Jun 8
Every other month someone discovers my bellegraves art and every other month my ask box gets someone angry at me for writing him a certain way or writing anna a certain way and honestly youre gonna hate me so much more when mw4 shows up hahaha
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Every other month someone discovers my bellegraves art and every other month my ask box gets someone angry at me for writing him a certain way or writing anna a certain way and honestly youre gonna hate me so much more when mw4 shows up hahaha
A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE.
Now, I have never been one to sneak diss. I've never been one for internet drama. I hate conflict. I hate bullshit. And I hate the fact this is all coming from a bum ass video game fandom where we all fuck around and write and draw fanart and fanfics. This shit is for FUN. This isn't real life. But the people you're dissing and going after are REAL FUCKING PEOPLE.
I had no beef with none of y'all. I was always telling you all about how I can still be friends. And you come after them for what?
Because you're upset? You want vindication?
You're not ostracized because these people are in some cabal actively working against you. Everyone's minding their goddamn business and trying so hard to enjoy themselves. You're ostracized because of your own patterns and behaviors you refuse to fix in yourself but constantly point out in others. I offered you my friendships and kindness and I know now I'm just the fool who dared to give ANY OF YOU the benefit of the doubt.
I can't believe this. It's fucking fanart. Of ocs. On the internet. It's for fun. PERIOD. Doing this for clout is doing this for the wrong reasons.- we're too grown for any of this shit and you know it.
I can't keep making fucking excuses for you or how you treat others and how you treat me. I've had enough defending you. And I've had enough being kind when my kindness means I get talked down to.
Things like this was part of why making art and shit became so difficult. Because sometimes people forget THIS IS A FANDOM ABOUT A MILSIM VIDEO GAME FRANCHISE AND NOTHING WE FUCKING DO IS THAT DEEP TO WARRANT ANY OF THIS.
me of all people, saying this...but grow the fuck up. Internet clout won't fill the void. If you failed at networking in your space, you find a new fucking space and move on.
None of the people you've hurt deserve the hate given. And I'm disappointed to see how all of this has devolved.
Get help. Both of you. I'm done playing your naive advocate.
An Update.
honestly bellegraves started off as a "hoohoo wouldn't they be cute, shes kooky and hes annoyed" ship but now it's "power imbalances from age, rank and capitalism giving billionaires near invincibility should be feared. a man's love cannot excuse him stunting your growth if that love is based on his control and possession of you. you are not an object. you are not a tool. you are a person." and I think that's kinda neat.
160 followers!?!?!?!?
IM SO GRATEFUL THERES SO MANT OF YOU AHO THINK IM WORTJ FOLLOWING!?!?!?
i love drawing n writing for my characters but sometimes i just wanna be like "man can someone do this 4 me dawg this shit is too much"
but yk
artistic visions n shit
i wonder if I inspire people the same way I am inspired by others
being nonbinary and masc is so funny because on the rare days I do indulge on my feminine side everyone starts to call me a liar for some reason