Dear My Darling Cherri,
From Apokuna
I will not return the same as I was before, and Im scared to see your face darling, I'm not even sure if I can come home in my state, I don't want to worry you, but I have to tell you this straight, I'm a monster, I'm not sure if you could ever love me the same. I let this happen to myself, I fulfilled my job of stopping another's harm through doing it, but it's not slowing down the current situation. I've become a traitor and I can't bear myself for it, I'm sorry Cherri, I love you. Maybe in another timeline, we'll get back under that cherry blossom tree.
a more detailed rant on apos ep now that i'm out of shock (MAJOR SPOILER WARNING)
rant ahead, spoilers for like all of apos episode, warning, im very autistic
HER JUST WANTING TO CHECK OUT THE CRYPT WITH OWEN AND THEN GETTING BASICALLY JUMPED BY PYRO, SCOTT AND OWEN AND PYRO BEING LIKE "its okay!!!!!!!!" AND APO TWEAKING OUT GRGRGRGRGRG, LIKE SHE IS SO PISSED AND BETRAYED I FELT SO BAD FOR HER, SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS, SHE JUST WANTS TO GO HOME TO CHERRI!!!!! SHE JUST WANTS HER WIFE!!!
also depression break "I know what you are!!!"- apo to scott
The yuri woman knows what the yaoi man is...../silly
ANYWAY, SCOTT BEING SUCH A VILLAIN FOR HER THIS EP TRYING TO MAKE BEING A VAMPIRE SEEM LIKE A GOOD AND PERFECT THING ((and the others too but scott was leading it and was doing the most))
"I cant do this, i have someone to get back to"
"And you could be with them forever!!" DIEIIDIDIIEIEDSJKFHDKJKGHDFJKHGKJDHGJKDFHJJK SCOTT YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD VILLAIN THAT YOU UPSET ME
"I don't wanna lose the warmth, i dont wanna lose HER warmth" YURI SAVE ME, PLEASE, LET CHERRI AND APO BE HAPPY
ANYWAYS, APOS MISSION OF HAVING TO GET SOMEONE ELSE TO THE VAMPIRES OR THEY JUST KILL HER, AND SHE AGREES BUT SHE DOESN'T HAVE IT IN HER TO DO IT BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T LIKE HURTING OTHERS
AND LATER IN THE EPISODE ITS REVEALED THAT SHE WAS DISPATCHED/REMOVED FOR HER MISSION BEFORE BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T HANDLE THE BLOOD BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T ENJOY VIOLENCE.
OKAY I SKIPPED AHEAD TO MUCH, BUT ANYWAYS THEN SHE DECIDES THAT SHE DOESNT WANNA SACRIFICE ANYONE AND WILL GO KILL THE VAMPS AND EXPOSE THEM BUT THEN TRIES TO KILL SCOTT AND IT ENDS HORRIBLY CUZ VAMPIRES RESPAWN AND ITS BAFFLING HER SO MUCH AND SCOTTS BASICALLY MAKING FUN OF HER THE WHOLE TIME RGGRGRGRGRGRGR
"I THOUGHT I KILLED YOU, I PUT AN AXE THROUGH YOUR THROAT"
IM JUST GONNA COPY SOME OF THE TRANSCRIPT I CANT WRITE THIS ALL DOWN
. Mhm. Mhm. I see that. It was actually great cuz you kind of put me back. Sure.
37:10Go do it. Come on. What?
37:21So, did we get our anger out? Are you done? Why are you Why are you
37:26still alive? See, this is what I was saying before. This could be you. You could get to spend all of eternity with
37:32your loved one. I don't You don't want to spend all of eternity with your loved one. I don't get what the issue is. I
37:38don't get why I'm such a bother. I've not hurt anyone. I've not told anyone so far. The only person killing
37:46So far, the only person doing killing has been you. I've not killed anyone. Maybe I'm not the monster. Maybe you are.
UGHHH GRGRGRGRGGRGRGRGGGGRR I NEED SCOTT DEAD
MORE TRANSCRIPT
more than welcome to leave. I can't kill you. Mhm. So then what if I just
38:43tell the whole town about all of you? Every single one of you. How's that worked for Avid? I hear he's
38:49running around outside his own now. Is that right? They trust me a lot more than they trust Avid.
38:54You Avid thought the same. I mean I have Martin,
39:00Sausage, Cleo. Mhm. Yeah. You have them all because they agree that it's crazy to believe in
39:06vampires. But the moment that they don't believe in vampires, what are you going to do then?
GRGRGRGRGGRGRRGRGGRGRGRRG I JUST WANT APO TO BE HAPPY
AND THEN APO OFFERS HERSELF TO BE TURNED SO NO ONE ELSE HAS TO BUT THEN HESITATES BUT SCOTT JUST KEEPS GOING ANYWAY AND GRGRGRGRGRGRGRGRGRGR AHHHHHHHH AUTISM
okay happy moment break again, apo pushes pyro off a cliff and it makes her so happy even if shes miserable <3
OKAY ANYWAY LAST POINT, SHE GETS SO HUNGRY WHEN SHE GOES HOME THAT SHE THINKS OF EATING TRUFFLE AND SHE FEELS LIKE REALLY GUILTY AFTER AND SHE LETS TRUFFLE GO OUT IN THE WILD AND OMGGRGRGRGGRGRGRGR SHE FEELS SO BAD AND CLEO GOT TURNED AND SHES BEING LIKE "if your not gonna let him go ill eat him" AND ITS LIKE WTF CLEO, WHY CANT ANYONE UNDERSTAND HER AHHHHHHHHHH, IM SCARED FOR HER LETTER NEXT EPISODE FOR CHERRI, ITS GONNA BE SO SAD
“Apo?! Apo! Are you okay!? The others were saying something happened to you and-!” Cherri froze, staring at Apo in awe.
“…your hair, it’s- why is it-? how does that even…? Apo, why is your hair white…?”
-@cherri-fire-of-the-vsmp-variety
"I'm.. Getting worse.. Mentally and Physically as you can see, I.. Don't even know WHAT I look like, but i've been told its not great, and that it looks like bird poop, but my looks aren't the real issue.. I didn't want to succumb to it, but i'm hurting people Cherri, I helped the vampires chase people down, my whole 'spy' mission is off the rails now, i'm BOUND here Cherri, it's been broken to me by Owen that I can't walk past the woods, and the only way out is killing everyone, because quite honestly, I don't think their gonna find the cure, were not scientists, were just regular people. The only way out of this is.. Death, and turning all the beacons... Even if i feel terrible doing it. Though, I'll make sure you're okay, You're not bound here like the rest of us i believe, you don't have to be hurt."
GRGRGGRGR THIS WAS SO YUMMY TO MAKE, apo my beloved <3
my evil head canons made it into this one, and for canon reasons she doesn't have horns in my rp canon but my evil not making anyone fully human quirk kicked in , also yes the flower in here hair is a reference to Cherri,.....
"I could probably split a head or two if i need too"
Apokuna VampiresSMP! RP ask blog account
I've been sent here from the military to set up outposts, Oakhurst has been claimed by the military and I must enforce it! Though the stories about this place are quite.. grim, i'll try and keep my spirits somewhat high, even if i feel as if i'm one of the ONLY sane people in this town
In the times of living here, it gets quite boring. So! i'll be opening my ask box, as for basic information you need to know about me, my name is Apokuna, shortened to Apo most times, I go by She/her and They/Them, and I work for the military as previously stated.
Boundaries and OOC will be listed below!
HELLO!!!!! mod here, @seaw4tt I go by he/him and can be addressed as Jason or Martyn ,
Affiliates!!! aka the people who know i exist rn because i dont wanna @ the accounts who dont know im real yet
@martyn-woodhurst @avidly-hunting @v-shelbyshubble-v @doctor-legundo-blog @jackvonpyroscythe ,@vsmp-pyro @scott-goldsmith @yourlocallumberjack @trufflethepig (Oink) @owen-of-oakhurst @zombie-cleo-farmer @paying-my-respects @cherri-fire-of-the-vsmp-variety (yuri/j)
((Every vamp smp rp account is my now friend, i talk to all them evil clones/silly))
PFP ART IS BY ME!!!! <3
PLEASE SEND ME ASKS, i have easy burnout issues so it might take me a bit to respond but as of now, i will respond to every ask as long as it applies to the boundaries, speaking of those!!!!
Boundaries!
so my boundaries are pretty basic, No nsfw, basic DNI's
Ik Apo isn't popular so i shouldn't have to address shipping related asks but if any of you rarepairers exist i am fully open to ships!
I apologize if i am out of character, i want to try my best doing this for the first time </3
OOC policy for sat/sun for episode release
ok SO i know some blogs are shutting down there boxes for episode releases but i don't mind any on those days, all i ask is no LORE asks on early Sunday, after episode release i will take them but won't respond till later in the day, and for SILLY/ NON LORE asks those can be sent and will be responded too no matter what!!
“Hi love, are you… okay? After the whole… Martyn situation and all…
I’m just- I’m worried about you a bit, that was… stressful, to say the least.”
-@cherri-fire-of-the-vsmp-variety
"I'm... Fine, I wouldn't say okay, but its been 'resolved', but it just hurt A LOT to have Martyn just break my trust like that, I thought he'd understand, and I guess he eventually did, but it still hurts just as much, but now i'm working as a spy, so at least i'm able to do something.. useful, for once, but i'm glad to see you, though if you need to find me... i'll be more around the vampires from now on, so just... be careful"
How do you feel about the whole sire vampire hierarchy thing
I honestly think it's... interesting to say. I don't like it, I think it's weird, I understand why it's done but I will never find myself calling Scott 'sire' like pyro is. I think the vampires are monsters and so is their stupid hierarchy system.
