
My girlfriend should have been home a while ago. But i decided to stay up since i felt like we haven't been spending much time with each other
I was zoning out but quickly came back to reality when i heard the front door open. I stood up to meet y/n.
"hey beautiful, why are you still up?" she looked at me a bit shocked as she set her stuff down.
I couldnt help but get a bit emotinal. "i've just been missing you a lot recently." i felt myself get teary eyed. I looked down and played with my fingers.
I heard her sigh softly before coming closer to me. She wrapped her arms around me and i instantly melted. I pressed my face against her chest, breathing in her warmth. I was expecting her usual scent but was taken aback when she smelled more floral, sweet, not her cologne that she wears.
I leaned back slighty and saw a faint smudge of red on the collar of her shirt. I gently fully pushed myself away from her.
"b-baby why do you smell like that?" i looked at her expectantly. She looked away for a second before speaking.
"o-oh because a coworker hugged me goodbye since i was helping her today. I guess it was her way for showing graditude." she leaned down and pecked my lips. "do you have work tomorrow, gorgeous?" I couldnt help but melt instantly. I've missed this with her.
"oh o-okay and no i dont" She leaned against my lips again and i gripped her shirt, bringing her closer to me.
"well then i think we have a few things to catch up on, dont you think?" she picked me up, making me giggle as she lead us to the bed room.
**Next-Day**
I woke up as the sunlight shined against my eyelids. I smiled as i remembered the memories of last night. I turned to reach for her but she wasnt there, instead there was a note.
Hey beautiful, hope you had a great nights rest. Sorry for not being there with you, i wish i was. I thought i didnt have work but i got called in. Im sorry baby but i promise i'll make it up to you
~Love, your one and only, y/n
I smiled at her words but couldnt help but sigh afterwards. I got up and started my day. I spent the day cleaning, read a bit, and did a few things. I started getting bored so I decided to invite one of my best friends, Sumin.
She came over once she was free. We started talking and catching up a bit. Though i could tell she was a bit figety. I didnt think to much of it until it didn't stop.
"are you okay, you seem like very nervous." i slowly took a sip of the tea i prepared for us.
She hesitated a bit before setting her cup down. "how have you been noticing y/n?" I tilted my head slightly, confused as to why y/n was being brought up.
"umm i dont see her as often as i would like. She's been getting pretty busy at the office but we spend time with each other when we can." i smiled a bit at the memory of last night.
It seemed like my answer didn't calm her nerves. She took a small moment before speaking again. "i need to tell you something. Today I was at the mall and I saw y/n with someone else. I didnt think to much of it, like maybe a business meeting but they looked a little to intimate for that. here look" she came close to me and showed me her phone.
I took the phone and looked at the picture. It was no doubt y/n her smile was brighter as ever, a smile she would, or used to give me. I looked to see who was receiving her smile and it was indeed her coworker but i knew exactly who it was.
Her name was Jennie, a coworker that i had met when i visited y/n at work one day. As a girl I noticed her approached to y/n right away but she always told me that Jennie was a friend nothing more, to not worry about her.
"i-isa, sorry you had to find out like this." Sumin rubbed my shoulder trying to comfort me. I didn't even notice that i began to cry.
Just then the door opened, y/n was home. It was way to early for her to be home. Her foot steps came closer to where we were at.
"hel- oh hey Sumin, and bea- why are you crying gorgeous?" she came to me and kneeled in front of me. Holding my face in her hands as she wiped my tears.
Even though i now know what she did, I hate that she always makes me melt.
"i'll go get a cup of water." sumin excused her face and disappeared into the kitchen.
"baby whats wrong?" she leaned to peck my lips but i instantly turned my head. "i-isa what is it?"
I grabbed Sumin phone and shoved it in y/n face. She fumbled a bit before looked at the phone. Her body tensed when she realized what she was looking at.
"I-its not what it looks like." she tried to touch me again, this time a bit panicked.
"really because it l-looks pretty clear to me." i stood up, getting angrier, upset, disappointed by the second "y-you lied to me. You said you were at work, w-why are you even here this early."
"I-it was a business thing baby, it didnt mean anything. And well i j-just wanted to spend time with you." she stood up slowly. She didn't raise her voice while looking at me with those puppy dog eyes that she does.
"omg cut the bullshit y/n just tell me the truth. You havent e-even smiled at ME like that since who knows how long, and you expect me to believe you." i came closed to her, i was poking her chest with a finger.
"i-isa le-" she tried explaining againt but i cut her off. "just tell me the truth y/n. I have never done anything to you, the least you could do is just tell me the truth." i broke down even harder, i just needed her to say it.
She looked at me, conflicted on what to say. She looked into my eyes before gulping slightly.
"I've been talking to her for a long while now."she looked down and said it with a sigh.
"have you both kissed?" she looked back up to looked at me.
"isa, b-bab-" she reached her hands up to try to grab my face and bring me close to her.
"no you dont get to fuckin call me that right now. answer. me" i smacked her hands away from me. she looked even more guilty.
"y-yes" she let out in a low voice. I scoffed in disbelief before wiping my eyes for a quick second.
"h-have you slept with her?" i clenched my hands and the tears were still running down my face. She gave me a look and opened her mouth, i knew she was going to try to avoid the question. "y/n." i gave her a glare.
She dropped her head to looked at the floor before whispering a "yes". I placed my hands on her chest and shoved her back. "get the fuck out."
"i-isa, it didnt mean anything. I l-lov-" I cut her off again but this time i didnt think before acting. I had slapped her, i was too mad to even process what i did.
"you dont get to say that! not after what you did! get out. get out. get out!" i kept pushing her back until she stumbled againt the front door. She looked at me conflicted before opening the door and stepping out.
She tried to say something again but i won her. "I dont ever want to see you again, and as much as i fuckin hate you right now i'll have the decency to leave your stuff outside by tomorrow." I slammed the door before she could say anything.
After a minute of processing what just happened, i leaned against the door and started crying. I jumped when i felt a hand on my shoulder, i looked up and saw Sumin.
"sorry i didnt mean to scare you but i didnt want to just leave you here dealing with this alone." she leaned down and hugged me tight. I began to cry against her and she slowly lead me to the living room, bring a tub of ice cream with us.
Sometimes the only people you truly need is your friends.
It was a very cold tonight. This years winter is no joke. I looked up at the night sky as small drops of snow fell. I sighed out loud being able to see my breath. I had just enough money to buy a hot chocolate.
Sitting on a bench near a park, i took the time to close my eyes and process things. Since i was a child i've always have had problem. At a young age i was put into a foster home, once 18 i was forced out of there. Since then I have never had a stable place to live in.
I took a sip of my drink. Slowly accepting that I was going to have to sleep out here tonight. I let out another sigh, my head dropping down to look at my hands. The cup giving me the slightest bit of warmth.
"y/n? is that you?" i snapped my head up and turned to the voice to see my best friend, Sakura.
I had met her during school, she knew about my situation to an extent. I had to lie to her and tell her that i had a family that was taking care of me as their own.I didnt want to worry her. she always took my problems as hers and tried to make me feel better, i dont know if her being a year older than me had anything to do with it.
I knew she would be more than willing to let me stay with her and her family but i just didnt want to be a burden. I have been able to keep up the lie until i guess now.
"oh h-hey sakura, how are you?" i tried to play it off, i was still slightly surprised since it was pretty late not much people were out and I didnt expect for Sakura to be out this late either.
"Im okay" she looked at me a bit confused. "what are you doing out here?" she came closer, stopping right in front of me, making me have to look up at her.
"ah y-you know just craving some hot cocoa"my fingers were fidgeting against my drink and looked at her with a nervous smile.
She narrowed her eyes at me when she noticed my movement. It was easy to lie to her when I felt like i wasnt caught. When she gave me that look i felt like she saw right through me. Without any warning, she grabbed my hand and dragged me away.
After a few steps, i looked around to instantly notice the neighborhood around us. We were heading to her apartment. Her apartment that she turned into a home for herself.
Walking into her apartment she sat me down on the couch. She stood in front of me, arms crossed. I took a small moment before looking up at her, she had a serious look on her face.
"so are you going to tell me what you were really doing out there?" she sat down on an armchair in front of me. I took a big breath and looked down, playing with my fingers trying to avoid her gaze.
I took one more breath then looked up at her and told her everything. There was a long moment of silence once i was done. I couldnt help but get nervous under her intense gaze.
"y/n you're an idoit. You could have just told, like this is something serious. Do you not trust me enough to tell me things like that or what? What kind of best friend am i if im not there for you when you need someone?" she shook her head at me.
"i-its not like that, i just didnt want you to worry about me thats all. When things began with me, you were training to become an idol. I didnt want to be a reason for you to stop pursuing your dreams all because you were worried about helping me." i continued to play with my fingers, still to nervous to look up at her.
There was nothing said after that. I glanced up at her after a few seconds. She looked like she was thinking about something. Then she stood up and sat next to me before looking at me again. i gulped softly, wondering what she was going to tell me now.
"you could live here. Its not so often i get to be home since my schedule usually keeps me busy so, you could stay here." she looked straight at me.
"n-no no, its okay i'll be able to find a place." i shook my hands, denying her offer.
"for what, y/n? so you could just end up getting kicked out again." she looked at me with 'are you serious' face. Then she looked down and mumbled something i couldnt quiet catch."geez your lucky i lov-"
My nervousness changed into confusion. "what did you say?" she looked flustered when i asked her that.
"n-nothing. It was nothing" she turned her face, i could failtly see a pinkish hue on her cheeks.
"come on, I told you everything that has been happening with me, stuff that i never wanted to tell you." i scooted closer to her. " i doubt whatever you have to say is worse than mine." this time I wasnt the one not being able to hold the others gaze.
She took a small breath then looked back up at me. Their was a look of vulnerability in them, making me automatically soften. "p-promise it wont affect us negatively?" she grabbed on of my hands into her, she never once left my gaze.
Usually i didnt like making promises on things i wasnt sure of but that way she was looking at me, I couldnt help but agree. "i promise" my voice lower than i wanted too.
I saw her take a small gulp, her eyes fluttering shut for a second before meeting my gaze again. It looked like she was trying to compose herself. She was hesitance and her breathing was soft. I got lost for a second just admiring her.
"i......i love you y-y/n." i was slightly taken aback. I would have never thought thats what she wanted to tell me. "i have loved you e-ever since you supported and believed in me when everyone else wouldn't."
I couldnt respond. I was trying to process everything. Her grip on my hand tightened at my silence. Her eyes became a bit worried. "s-say something please." her voice came out shaky but it was enough to snap me out of it.
"I l-love you too" the words slipped out before i could fully think, but i didnt regret it because it was true. "ever s-since i met you."
"r-really?! why didnt you tell me?" she looked at me surprised and that quickly changed into being frustrated with me
"well why didnt you?" i raised my hands up trying to surrender before she went further.
We both froze for a second before breaking into a fit of laughter. After calming down, we took a small breath and turned to look at each other. 'Sooooo, what now?" she asked softly.
I took this time to notice how close we were. My eyes wondered all around her face. From her eyes, to her nose, to her lips and back up. She noticed my gaze and a blush filled her cheeks. I couldnt help but lean into her.
Our lips brushed each others, i hesitated a bit, wanting to make sure she wanted this too. Her eyelids flutter closed and that was more than enough. I leaned fully in and captured her lips. The kiss was soft, her hand came and held my shirt.
We pulled away smiling like a couple of idiots. "you dont know how long ive been wanting to do that." I whispered, looking at her like if i was in daze.
"does that mean your staying here." she grinned even wider, her hand slipping under my shirt to carress my skin.
"i'll stay for as long as you want me." I pecked her cheeks.
"hmmm then i guess your staying here forever." she gave me a firm kiss, i melted instantly. "now I say lets go play some games before bed. i need to beat your ass for that one time you somehow you managed to beat me." She rolled her eyes playfully before dragging me to her, well i should say our room now.
Its nice to know that I will always have her to love and support me and i know i will always do that same for her.
