#apo asks

[4pokuna]

Dear My Darling Cherri,

Dear My Darling Cherri, From Apokuna I will not return the same as I was before, and Im scared to see your face darling, I'm not even sure if I can come home in my state, I don't want to worry you, but I have to tell you this straight, I'm a monster, I'm not sure if you could ever love me the same. I let this happen to myself, I fulfilled my job of stopping another's harm through doing it, but it's not slowing down the current situation. I've become a traitor and I can't bear myself for it, I'm sorry Cherri, I love you. Maybe in another timeline, we'll get back under that cherry blossom tree.

[4pokuna]

Hey sooo…… abt that V!Cherri RP blog :3

what..

CHERRI?

oh my goodness, I'm so sorry, i'm SO so sorry. I- didn't think my letter would get out so fast and I didn't think you'd show UP.

{Apo paces around, not too sure of what she should do}

Cherri, I'm, i'm a terrible person, i've just been so out of recently, i'm starving, and everything is just going WRONG, I can't back out of this, not after I got discharged from the last mission but, god, I think this might be worse.

[4pokuna]

is avid your kid? 🤨

What- no, I'm in no state to be affording children, I mean I suppose I do treat Avid like he's a child half the time, especially after he got lost from the group the other day, but that doesn't mean i've like.. adopted him? I'm pretty sure he's only like a few years younger than me at most anyway. My only 'kid' is probably Truffles.

[4pokuna]

“Apo?! Apo! Are you okay!? The others were saying something happened to you and-!” Cherri froze, staring at Apo in awe.

“…your hair, it’s- why is it-? how does that even…? Apo, why is your hair white…?”

-@cherri-fire-of-the-vsmp-variety

"I'm.. Getting worse.. Mentally and Physically as you can see, I.. Don't even know WHAT I look like, but i've been told its not great, and that it looks like bird poop, but my looks aren't the real issue.. I didn't want to succumb to it, but i'm hurting people Cherri, I helped the vampires chase people down, my whole 'spy' mission is off the rails now, i'm BOUND here Cherri, it's been broken to me by Owen that I can't walk past the woods, and the only way out is killing everyone, because quite honestly, I don't think their gonna find the cure, were not scientists, were just regular people. The only way out of this is.. Death, and turning all the beacons... Even if i feel terrible doing it. Though, I'll make sure you're okay, You're not bound here like the rest of us i believe, you don't have to be hurt."

[4pokuna]

So like… we gonna talk about that letter? “My dearest Cherri” “I count the days ‘till we meet again, underneath the blossom tree” huh… sounds oddly romantic apo… care to explain?? >:3 /vpos /silly

I am more concerned on how you know about that, but my relations to Cherri is NOT the publics business, and I will not be confirming or denying anything said of it as I don't have a reason too. But i do long to see Cherri again, I'd much rather be with her than be in this place, but money is money and I need it, but once i'm finally out of here and with her i'll truly be happy again.

[4pokuna]

“Hi love, are you… okay? After the whole… Martyn situation and all…

I’m just- I’m worried about you a bit, that was… stressful, to say the least.”

-@cherri-fire-of-the-vsmp-variety

"I'm... Fine, I wouldn't say okay, but its been 'resolved', but it just hurt A LOT to have Martyn just break my trust like that, I thought he'd understand, and I guess he eventually did, but it still hurts just as much, but now i'm working as a spy, so at least i'm able to do something.. useful, for once, but i'm glad to see you, though if you need to find me... i'll be more around the vampires from now on, so just... be careful"

[4pokuna]

“Hey so uh… that Owen guy came to talk to me…”

-@cherri-fire-of-the-vsmp-variety

OWEN? What did he say? Are you okay? Did he do anything to you?

[4pokuna]

How do you feel about the whole sire vampire hierarchy thing

I honestly think it's... interesting to say. I don't like it, I think it's weird, I understand why it's done but I will never find myself calling Scott 'sire' like pyro is. I think the vampires are monsters and so is their stupid hierarchy system.