I miss ma dad, I really do, I know we weren't close but i miss him so bad😔 I'm going through some changes yet I need to make some major decisions in life yet I have no one to guide me. My mother is going a difficult time of her own😔 disconnected from my family, I feel so alienated. I guess I'm going to be alright, I guess this just one of god's jokes.
Dear father
I'm sorry I didn't pay enough respect to your sudden passing , I needed time to grow . And your passing has led me to this , this growth. When u passed away the damage was already done, I was already stuck 6 feet underground stuck with nothing but darkness around me. I remember that for a long time I was searching for god. But really I was just searching for you dad and after u passed away I gave up on the search of God and I started searching for the ultimate truth about my existence and existence as a whole.I needed to know where you had gone.This was back in 2016. I would like to tell u dad that now existence is searching for me. I was seeking u and now u are seeking me.
I'm sorry I didn't pay enough respect to your sudden passing , I needed time to grow . And your passing has led me to this , this growth. When u passed away the damage was already done, I was already stuck 6 feet underground stuck with nothing but darkness around me.
Somehow we will meet , I'll tell you all about what u missing in the world and you'll tell me all about heaven. Deal? And I will tell the world about it, for you and for mama.
Love
Mlondi❤️